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denise long


Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 19
Sign: Aries

City: SUMMERVILLE
State: SOUTH CAROLINA
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/18/2005

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Monday, August 01, 2005 

Current mood:  okay

 I am a 10th grader now YAY!! Well here is my Schedule!!

Periods                Subject                          Teacher

1st                       Global Studies 2             Newton

Comment: going to be so boring

2nd                      Chorus 1 CP                  Davis

Comment: Not this again I skipped it for 9th for a reason

3rd                       Biology 1 CP                Mair, A

Comment: This is going to be tough

4th                        English 2 CP                Radcliffe

Comment: I got a easy teacher for the 2nd year in a row yes!!

5th                         Lunch                          Furnari

Comment: I hope my friends have it with me

6th                         Algebra 2 CP               Diamond

Comment: I am smart at math it should be okay

7th                         Child Develop CP         Underwood

Comment: I can't wait for this class i'm going to be a nurse when I grow up

8th                        French 2 CP                    Owens, C

Comment: Love the class but hate my teacher she is not nice to me

Homeroom: Muse

12:19 AM 
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 

My Pain

by Denise long

My love is like a glass rose it never die.
But it broke when you said "i need to be free".
You knew i used to love you.
Why did you do this to me for your own sick torture.
You say you don't want me to leave but you made the choice yourself
I have to say i am not waiting around for time to heal it self.
You use to be my life before this,
but not anymore.
Your not here to see me in pain.
You were never here in the first place when even did needed you.
4:07 AM 
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 

My Heart

by Denise long

What is my heart telling me?
It's confusing me with every day the sun shines through my eyes.
I break down into pieces at night tiring to see what has happened?
What I can do to make it better.
I have a boyfriend who is gentle nice the guy you wished would be there.
I have a other guy who I don't know what to say about him.
But somehow my heart makes me sit and dream about what it would be like to be with my ex .
I wish my heart would tell me the future but it has a lock where it doesn't give out any information that lead to the mistaking future.
If this is right. i wish it wasn't like this. Is my heart telling me what it needs to be saying about them both
I need my heart to say what is the next step in this life of torture.
I don't want to cry anymore not knowing what to about.
But i can't do anything about it because my heart is the reason why I treas running down my cheek.
Until it does make up it's my mind I am stuck in this piece.
4:07 AM 
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 

A Guy

by Denise long

I'm dwelling over a boy I can't have to my self anymore.
He seats in the room with me and can't hear me calling for him to come back in to my life again.
I can't yell for a guy that is screaming for another to come and get it's just plain stupid.
I wish sometimes the guy would notice me tiring to reach out into his heart as I use to.
But thats just something that I wish for everyday and it never seems to come true.
But somehow I still end up yelling and dwelling over a guy who doesn't even see me for who I am.
4:07 AM 
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 

What love is

by Denise long

I use to ask myself what love was.....

It shot in front of my eyes when I met you the love I have never had.

Love is when you can't stop thinking of that one special person when there not even in the room.

When your heart is with you but also with that other special person in your life.

When your heart races and slows down at the same time when you first see there faces after a long nights rest.

But don't let me tell you what love is because for every other person it is different for every single one of us.
4:07 AM 
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 

Life

by Denise long

Why is life like this?
y life is full of crap that no one even sees.
Just if i put a little threat in people littles hearts maybe they will see what my pain is made out of LIFE by itself.
Maybe life would be better I gave someone something to worry about.
Maybe i could have a normal day and make people see stuff they might have never seen before.
Maybe i could love and share my story with them.
i could find the one that i have no problem sharing them my sad little life.
I don't though and i can't help it.
I just dream of the stuff that can't happen.
I'm scared to hurt myself anyway because I'm afraid of what could happen.
4:07 AM 
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005 

Playing me like a fool

by Denise long

You say you loved me but your playing around with me like a doll.

I'm not as blind and stupid as you make me out to be.

I see what your doing and it's the same old tricks as you use to play.

I'm trying to see where this is coming from but I don't even see the start of all of it.

I have to say that this relationship is over in my heart because there is no more I can give to this.

I Don't want to deal with you cheating ways anymore and I am sick of it so get out of my life before I kick you out of it.
4:07 AM 
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Monday, June 13, 2005 

Current mood:Okay

Hey all this is me Denise just wanting to say I love my boyfriend Ian and all my friends and I hope to hear from all of them.... Well Ian has been by my side through thick and thin and right now we are going through the toughest time right now and I hope everyone is praying for us.. I don't really need it because I know me and him are going to be together even after this terrible thing we have just went through and still is. It was good to see him today and know that he loves me so much.

2:26 AM 
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