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Age: 20
Sign: Virgo

City: Bronx
State: New York

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Thursday, June 07, 2007 

Current mood:  tired
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
If you don't know Criss Angel and his show MindFreak i suggest going to Crissangel.com and watching some clips.

if u have no idea what happened Monday June 4th and Tuesday June 5th, Criss Angel attempted a death-defying demonstration in New York City's Times Square (46th St. betw. Bway/8th Ave.). Encased in a cement block and lifted 40 feet above the ground for 24 hours, Criss escaped before it crashed to the ground Tuesday morning.

Criss Angel was placed in a 4'x4'x4' glass box with steel bars that was hoisted into the air and slowly filled with cement by spectators in full view at all times. Criss was able to interact with spectators at the live event, and hundreds watched it live on A&E's webcast. This cement block demonstration was filmed for a future episode of Criss Angel Mindfreak, and was streamed Worldwide LIVE.
< thanks A&E's aetv.com

Here are some pictures and captions/story of my first day at the 24 hour event: they are thumbed, so be sure to click the images for a much larger view

Day 1 (6:58 am- 2:36pm)
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Here are one of the amazing ads present at the Cement Block Event. I arrived with my best friend a bit before 7am, and Criss Angel at 6:45. There was a crowd, but nothing too bad.
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Here is Criss Angel, before geting in the box, reporters were there so tons of interviews were given for a while. He also anounced that banners, parts of the cube box, and the car behind him (didn't get a picture) were to be sold off and it's proceeds were to be given to the Make a Wish foundation.
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Since me and my friend weren't as close as we wanted to be, heres a shot of the huge screen. Here Criss Angels talking about the cube box,and his plans for the 24 hour event.
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Heres the 1st cube getting ready to be filled with 3 inches of cement at the bottom before adding the smaller cube on top.
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Heres another shot of criss angel explaining his plans for the cement block escape.
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Here is another ad but inside was the cube's AC (black tube connected to a air vent in the cube) and cables that held the box, this also served as the breaker that was set to drop the box at 7:30am tuesday morning.
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The three inches of cement at the bottom has been placed and the smaller 4x4x4 cube where criss was to stay in, is bolted down to the outter shell. the clam looking silver piece you see is the camera that was to give out live footage of Criss in the cube. Also while i was taking pictures of the cube a NYC police officer was searching Criss for any items that would aid him, in his escape. Criss was also shackled with handcuffs on his wrist and ankles.
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Shackled and ready to get in the box, here we see Criss getting in his glass cube.
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Here we see him in the cube, as you can see the cube isn't as small as you think, but its not big either.
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Here Criss bends down while they get ready to place the roof over him.
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The roof is being placed over the box, its to be bolted down to the cube.
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Why Criss is standing in the box, I have no clue but the guy above him is getting ready to bolt the roof down.
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A very touching picture of his mother saying goodbye/goodluck to him from outside. I got pretty lucky with how clear this show was, considering the weather and how wet me and my camera was getting.
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Some time has passed, I got my picture taken with my friend from the staff of the event, Vip members and all access members filled up the bottom with cement and he was lifted 4 stories into the air.
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The card me and my friend got when our picture was taken. Check it out at http://cementblockevent.aetnpromo.com me and my friend are on page 7 image name "IMG_1039"
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The front of the card. it ripped when i took it out my bag... damn rain
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We waited till the rain let up before going back to watch him in the cube before it filled up with more cement. Also the crowd has grown since we left. Time is 18 hours 1 min and 25 seconds.
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Pretty clear shot of him in the cube.
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Aside from his towels and rope, a sharpie was placed in there. Here you see Criss waving to the fans with the message "I love you all" *picture* #13 written on one of the windows.

End of day 1 for me, I went to see potc after close to two hours watching. After the movie we went back home and watched a few hours on the live webcast.

Day 2 (5:27am - 7:36am)
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I was up around 3:00am left with family and my brother's friend around 4:10am and got to the event around 5:25, put my camera together and started snapping shots of the cube. The countdowns at 2 hours 6 mins and 50 seconds.
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Here you see one of Criss's hands in one of the two holes in the cube, this proves he was in the box.
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From what was shown Criss has taken a small nap prior to this, and looked to be soo tired during his last 2 hours left in the cube.
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Hosts of the show, along with some of the MindFreak crew.
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Criss drops the rope inside the cube outside through on the holes he made the night before (resulted in loud cheer from me and the rest of the crowd). Rope was ment as a way fo climb down if he got out
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Staff get ready to remove the safty cables as the countdown gets closer to the 24 mark. Also as can see on the screen they placed a drop side and mat for the box to fall on.
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Another shot of workers removing saftey cables and AC.
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Another shot of workers this time the safety cables and ac is disconnected.
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Here i snap a shot at the count down, Criss cuts off his camera from inside the cube leaving the crowd in awe.
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Once the clock hit one min the crowd started counting down with the clock, at some point we ended up two seconds early so when we hit zero they dropped the box, mind you i was soo worried Criss wasn't going to make it so i was getting too emotional for my own good. I'm so proud of the shots i got of the falling cube, so view the animation.
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Medics and crew members rush to the cube, thinking Criss is still in there.
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Another Shot
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Criss made it, how he got out? no idea but i really look forward to seeing it on mindfreak really soon.
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Another shot of Criss
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Another shot of Criss

Currently listening:
Mindfreak
By Original TV Soundtrack
Release date: 05 September, 2006
Sunday, March 18, 2007 
Q: Omg Createblog.com has your layouts you've been jocked!!!!
A: No, as you can tell that is me... whatever is posted on that site under Blaqheartedstar is me... nobody has inpersonated me and post my work on CB

Q: Can you make me a layout/ Can you make me a layout i'll pay you?
A: i will not make you a layout from scratch but i will code your layout at a price, message me with any questions and we can discuss a price

Q: What is FRIEND ID and where can i find it?
A: ok... well FRIEND ID is what makes ur myspace profile different from all the other profiles other than ur url... ur FRIEND ID is ur profile on Myspace...where can it be found? well on the address bar of course... look for the following http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=16339365 see the friendid=16339365 well those numbers are ur FRIEND ID... well not those... but u will have ur own set of numbers... that is ur FRIEND ID... got it?

Q: on your DIV layouts i can't get my friends to show up, can you help me?
A: ok on my DIV layouts look for the following <a href="FRIEND URL HERE"><img src="http://layouts.cbimg9.com/29/14762n.jpg"></a> u must replace FRIEND URL HERE with ur friend's myspace url and http://layouts.cbimg9.com/29/14762n.jpg with ur friends image url... if this is confusing then learn the basics of HTML from someone else...Q: My Comment Box isn't Working... how can i get it to work? A: Remember to REPLACE all FRIENDIDHERE OR IDHERE and THATS IT... the comment box is gonna have name="friendID" value="FRIENDIDHERE" just replace FRIENDIDHERE not the lowercase friendid... if u replace that then myspace can't read where the comment goes... get it?
Q:Why Aren't My Comments Showing?/ I'm Good At HTML But I Can't Get My Comments To Show, Why Is That?
A: Here are the following layouts that show comments:
Icecream
Ray Of Sunshine
Gotta Love Being Random
Dogs Rule
Cats Rule
other than these layouts above the rest aren't ment for showing comments... if u want them to be shown sooo bad then post a link under your comment box. u can get ur link here
Q: I have my exact Friend Id # but when I paste it, it gives me an Invalid ID error why is that?
A: here are the links add to my layouts...
Home: http://home.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user
Add: http://collect.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=invite.addfriend_verify&friendID=FRIENDIDHEREE
Mail: http://mail.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=mail.message&friendID=FRIENDIDHERE
Blog: http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=FRIENDIDHERE
Block: http://collect.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=block.blockUser&userID=FRIENDIDHERE
View Comments: http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewComments&friendID=FRIENDIDHERE
View Friends: http://home.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewfriends&friendID=FRIENDIDHERE
and the image link is: http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=FRIENDIDHERE

FRIENDIDHERE is where you add your Myspace Friend Id. If the links on your layout is different then copy the correct link above and re paste your Friend Id Number
Q: Why doesn't my imeem/flash player or Myspace player show on my page?
A: I didn't make the codes to move the myspace flash player but I got them here and the codes i use are like that but changed a bit they look like this td td object {position:absolute; left:0px; top:0px;} why the flash player is hidden i don't know...have a imeem/flash player you want to show on your layout? then remove the codes above (they are located in the about me section of the codes)... but if you add music from myspace the music player that comes with it will overlap your layout...Have a question and it wasn't answered above? Then comment me with your questions below
Monday, March 05, 2007 

Current mood:  annoyed
Category: Blogging
Friendster's members and mods steal layouts from talented members on createblog and claim the stolen layouts they post as their own
here is the link: Friendster
spread the news that friendsterforum.com is a fake site and their members like to steal layouts from real people who bust their asses tomake layouts for you guys

friendster's members are jockers and the site its self should be removed ... don't use the layouts they have... if u want them then please visit Createblog.com ... because the people posting them on friendster are fucking fakes and wish they can make the layouts we do

mainly The Baddest Chic bitch claims she can make layouts in her fucking dreams

Help me spread the word that Friendsterforum.com is a fake myspace resource site that steals...

it would mean the world to the real people who make the layouts friendster pretends to "make"

*problem currently solved* But keep a look out... Friendster's members are still jockers
Friday, December 22, 2006 

Current mood:  blank
Category: Writing and Poetry
Left...
Life with out you isn't worth living
Emotions of a thousand needles flooding every second of every day
There is no love here, no care
I waste my life on feelings of maybe
Waste my time, on words of care
This fixation this infatuation on this unobtainable love
will only drive one to insanity
although the feeling of apathy should only replace this aching heart
i'm cursed with placing hope on inescapable truths
Hurt in the end with whats now a waste of emotion, energy, pride, esteem...
Wanted love seems to stick in the corners of my heart
tugging on the little bit thats left
stuck with this fixation this infatuation on this unobtainable love
i'm left lonely...
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 

Current mood:  bitchy
Category: Writing and Poetry
Note: if i have any gramatical error... please tell me.....
Fallen
 I told him that everything was ok between me and him, I told him that I trusted him. And I wasn't lying ... or at least I thought I wasn't. I really do trust him, but I feel that lying to him telling him that he hasn't hurt me ... will only hide the fact he has. He hasn't laid a hand on me to physically hurt me ... neither has he said something that would have brought me down to tears, it was just him being him that hurt me. My insecurity and dependency has led me to back away from someone that will truly make my life happier, and he is left obvious to it all. I let him show me what I've missed, what my depression has caused me to fear. I've let him touch me ... he showed me he care and I gave him my trust. while I play second wheel, I let it happen, I let it go pass as if nothing has ever happened just to hold on to the little we have. I've fallen for him, against my will I've fallen for a man who knows nothing of my love for him ... and I hurt my self to keep him.
- Aug, 08, 2006

I wish I knew
I didn't know when to stop
When enough was enough
I just kept holding on to the little we had
Hoping that things can grow from there
But no, you kept putting me down
Despite what we had
You always rejected me
With excuses of that was bound to happen
Or what could of
You'll never know how much this hurts
How painful it is for me to see you with her
How much this pains me to not be with you
This affair is tearing us apart
I wish I knew how to quit you
Wish I knew how to walk away from you
Wish I knew how to forget you
-Aug, 08, 2006
Currently listening:
Redemption
By Gackt
Release date: 02 February, 2006
Saturday, July 15, 2006 
used one?

ok... i want the name of the layout you used and a link to ur profile

like this
name of layout: blah
profile url: http://www.mypace.com/blaqheartedstar

thanks!!
Friday, April 07, 2006 

Category: Web, HTML, Tech
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006 

Category: Art and Photography

Well this was taken monday Feb 13 but entered it today for a contest...this is not gonna win but its cute and i'm proud of it
Monday, February 13, 2006 

Category: Art and Photography

A park by my house, i have no clue what that is and this is my
first time here in this place, anyway i'm uber proud of this
oh yeah the supposed blizzard of 06 here in NY
took them today

snow up to my knee means no cars around
oh yeah the supposed blizzard of 06 here in NY
took them today
Sunday, February 12, 2006 

Current mood:  blank
Category: Art and Photography