My god I can not believe it. I have not been on here in over a year. Hope all of you are doing well.

I'm good still working two jobs, for a few months both jobs cut my hours but, the last few weeks I'm back on track.

should get my credit card paid off soon.
Thats all for now, will try to post more.

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

Hope you all are having a great holiday.

I haven't really posted do to bad wifi services. hopefully soon it will work out better.

I get paid tomorrw. Will not get it cashed till next week, do to starting my second job. I

don't want to have two jobs, but since Erin my roommate keeps uping my rent what else can I do.

I am moving out in Febuary thank god, things will me better I hope.

Went to a Christmas party last night. Had a panic attack cause there was so many people. I don't do well with crowds.

I found a wifi through the computer its kind of like linkys but low speed next month  hopefully i will get a modem and a thing through COX I miss being on the internet.

life is okay, Work is good doing over time at the moment cause people are away do to family probs or they quit. 7 people turned in applications today.

went to a tease class was pretty cool going to go back next week

I finally found another wifi to go through after all these months don't know if it will last long but im happy now that it did.

my boyfriend and girlfriend broke up with me im dealing with it

work at Taco Bell is good

my Neopet is dying due to not being on the net

and I amost got kick out of the house this week do not want to go into details

hope you all are doing well and I so hope i will get to be on the net again

a MONTH AND A HALF AGO i MOVED TO A HOUSE WITH NO PHONE LINE DO TO THE LAST TENENT.

I GOT THROUGH TO THE INTERNET WITH A WIRELISE CONECTION, AND THOUGHT COOL. BUT COOL ENDED LAST WEEK, THE WIRELESS CONNECTION I USED WENT MIA, TODAY I CALLED BOTH THE COMPANY FOR MY LABTOP, AND FOR MY INTERNET SERVICE AND FOUND OUT THAT I WAS PIGGY BACK RIDING THROUGH SOMEONE ELSES SERVICE AND WHO EVER THEY WERE THEY MOVED.

ERIN HAS AGREED TO GET WIRELESS INTERNET SERVICE THROUGH COX AND HOPEFULLY SOON I'L BE BACK ON THE NET, UNTIL THEN I AM BORROWING MY NEIGHBORS COMPUTER WHEN ITS AVAILABLE. HOPEFULLY MY READERS I WON'T BE TO LONG

Im so excited I was looking up people I knew in high school, on MYSPACE and I found at least 4 people. One of them is married and has a child. I already ask two of them to friend me, I hope they do, if not its okay.

Tonight I went to my very first baseball game with Erin and Jason, at first I told them I wasn't going, cause I hate sports, I can't even last 5mins watching it on tv.

Any way we went there and it was raining, me and Jason sat wherre there was covering even thou they weren't our seats, but we had permission. Erin sat at her seat and got soaked. I was praying that the game would me called off cause of rain, but the sky cleared up.

After the first inning, I was liking the game, and started screaming for the Las Vegas 51's to win. One guy was yelling out for his team to win, and he was the loudest.

well the 51's lost 3-2, but I really enjoyed the game, and want to go to another one.

the prob I had was that Jason had a drink before the game, he yelled at me at me to hurry up at Wendy's to order, so I told him I didn't want anything. when Erin went to get our tickets, me and Jason went to look for a parking spot, he said he was sorry and that he would buy me a $4.00 hotdog, I said after the game to take me to Del Taco.

During the game and before we left the statium Jason had a hawiian fruit ice drink with liquor, two bottles of beer and two cups of some other acholal, during the game he was being crazy and stupid.

When we left and he drove home, I was afraid that we would not make it home in one piece. at one point Jason drove 70mls when he was suppose to be 45mls, I don't know if he did but sometimes he would switch lanes with out signaling, when we got home I was shaking and crying, I told Erin that im never going to drive with him if he drinks more than one beer.

I hope things get better he drinks a lot on his days off, not when he's working, thank god, he only drinks one or two after work.

OMG today was a great day, after having a ruf night of sleep I woke up at 1pm and Jason gave me my mail, It had some company on the return address and I worried it was a bill, or collextion agency.  It wasn't that it was my last check from JACK IN THE BOX, took six weeks for it to come. I got $73. went and cashed it.

 Got a call from some sweepstakes and I won 4 out of 5 free magizines for 60months and a $1000 internet shopping spree, I can but any thing off the net with it. I get it in five days. I can't believe it Iv never won anything like that before. I thank Im going to speed either $200-$300 a month to make the thing last, unless it has a experation date.

Maybe I will restart my DVD collection, I don't know what to really buy with it

went to the ball game again, almost wasn't going to go, but Jason promised he would not drink to much tonight, and apoligized for last, night which he doesn't really remember. Almost all of my $73 went in to the game, I payed for our tickets drinks and hotdogs (tonight was $1 hotdog night)

The screamer was there again and was yelling, and of course he was sitting right next to use so it was hard to concentrate on the game, I told Jason and Erin, I was moving somewhere else, they were fine with it, a few minutes later Jason came over, then Erin.

Alberqurke scored 3 points in the 1st and 3rd innings, and the 51's (las vegas) got 1 point in the 1st-4th innings, but at the end 51 won 8-7/

Jason asked me when Erin left for a moment how much money I had, told him, not enough for beer. lucky he understood. (counting I never buy anyone liqour) I even made a joke saying I'm broke here at the game, but not when we go to WENDY's for dinner, he didn't like the joke, but Erin did.

I so loved my day, hope tomorrows good

Today I finally got my MYSPACE verified and it took a very long time to do, had to subscribe to Yahoo-Mail to get it, and it worked thank god.

     I can't believe what I did last night, me Erin, and our roommate Richard and his girl Kat were swimming, at one point Erin, Richard and Kat all just decided to skimming dip, I wasn't going to do, it but, at one point Erin came behind me and I was thanking she was ajusting my swim top, but she unhooked it and took it off, so I just decdied what ever and took off the bottom, I'l ammit that swimming nude is much better then with a swim suit, but the only time I will do it, is if I'm with those people, or that its dark.