Time is money and money is time. I will be spending the rest of my change in the slot machine we know as life. As I gamble my life away, not worrying about my futures fate; my life slowly windless away with every penny that I play. Sometime I win, and other time I lose; every once in a while ill get a bonus were I can play by my own rules, but most of the time I’m down and behind playing on our governments time. Paying them everything, and not keeping a dime. On this machine called life, losing our last bet means our demise. Everyone continues to try hoping and praying they be the ones to win the ultimate prize; their own life.  

A School boy's Crush

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            When you walk pass me my heart skips a beat, and continues beating loudly. You smile at me, and I can't help but look away and blush violently. You say Hi to me I began to breathe heavily and I don't know what to say. All I can do is grin slightly and you'll laugh and smile knowing my secret is true; I have a crush on you. But I don't know what to do, to convince you that my crush is the truth.

              Why is it so hard to communicate with you, and every time I do it doesn't seem to make any sense to you? Yet when you want to talk to me I can't hear everything you say because you speak so soft and nervously.  What could it be causing us all this grief and agony? 

            My head keeps spinning try to figure out what to do; what to do about you. I am lost and confused with all these feelings I cannot express. With everything I do, ends in failure and misery because I can not talk to you. Seeing you for the first time in the day; mess me up and I forget what I am to say.

            All of our conversations seem to end the same, with you smiling and slowly walking away. Not just one time, but through out the day, so I know u too have something to say. Why do we have to play this game if we both want the same, yet I don't know if what we both feel is real? 

            But I know what I feel and there is something about you, so ill continue to do my faulty way of communication to get across to you and hopefully one day it will eventually get through. Even if that means, I have to write a silly little poem for you because that seems to be my only way of expressing my thought and feelings for you.

            What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not get through to you. When I get to see you, I get the butterflies jumping just to meet you. When I speak with you, my heart starts beading and I don't know what to do. Just by seeing a little glance of you I start spinning just at the thought of you.

            I would do anything for you; just seeing your pretty face I know I'll always adore you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do to get to know you doesn't get through. Why oh why do I have this must I crush on you? Just by seeing you I get a strong feeling of needing you. Why on why must I crush on you.

            What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not seem to make you feel the same. When I see you with another dude I get jealous and feel ashamed that I had this silly crush on you. But deep down inside I know what I must do slowly but surely ill forget my crush on you.

            I would have done anything for you; just thinking of you I know I'll always have feeling for you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do seems to have no effect on you. Why oh why must I keep falling for this little crush on you. Just wanting you; I get a strange feeling for you. Why oh why must I crush on you.

It's too late.

             Even after every date and everything we said to come back to me when you cheated on me with my best friend. When will this pain and agony end? I am miserable and depress and I want my entire life to cease because without you I am weak. I have to ignore your phone calls until I can learn to take this pain way. With every breaking day I wake up screaming out your name.

It's a little too late.

Why is it so impossible to forget your image? It feels as if your face is burned into my head and there is no end. Everyday when I leave my house I have to drive the long way around your house, so I can forget where you live because I want to pretend your dead. Ever night before I go to bed I slowly close my eyes and you're all I can see.

It's too late.

This last week I have not slept a wink; trying to get rid of my energy to think. When I think; all that comes up is why must this always happen to me?  I once thought you where the one for me, but you took my dreams and crushed them reputedly. How much long will my grief last because I don't know how long I can hold on? The pain that is within slowly bubbles and burst making every action a mistake.

You know it's a little too late.

What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not get through to you. When I get to see you, I get the butterflies jumping just to meet you. When I speak with you, my heart starts beading and I don't know what to do. Just by seeing a little glance of you I start spinning just at the thought of you.

            I would do anything for you; just seeing your pretty face I know I'll always adore you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do to get to know it doesn't get through. Why oh why do I have this must I crush on you? Just by seeing you I get a strong feeling of needing you. Why on why must I crush on you.

            What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not seem to make you feel the same. When I see you with another dude I get jealous and feel ashamed that I had this silly crush on you. But deep down inside i know what I must do slowly but sure ill forget my crush on you.

            I would have done anything for you; just thinking of you I know I'll always have feeling for you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do seems to have no effect on you. Why oh why I keep falling for this little crush on you. Just wanting you I get a strange feeling for you. Why oh why must I crush on you.

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What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not get through to you. When I get to see you, I get the butterflies jumping just to meet you. When I speak with you, my heart starts beading and I don't know what to do. Just by seeing a little glance of you I start spinning just at the thought of you.

            I would do anything for you; just seeing your pretty face I know I'll always adore you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do to get to know it doesn't get through. Why oh why do I have this must I crush on you? Just by seeing you I get a strong feeling of needing you. Why on why must I crush on you.

            What has a crush got to do when everything I do; does not seem to make you feel the same. When I see you with another dude I get jealous and feel ashamed that I had this silly crush on you. But deep down inside i know what I must do slowly but sure ill forget my crush on you.

            I would have done anything for you; just thinking of you I know I'll always have feeling for you. But what am I suppose to do, when everything I do seems to have no effect on you. Why oh why I keep falling for this little crush on you. Just wanting you I get a strange feeling for you. Why oh why must I crush on you.

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Thoughts of you

     You are the one and only person for me breathing so deeply why won't you notice me, seeing you there all the time makes me wish that you were mine

    You could bind me up and lock me down steal me heart and throw it out, but the feelings for you will never break me down when im with you

    When i see you there all alone it makes me want to run back home, cuz you know the thought of you will remain with me for all and all enterity

    When your feeling sad whats the point of getting mad when you can count on me to make you happy

     You could bind me up and lock me down steal me heart and throw it out, but the feelings for you will never break me down when im with you

Remembering You

Pink and red reminds me when i first saw you remembering that i quit breathing and turned o so blue cause when i saw you i knew it was you. Your beautiful face shines as bright as the stars cause without you they seem so far away. Sometimes i wish i had everything you offer cause i want you so bad. This feeling that i have grows stronger everyday so have a happy valentines day. 
I know its long past valentines day but i forgot i had this poem i wrote for a girl at my school and i still don't know what she thinks about it but what do u think?Do u think it was good and it would win a girls heart over? I have a lot more poems and songs but i want to know what other people think about this one before i post a new one.