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Sterling Sprague


Last Updated: 4/29/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Libra

City: FOREST GROVE
State: Oregon
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/21/2007

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August 10, 2007 - Friday 

Current mood:  pissed off
why the fuck does everything in life have to be so damn hard >... and y do ppl have to knowingly make things worse? i seriously am thinking of taking my money and fucking moving to germany or somewhere where they cant understand me and i cant understand them... i am so sick and tired of ppls blatent disrespect towards other ppl and everytime i hear it things just get worse... why did god make ppl the way they r? sometimes i wish i would just wake up and life would b great ... like i was a perfect person ... family was fine love was great  and everything went the way that i expected it to go ... i really dont care about life ne more.. i really am fed up at this point...
July 10, 2007 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
 

Seether - Truth Lyrics



If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?
Though I'm closer to wrong
I'm no further from right
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeah
No there's nothing you say that can salvage the lie
But I'm trying to keep my intentions disguised
And now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to give
Deprived of my conscience
This all belongs to me, yeah

I'm beaten down again, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you
I'm weaker now my friend, I belong to them
Beaten down again, I've failed you

The deception you show is your own parasite
Just a word of advice you can heed if you like
And now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with me
Convincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeah
I'm beaten down