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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 101
Sign: Taurus

State: Louisiana
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/6/2007

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Monday, August 20, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry

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SistahFriend Book Club (www.sistahfriend.com) - See all my reviews

When the voluptuous Karaha decides to attend an urban film festival, she has two goals in mind: to further develop her craft as a film maker and to once again taste that thing called love. After meeting two guys, one she does not really like but ends up bedding and another she thinks she likes but is unsure of how to approach, she leaves the festival with a broken spirit and deflated self-image. In the course of a year, Kahara battles with her inner demons of dejection; but, with the help of a tall, slender boy toy with sexy "sad" eyes, she learns a lesson in self-forgiveness and finally accepts herself for who she is--a thick sistah with a firecracker-temper living the golden age of forty.

In Next Time, Cheryl Matlock embraces touchy issues that affect mature women universally. Overflowing with feelings of guilt, betrayal, and very low ideas of self-worth, after reading the first half of this novel I actually became a little depressed--which is a good thing. Matlock's storytelling drew me into the frustrating life of Kahara--almost to the point where I started thinking this woman sounded too familiar . . . But I wasn't frazzled for too long; there were a few sizzling hot love scenes that quickly made me forget the blues. By the end of the novel, I found myself thanking Kahara for being true to herself and showing other women that you must first love yourself before you can genuinely love someone else.

4 Sistah Hugs

Tasha Martin
SistahFriend Book Club

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry
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By  Angelia Menchan "Writer/Reader" (Florida) - See all my reviews
Next Time by Cheryl Matlock is a novel that explores and exposes what goes on in the heart and mind of a woman looking for love. Kahara Jenkins is a successful financial analyst and budding filmmaker. While at the Black Film Festival in Virginia, she runs into three men who peak her interest, Julius the event coordinator, Gary, a Virginia native who owns his own film company and Marshall, a computer analyst from Birmingham. Kahara is lonely and has been celibate for a year. She has decided she will find a lover at the festival. Julius is quickly dismissed. Gary seems most interested and is her usual type, tall, thin and handsome. But, for some reason, she finds herself with Marshall, a less attractive, muscular type. She and Marshall spend three days playing a cat and mouse game before she ends up in bed with him. Unfortunately, the day after the sex he is no longer interested. It is almost painful to read how this affects Kahara. She feels guilty for having slept with him so soon and her insecurities about herself are deep-seated. She practically chases behind him longing for his attention. Her pain leapt from the pages as she described how she felt. At the end of the trip, she and Gary have a brief conversation, promising to keep in touch.

Once Kahara is back in Chicago and settled back into her routine she is contacted by Gary. They develop a long-distance relationship that is fraught with ups and downs. Kahara's insecurities cause her to have a short temper and Gary being such an eligible bachelor is a spoiled man, used to having his way.

Next Time is a voyeuristic journey inside a relationship. Ms. Matlock does a wonderful job of exposing what goes on inside the mind of a woman who has accomplished so much, but still wants that one thing, a loving relationship. She also handles her male characters in a loving way, not excusing their behavior but by no means bashing them. She allowed us to view two people really working to have a relationship. Reading this book at times made me feel as though I was peeking in someone's window, eavesdropping on their lives. I also loved the way I was never sure what would happen with the relationship until the very end. This is a recommended read for anyone who can relate to wanting that one last thing to complete the circle, or who simply loves peeking inside someone else's business.

Angelia Menchan
APOOO BookClub
Sunday, May 13, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry

"I love going to breakfast and having men spend all their money on me," Kahara quipped cheerfully. She looked over at ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />Marshall, his expression a little glum. He motioned for the waiter. "What's the matter?" she said. " I was just joking. I can pay my own way if that's a problem."..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

 "No, I have it."

"I don't need you to pay for me," she said. "I don't need a man to do anything for me. I don't need a man period," she said.

"Who are you kidding?" he quipped as the waiter walked up. "Look I'll have another cup of coffee and the check please," he said to the waiter.

Marshall's statement caught Kahara off guard and left her feeling a little insulted. "You know these assessments you keep making about me are a getting little irritating."

"What assessment - what are you talking about?" he asked looking confused.

"The one you made last night about me not knowing anyone."

"Do you know someone here?"

"No, but that's not the point - you don't know that."

"Alright," he said calmly.

"So you can't jump to any conclusions about me."

"That's right," he nodded.

"You need to get to know me first," she said, with finality sitting back in her seat folding her arms.

"Ok," he said pausing. "I'ma get to know you real well before the weekends out."

"No you're not," she said sternly.

He sighed. "Yeah, this is pretty much wrapped up. I can always tell." He looked her directly in the eye. "You're hungry."

 "Listen, I don't like your attitude," she said, frowning as the waiter walked up.

Marshall ignored her, counted out his money, and paid the waiter.

"Look you know something," she said, "you're arrogant as hell - don't flatter yourself."

"Ok, I won't," he said. The waiter left their table smiling to himself. "I'd give it to Friday," he said under his breath.

 

Monday, April 30, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry

After that dance, she went to another spot and stood waiting, fighting off that sinking feeling that this event would mirror some of the ones she'd attended in Chicago, where she went the entire night without once being asked to dance. About a half-hour later, she approached another man, tall about 6 feet 3 inches, thin, brown-skinned and rather attractive.

 "Want to dance?" she said a little dryly, expecting to be turned down.

He looked at her as though sizing up her intentions. "Sure I'll dance with you sister," he said.

"I guess I passed the test," she said, under her breath, as they made their way to the dance floor.

"No test," he said.

Kahara blushed embarrassed that he had heard what she said. She stopped short. "I didn't mean––it's just you were lookin' so––oh forget it," she said, shaking her head in frustration. He smiled, took her hand, and led her onto the floor. Kahara smiled to herself as she followed him, admiring the way he gently took control. She drank in his lean body as they began dancing.

After a few records, they headed upstairs where another DJ was spinning old-school cuts. Kahara felt more at home up there listening to Earth Wind and Fire, and the Commodores. She was finally beginning to have some fun that evening. They found seats at the bar, he ordered drinks and they continued to get to know each other. As they chatted, Kahara felt herself becoming attracted to him. His unas­suming manner appealed to her. He was very polite, hadn't danced too close, and didn't come on too strong.

His name was Gary Mount, a native of Virginia. He worked at a Fortune 500 company for years before being downsized. It was then that he decided to pursue his dream of owning a video pro­duction company. The generous severance he received enabled him to return to school and stay on his feet financially during a rocky first year. As Kahara listened to him describe the slow pro­cess of building his customer base, she could tell that, after strug­gling for years, this man would let little stand in the way of his success. Through word of mouth, he built a network of regular cus­tomers in Norfolk, Chicago, and Los Angeles. She sensed a fierce determination lay underneath his cool, almost aloof, exterior. He had a quiet intensity about him, a sureness of purpose. That inten­sity unnerved her a little. His eyes followed her every move, and she felt at times as though she were being sized up...:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

"You like to scrutinize people don't you?" she asked.

His gaze softened a little. "Depends on who it is. Why?"

"The way you look at me. Especially when I asked you to dance. It's like you're trying to figure out my motive or something."

He rubbed his chin a little and looked at her. "Did you have a motive?"

"Yeah," she said, leaning forward a bit. "I want you to support me financially for the rest of my life."

"Is that right?" he said, laughing softly. "And just how do you intend to do that?"

"I have my ways," she said. "I don't know. You seem like the conservative type, so throwing my body at you would probably be a turn-off."

"Yeah," he nodded. "I'm not real into sisters that put themselves out there like that."

Kahara smiled to herself. She wondered what Gary would have thought about her dashed plans to jump into bed with Julius.

"So what do you do?" he asked.

"Take a guess," she said.

"I don't know, what are you––a stunt woman? Porn actress?"

"Try financial analyst."

"Damn, and I was going to guess that next," he said.

Kahara told him a little about her background, and about the film she would be shooting when she returned to Chicago.

"So, it's a film about a stormy relationship," he said, grinning at her a little. "You seem like you've been in a few of those."

"What?"

"You seem high-maintenance. Yeah," he said, "I'd bet money you're high-mainte­nance."

"Why would you say that?"

"What's the longest relationship you've ever been in?"

Kahara frowned. "I've had a lot of long-term relationships," she said lying, trying not to look as uncomfortable as she felt. He had read her right. Her hot temper had driven away many of the men in her life. She could count on her hand the number of relationships she had that lasted over a year. "Anyway, know it all, we were talking about my film––not my love life." Non-existent as it is, she thought.  

"Do they make it? Are they still together at the end of the film?" he asked.

She looked at him and smiled. "You'll have to see it when it's finished to find out."

He looked at her and nodded. "Is that an invitation?"

"You're good at reading people. I'll let you figure that one out," she said a little coyly. She enjoyed the subtle dance they were doing.

Gary smiled. "I've shot for a number of independent filmmakers," he said, "so I know how much work is involved, especially when you're trying to hold down a full-time job. Must put a strain on your love life."

"Love life! Yeah, right. There's a joke. Please. I can't even get a dance here. I mean like tonight. I came out here thinking things would be different, you know, and––" Kahara stopped short, realizing she was maybe letting off a little bit too much steam. She decided to lighten up a bit, afraid she might scare him off.

 "Come out here and what?" he asked, furrowing his eyebrows.

"Nothing. It's not important. Never mind."
Friday, March 23, 2007 

Category: Writing and Poetry

Hi Cheryl,  I told Red that I finally got a chance to finish your book.  It was good and Hot!!!    I really enjoyed reading it.  One day I was at the auto repair place and was reading your book.  I had to close it quickly.  I was breathing hard.  I looked around to see if I looked stupid.  When I got back to home I stayed up until 2:AM to finish it.  I could not put it down.     I really understand Kahara and her emotions. I get it.  Thanks for writing it. 

                                                                                                 (Bev)

Just finished reading your book.  I would like to thank you for writing "Next Time". It was a pleasure being introduced to Kahara and Gary. Thier characters were well fleshed out and written. I look foward to your future works and wish you the best.

                                                              (Kalum Johnson)

I had the chance to read this book and was AMAZED at the realness of the characters! This is not a CHICK book BUT a RELATIONSHIP book. The main character, KAHARA, is like so many women that I have come across, that I felt like this was a BIO on the women I dated. The one thing that I truly enjoyed---that the MEN in this book were not painted in a negative image, but in a TRUTHFUL MANNER. If you like Eric Jerome Dickey, then you will enjoy Cheryl Matlock's book NEXT TIME!

                (Phinesse - Program Director/Talk Show Host - Daytona Beach FL)

I purchased the book on a Friday and I finished reading it on Monday. I really enjoyed the book. I told Cheryl, I would like to see the book being made into a independent film. Great job Cheryl!

                                                           Gary (disc jockey for U of C Radio)

Steamy - I didn't know women could be so carnal.

                                                           Kirby (Filmmaker/Screenwriter)