You found me baby
You replenished my soul
You turned my old heart into warmth
You tamed my raging rivers
You mounted my fears and rode them dry
My mind wonders, my heart worries
My jealousy glows, my conscious runs
I feel like a woman again
Alive through his word, focused by yours
Ive reached so deep, as deep as you go
You spread open my soul and gently grind so slow
You admit your weaknesses, and accept all mine
Your maturity is showing, Im ya woman ova wine
I love you daddy, I wanna last a long time

The pain supercedes my immediate thoughts
To the point where it seems like a bad dream
I gave my heart to you and what did you do?
Its cool daddy I understand ya haste
What a waste
A good relationship sour in taste
This was different for me
Ready to upgrade ya soul
But continue my rich's
Off my childhood goals
I console
Myself better than any human mind
Whether a stranger or a friend
Pure peace is hard to find
Deady Pain never resigns
Always workn full time
I cant accept the madness
Cant say that Im fine
Cant do that kinda time
cant accept this fate
Lord feed my hungry soul
Please fill up my plate
Work is good I admit
Livin my dream never hard
But would a lil love make you that damn scarred?
Can I live a little?
Can I share this life?
Can a human man conceal me without trife?
Let HIM in Lord
Let HIM see my true stars
Let HIM watch my moon
Let HIM run through my mars
Serenade my milky way
Stroke my shooting stars
Im cryin above Lord, Dont let me fall
Im down on my knees
Let me experience LOVE

I'm FREE today
My mind roams the hills of dafodils
My skin feels smooth as the milky way
My eyes are greener than your envy
I stroll the streets Forgiving
Of myself
And of your preconceived thoughts
Who knew these skies could be so blue
That today
My life is in God's hands
Craddled by his reassuring words
"Its Okay"
He says as my eyes open to these brand new days
My excitement exceeds my orgasmic aura
You were never around to see me down
So U don't deserve to see my newfound crown
This Queen of Knowledge, Soul and Mind
My dreams are bigger and in high definition
With my bangin plans and top secret precision
Everyday I get wiser
Everyday I live further
Thru my eyes only and never yours
Your preconceived thoughts and suspicions?
They left this morning with dawns temporary thunder storm
Washed away with your pity and self doubt
Angelic I Am
In fact
My middle names just that
Not your Angel
But a blessed one with wings
Your "love" which was just a passing feeling
Wrapped in a XXL Mag Edition and a side of sweet sex
Followed by your Prada suit Gucci shoes and 20K gold rolex
Mula comes and goes like your songs on repeat
Its the same shit
Get it
Lose it
And now your back on ya feet
But my Love is never lost
Always quick to defeat
These negative wars that oddly stick 2 my feet
But I've changed my socks
And traded in my sneekz
So now the bottoms no longer stuck on U
I'm trailblazing thru your land of lies
And the familiarity is almost that of mine
Please baby forgive me for being so real?!
I left my fake face at home on the table
Can U forgive me for not using societies fables?
For creating life's masterpieces with enriched rose red acrylic
Not speeding through with grass green crayola
Or stay as predictable as your ex's honda civic
I'm real baby and I'm FREE of these words
It's funny I could neva write when U left
But the minute I was FREE from Guilt
My gift arose like an E Clef
I'm FREE
I'm FREE
My soul is rinsed
My pain is gone
And I haven't looked back since
In the END
I Won

A woman who's mental and physical are so beautiful I could not have even imagined anything so close to perfection.
The chicks in my dreams and fantasies are a lil upset cuz they have been feelin neglected.
They aren't used to this lack of attention.
Or maybe they're just jealous cuz one of their own has taken physical form.
With the body of a goddess.
And look, I know what you're thinkin
I aint tryina turn this into a T-Pain song
But it aint my fault she got me sprung.
She jus got to me.
Her mind is as vast and complex as the ocean.
I am left hanging onto every word she speaks
For I kno the next syllable is going to have just as much meaning as the first.
She speaks truth.
I don't even see colors the same anymore.
They aren't as pretty as they used to be because they dont compare to those that are her.
Everything green is just a bad imitation of her BEAUTIFUL eyes.
Eyes so alluring they deserve their own poem.
Any shade of brown registers in my brain as a mockery of what is her delicate, light mocha skin.
If her lips held the only hue of pink I saw for the rest of my life that wuld be fine
Because that's the only hue that matters anyways.
We are so close
Yet so far apart
Just when I think I have her she slips back into my dreams
And out of reality.
But its ok though, because eventually
She's gonna come back.
And when she does I'll be here
Ready to do whatever it takes to keep her here.
I'll stop dreaming if I have to.
For she is
The Prototype.

To give you all of me
If only time could stand still
Music is my grind
But my love for you is real
Today is another day too late
And the past is written in stone
But regardless of the working trips
Mentally you were never alone
See I switched my focus from pleasure
Because your eyes was all I could see
You deserved those unforgettable moments
And a love as vast as the sea
See I know I could've given you the world
And with you I wanted to be
But through this whole situation
Know I see what you wanted me to see
It didn't matter about how much time
All you wanted was a part of me
Two minutes out of my day
With a smile would've kept you happy
No words could ever express to you
How my apologies weigh down my soul
To not be with you on that saddened day
To comfort and console
Forgive me my beautiful dream girl
Since I can only see you with my eyes closed
Maybe one day I can hold you again
Until then my feelings ill withhold

New Love

New love is in my life today
Old love left after yesterday
So confusing in my mind to date
If this is my hearts chosen way
Standing at a roda thats split in two
Love on one side
Sorrow on another
I slide to the left
As I gaze at the other
Still standing here split in two
Wondering my my mind what to do
So familiar with your smile and eyes
But new to this man of limited ties
I wake in the morning and see his face
So new to his smell
This change of pace
Can i love again? OR should I just wait
This new found love that has no fate

-SW

SO MUCH PAIN

Through the dark clouds of rain
I pleasantly take in the sky's tears
Most would run, but I've battled many fears
Way past the frustration of small time pain
I've graduated to the devil's insaneful stains
So hard to erase yet too powerful to deny
As I gaze at the lord's crying skies
I ask do I move on or run like the others
But the path less taken is all in my mind
For an angel has come down sat and sat beside me
And said for this day you have not denied thee
YOu have won these battles
You have kneeled for your sins
YOu have passed on your lesons
To family and friends
Yet youve denied yourself of love?
When most run towards it
YOu have managed to withhold it
You will soon meet a man, with a heart of gold
Around the same age, a gift as told
He will hand you his heart
And shall clear your soul
IN a couple of days, your pain soon old
Who knew that this day would come so fast
To make up for this deadly past
TO put to rest my hatred for men
To backup what you call a true friend
Im smiling with you uncontrollably
No matter where we are its always "we"
Not me without you, or you without me
Almost feels like we were born within eachother
And I cant think at all to be with any other.

-SW