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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 34
Sign: Taurus

City: Erie
State: Pennsylvania
Country: US
Signup Date: 2/25/2007

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April 29, 2008 - Tuesday 

Odd Facts about ME

DO YOU SNORE?: Nopes!
LOVER OR A FIGHTER?: A lover baby!
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?: Driving in the snow!
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?: No...I liked to read and play barbies , I use to color quite a bit too!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?: Some are interestin others I avoid because I find them stupid!
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?: I guess I do!
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?: I don't think I was an ugly baby!
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?: I am not single....but when I was I hated it!
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?: Gray
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?: sometimes!
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?: Nopes.....
ANY SECRET TALENTS?: Can not think of one off hand!
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?: A tropical Island!
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?: yes I like some.......not the ones with the raw fish though!
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?: Nopes!
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?: Yes.....because it will effect our future!
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?: 3 according to the owl!
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?: I could sure give it my best shot! Might miss a few!
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?: once it was a puddle jumper!
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?: hell no! I like a man in boxers!
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?: Sure why not! Just don't think I will be out there! I can find better things too do!
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?: Marriage is in the present
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: yeah it's all right!
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?: liliacs
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU": This afternoon before Tim went to work!
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?: no.......but I don't know!
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?: not really!
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?: scramble with onions and peppers and cheese!
ARE BLONDES DUMB?: no...........!
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?: If you can answer that question that please tell me!
WHAT TIME IS IT?: 12:48
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?: Care
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?: well it depends on what you order......I like the salads but no Hambers and fries!
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?: Yesterday!
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?: Showers!
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?: I am Santa.....
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?: Depends..........I don't really like going in the woods in the dark!
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?: My Space! Hee Hee!
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?: I like creamy
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?: when I was a couple of months old!
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?: 2-3 times a day!
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?: Well caffine is considered a drug and I like that! But the ilegal stuff .............that is not for me!
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?: Nopes
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?: Nopes
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?: Brown
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: Can't remember!
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?: Yeah.......I am blessed in many ways!
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?: can't think of anyone right now!
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?: Naw!
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?: Nope is it good?
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?: I use to play the flute alittle!
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?: I tried it a couple of times not that good at it!
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?: Yes.........the fam and I go in the summertime it is a nice time!
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?: Ask my family!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?: Depends on what you think magic is!
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?: No my hubby is mine!
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?: I believe you should try and work things out and that marriage is an everyday thing you work at!
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?: nope
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?: yes she is my friend on my space.....I have nothing to hide!
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?: chicken salad
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?: more in the summertime
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?: yep lots of people
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?: can think of one off hand get back to me on that one
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?: use to not as much now!
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?: I like all types of music! I like rascal flatts...

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January 16, 2008 - Wednesday 

Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm Invisible
>>
>> It all began to make sense, the blank stares, the lack of response, the
>> way one of the kids will walk into the room while I'm on the phone and
>> ask to be taken to the store. Inside I'm thinking, 'Can't
>> you see I'm on the phone?' Obviously not; no one can see if I'm on the
>> phone, or cooking, or sweeping the floor, or even standing on my head
>> in the corner, because no one can see me at all. I'm invisible; "The
>> Invisible Mom."
>>
>> Some days I am only a pair of hands, nothing more: Can you fix this?
>> Can you tie this? Can you open this?
>>
>> Some days I'm not a pair of hands; I'm not even a human being. I'm a
>> clock to ask, 'What time is it?' I'm a satellite guide to answer, 'What
>> number is the Disney Channel?' I'm a car to order, 'Right around 5:30,
>> please.'
>>
>> I was certain that these were the hands that once held books and the
>> eyes that studied history and the mind that graduated summa cum laude -
>> but now they had disappeared into the peanut butter, never to be seen
>> again. She's going, she's going, and she's gone!
>> One night, a group of us were having dinner, celebrating the return of
>> a friend from England. Janice had just gotten back from a fabulous
>> trip, and she was going on and on about the hotel she stayed in. I was
>> sitting there, looking around at the others all put together so well.
>> It was hard not to compare and feel sorry for myself as I looked down
>> at my out-of-style dress; it was the only
>> thing I could find that was clean. My unwashed hair was pulled up in a
>> hair clip and I was afraid I could actually smell peanut butter in it.
>> I was feeling pretty pathetic, when Janice turned to me with a
>> beautifully wrapped package, and said, 'I brought you
>> this.' It was a book on the great cathedrals of Europe. I wasn't exactly
>> sure why she'd given it to me until I read her inscription:
>> 'To Charlotte, with admiration for the greatness of what you are
>> building when no one sees.'
>>
>> In the days ahead I would read - no, devour - the book. And I would
>> discover what would become for me, four life-changing truths, after
>> which I could pattern my work: No one can say who built the great
>> cathedrals - we have no record of their names. These builders gave
>> their whole lives for a work they would never see finished. They made
>> great sacrifices and expected no credit. The
>> passion of their building was fueled by their faith that the eyes of
>> God saw everything.
>>
>> A legendary story in the book told of a rich man who came to visit the
>> cathedral while it was being built, and he saw a workman carving a tiny
>> bird on the inside of a beam. He was puzzled and asked the man, 'Why
>> are you spending so much time carving that bird into a beam that will
>> be covered by the roof? No one will ever see it.'
>> And the workman replied, 'Because God sees.'
>>
>> I closed the book, feeling the missing piece fall into place. It was
>> almost as if I heard God whispering to me, 'I see you, Charlotte. I see
>> the sacrifices you make every day, even when no one around you does. No
>> act of kindness you've done, no sequin you've sewn on, no cupcake
>> you've baked, is too small for me to notice and smile over. You are
>> building a great cathedral, but you can't see right now what it will
>> become.'
>>
>> At times, my invisibility feels like an affliction. But it is not a
>> disease that is erasing my life. It is the cure for the disease of my
>> own self-centeredness. It is the antidote to my strong, stubborn pride.
>> I keep the right perspective when I see myself as a great builder. As
>> one of the people who show up at a job that they will
>> never see finished, to work on something that their name will never be
>> on. The writer of the book went so far as to say that no cathedrals
>> could ever be built in our lifetime because there
>> are so few people willing to sacrifice to that degree.
>>
>> When I really think about it, I don't want my son to tell the friend
>> he's bringing home from college for Thanksgiving, 'My Mom gets up at 4 in
>> the morning and bakes homemade pies, and then she hand bastes a turkey
>> for three hours and presses all the linens for the
>> table.' That would mean I'd built a shrine or a monument to myself. I
>> just want him to want to come home. And then, if there is anything more
>> to say to his friend, to add, 'you're gonna love it there.'
>>
>> As mothers, we are building great cathedrals. We cannot be seen if
>> we're doing it right. And one day, it is very possible that the world
>> will marvel, not only at what we have built, but at the beauty that
>> has been added to the world by the sacrifices of invisible
>> women. Great Job, MOM!
>>
>> Share this with all the Invisible Moms you know..... I just did. The
>> Will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not
>> protect you.

 

December 11, 2007 - Tuesday 
December 11, 2007 - Tuesday 
April 17, 2007 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  grateful
Category: Writing and Poetry

What is True Beauty?

As I lay upon my pillow pondering the true beauty of a person.....and what our complicated and yet simple world  preceives beauty as.

Is it the latest fashion and a beautiful face? Or perhaps the amount of worldly possesions you may aquire through your lifetime.  Is this what we are teaching our kids today?

Do we really gaze in the eyes of the faces around us seeing their true beauty that dwells within?  Do we see the blessings and joys each person has to offer?  What do we see ?

A simple smile can show your true beauty.. or is it shallow and hiding our true soul within us? A mask?  An illusion?  Does our world today expect this illusion?  How can we grasp upon our true beauty?  

As you gaze upon the mirror today what do you see?  Is there a judging  thought?  Are you trying to hold on to what the world sees as beautiful?  Do you have many masks?  Which mask are you fashioning today?  Shed your mask! What do you see? Is it true beauty?

If we truly grasp on the concept of who made us beautiful and what beauty is?  Then and only then, we would find ourselves! We would hold on to our beauty as if it is a true gift! We would not sell or choose the worlds shallow ideals of beauty!

We finally would be able to find the beauty in everyone and everything!  So what is beauty?  How can I possibly obtain beauty?  Well that is a question you can only answer? You must search your soul!   Find the beauty within.........hold on to it, as tight as you possibly can! Because no other has the same beauty! You are a gift, you were created with great thought and love!  YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL IN HIS EYES!

Closing my eyes, I fall asleep with these thoughts and ideas pondering in my slumber!  Thanking God for His gifts, that He has bestowed upon me!  May I truly find my true beauty within!

Written by Carrie inspired by the Holy Spirit

Currently listening:
Wow Hymns
By Various Artists
Release date: 06 March, 2007
April 9, 2007 - Monday