You know lately life has been giving everyone a twist that they never wanna take or that they dont know how to take. Well during these times its always good to ask yourself some questions...
What if one day she leaves me?
What if she really still likes him and is lieing?
What happens now that its over?
Do i move on or stay in hope of something will happen?
What if that ones person pisses you off on your bad day?
Will you be able to be nice to that idiot anymore?
Can you tell your friend what he really needs to hear taking the chance he gets mad at you?
You know what all this has to do with each other?
Alot of it is "what ifs" and "can i". Well all of it is really up to you/ What do you think is the right thing to do? Do you wanna go through with it? And remember you are the one who has to live with it. Just quite doubting, jump and hope that you hit solid ground and someone is there to catch you. And in the end if noone catches you and you live, that makes you one tough son of a bitch.

One day I wont be able to see her everyday. And one day someone else may be able too, i dont want that to happen. I miss her already. i never wanna be away form her, but being in the army makes that very hard. There are alot of things that run through my head everyday, alot of insecurities, alot of frightful thoughts that i dont like. One day my worst fears may come true and i dont want that to happen. i know that i am not the best looking man in the world but i treat her like she is the queen of england. i dont have all the money in the world and i cant buy her cars or fancy bracelets and other things. i am afraid that she will meet someone who can. and baby if you read this please dont be sad, you have the things that you are afraid of so do i.

 

 

i love you soo much baby more than you know. your the only girl i ever wanna be with ever again. if i lost you i would never love again.

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