My moms not here to post right now, someone will post soon. Some woman named Tracy keeps trying to contact me and she sounds just like my mom. I was able to trace it back to her myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/tracystrauss

Something is obviously up, she posts that people think she's my mom, but there is no way she is. I'll copy her posts here for now.

Monica took him to get the medal back and is now trapped. He's desperate that I go help though there's nothing I can do. I'll update on whatever it is that happens when I next can. Mohinder said he had the cure, but there is no time to wait for him first.

He's gone. He's run off someplace and I dont know the area we're in to try to find him. Monica's gone too. My only hope is that they are together.

Telling Micah about the virus was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. He was so happy I was home, that I didn't want to upset him again. First time I've seen micah actually attack another kid was when Damon lost his medal. His comment about losing his father was hard to take. All I wanted for him to have was a normal life.

The cure didn't work. I'm heading home to Micah. I don't know how I'll break it to him. First his father by my own hands, then me by my own hands. Why didn't Jessica show up this time? Why did I let the company make me believe I had to get rid of her? She would have protected us.

It was odd to see everyone again being that the last person to speak to them was Jessica herself. They swear that she is gone all of them. I'm not quite sure she might just be upset about what I have done. Mohinder had to know that I knew the company wasn't morally wrong. After all I had done they could have given the virus to me. Thats about when I started seeing DL. He said things that were so true. I am still sick and I can't tell anyone. It wouldn't be a far leap for them to declare me crazy again. They warned what Maury could do. But for me it was so real. I'm used to speaking to Jessica in a mirror or in thin air. It wasnt a very big stretch to be seeing DL. He got shot again in my arms. I knew what I had to do then. I had to get Bob. He was the reason. DL said so. No he wasn't the reason. I was. I'm the one that has to be stopped. And that's why I injected myself. I can't hurt them any more now. So now I sit hooked up to the cure for it. Wonder if it will work or not. Wonder if I'll care.

There only request was that I become a partner with Mohinder. I had met him briefly last year, he didn't strike me as such a bad person. And he really did seem to want to help me when he thought Bob was holding me against my will. Seems the only repayment they want is to make sure that there is complete understanding between Bob's orders and Mohinder's actions.

It's so nice of them to type this up for me. They really do wish to help no matter what Jessica thinks. Its hard to wake up after she gets out and is punished though. Mohinder wished to let me out but he doesnt understand I'm not a prisoner I have to be here. I'm sick and only they understand what's going on. Only they understand what I'm capable of and only they can help me.