wow, its late right now, but i guess i can't find a better time.

Okay, so this summer is actually pretty fun so far. But its only started to pick up this week. I decided to stop staying home and to hang out more with people. So thats been really fun, but it brings up a lot of drama again. Some of which is really stupid, and those who've been talking to me probably know whos to blame. I mean, i still like them as a friend, but the way theyve been acting to not just me but everyone isn't right, and whether theyll admit it or not, theyre changing for the worst.

Music wise... showtime express was a shitload of fun. I met a bunch of new people who are all pretty cool. I came out of my shell a little bit in music because as some of you know I was always kind of quiet. Next year will be different though. I can't wait till next spring break when were going to the Bahamas! I am so excited for that!

Most of the stuff I'm doing though is coming up soon. August 5th I'm going to Wrigley Field to watch the Cubs play the Astros. Then hopefully on August 15 we all go to the WWE supershow in Valpo. And after school starts, the week of my birthday i'll be flying down to Houston to watch the Cubs again at Minute Maid Park, making the only parks i haven't been to yet in the NL Central Pittsburgh and Cincinnatti (not counting the new Busch stadium in St. Louis, but what's the difference still, right?).

Still looking for a job, coming up short though. Not many people like no previous job experience. Kind of sucks when the first ones the hardest to get, and probably the suckiest. But hey, I'll keep trying.

Also, I decided to quit soccer, which frees up so much time for me to focus on getting money for everything i need and want(again, that job thing is a pain) But it just frees up so much time that i think I'll be happy I did. I love soccer, but lets face it, I'm not the greatest goalie, and i probably would have been cut at the rate its been going for me. I still plan on going to some of their games and I hope they'll do great without me, especially Ben and Zach, they deserve it.

So yeah, thats my summer for ya, may not be exciting to you, but for me its a change.

So yeah, i guess I'm going to start blogging every now and then. Post some stoires, I'll leave out names(even though most people will be able to guess). I'm gonna vent a little bit, who knows might even blog a poem or too(sense apprently most people like em). But yeah, this should get interesting. Go ahead, email me about em, subscribe, at least then i know someones actually listening to me for once other than me listening to them right?