In response to:
""It was either God or the people in my former life. I choose God.

My apologies.""

So this was written by a childhood friend of mine in his AIM profile a couple of days ago I'm told.

It really pisses me off that he thinks he chose to stop hanging out with us when it was really the other way around. As soon as he picked up his girlfriend somewhere in Junior year he slowly turned into the biggest douchebag I have ever known. and this latest statement he has made is a prime example of his "smugarrogance" (Did you like that? I think it sounds cool combined like that.)

I was told about this last night and I really don't have much more than this to say "Thanks for turning your back on the few people in our high school who put up with your douche baggery enough to hang out with you." We're not saying you never were fun to hang out with but something happened Junior year and shit just exploded into you were better than everyone else. I don't know if it was the girlfriend or this "God" thing but neither of them make you better than us or anyone else.

W.e Have fun being a False Prophet.

-Wes.

Ps I might add more later. I'm in class right now and my minds not all here. But you get the jist of it for now.

A whole damn month without my Chas and Coty.

Lots of fuckin free time is what that means!

I mean no GTA for a whole month. Imma have to go buy that shit myself.

Someone needs to keep me company while they are gone. I can think of a few people. and if you're one of the few people I'm prolly thinking of. bring me a ps2.

and some natty.

oh girlll

wes.

As you all know I'm a very Chill person. I don't complain about much and if I do it's usually just something ridiculous. And if it's something serious I put it here or vent it to Aaron.

Like I said I'm chill. I don't get sad, don't get mad, don't worry, etc. I'm always happy. There's a reason for this really if something bad does happen to me I just throw it aside I don't pay attention to it. But what's going to happen to me sooner or later?

Someone pretty special to me said a few things to me the other day. Really opened my eyes. I don't listen to people if I don't care about them / for them so it took someone fairly close for this to really hit home.

What is going to happen to me in the future? Am I stable enough to live without my parents help? Will I survive on my own? Will I get a good job and be able to take care of a family some day?

This is all stuff I would never think about...but she put it in perspective for me.

How will I ever...progress if I keep living like this... I'm in college it's getting near time where I should start caring about these things.

I just want to settle down, have brews with my friends, chill, and do everything that needs to be done. I can do it I know I can it's time to start thinking about my future...Where I'm going...Who I'm going to spend it with...What job I will like for the rest of my life...

Wes is growing up believe it or not. I won't be depressed or anything like that still but I will be wary of how I spend my money and next semester is going to be taken more seriously then this last semester.

-Wes.

Yeh over the past few weeks stuff has just been piling up.... first Mikey gets hurt. Which is a big downer I hope he gets better soon. I know he hates being inside all the damn time.

Next I need a job period.

Then school has gotten much tougher. Algebra is hell and history has started throwing tests just whenever he feels like it. and public speaking... just too many speeches to write that I can even remember.

And now recently my parents found out that they are both losing their jobs next year... the plant they work at is shutting down... they've both been working there 30 or so years so it really sucks they are going to lose all they've built up to be. Plus money is going to be very tight.

And now...just now I get an email saying my grandma is in the hospital for a bloodclot. Which really sucks because well.. blood clots can do a lot of shitty stuff... hell look at Mikeys myspace and look at his pictures. I really hope she gets better shes probably one of the nicest people I know. and I love her to death. I'm going to see her tomorrow but good news is I think they caught it early and should be out of the hospital by sunday or monday.

I really hope all of this gets better soon. I've been having a great time at college up until these past few weeks.

Just pray hope meditate... w.e you do on this stuff. I promise to return the favor if you ever need anyone to talk too.

-Wes.

I haven't been doing show here lately... last one was in August? I think I don't really remember.

But either way I wont be doing shows for a little while. Honestly I cant afford it when no one comes anymore. If I get a good enough job I might do one again this winter like Dec or Jan but no time soon.

Yeh this means BONEFEST is completely canceled... I cant even get a make up show for you guys DUC wont let us anymore, club270 is unreachable and would cost too much money anyways. and theres nothing else really to do other than those 2 places.

Unless someone knows somewhere else I've ran my course with bowling green venues. Return to house shows and the monthly Niteclasses. I know I'll be at all of them so I expect to see everyone out on Saturday (sept22) for Niteclass.

ITs been a fucking blast these past almost whole year of me booking hardcore shows every month and sometimes more than one a month. I'll be back sometime when either the scene picks up or i have a surplus of money ( unlikely )

I still have the band and this means unless theres a house show locally or whenever Matt signs us up for Niteclass next we wont be around here much. I know you're all devastated.

Luh you dawww.

_Wes.

So I'm sitting here...2 1/2 months into Summer, about a month or so until I move out start college...

It's def going to be different. Can't wait I need some change. ( I mean jesus for those of you who have seen my room... it's messy this is like a fresh new start ! haha )

And seriously it's going to be a lot different over there even though it is only 20ish minutes away. I mean I'll be living with Michael and Kyle, not My Mom, Dad, and Lilttle brother.

School, band, booking, a job eventually...going to be a lot of stuff to juggle. I'll get along I suppose.

I've hardly ever been depressed in my life I can only count 1-2 times possibly and that's only when I was in some serious trouble and deserved it. but w.e.

I hope this doesn't effect me at all. Most of you know I'm a happy person I just dont want all of this stuff to get me down.

Ummm

Yeh I hadn't done this in awhile so I figured I needed to do dis.

Word.

-Wes.

I've...

-Hosted 2 local shows.
-Made loads of new friends.
-Started a new band.
-Made even more new friends
-Had a damn good time.
-Chilled.

I don't think I could ask for anything else right now and things can only get better!

Thanks for every one of my friends new and old! You guys are the shit and I would be almost as emo as everyother myspace kid if I didnt have you.

-Wes is doing good