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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Capricorn

City: BRUNSWICK
State: Maryland
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/22/2005

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008 

Current mood:  chill

since i despise the blog setup of myspace you can find my actual blog here:

http://euryb.wordpress.com/

i try my hardest to update it with something new everyday hit it up if your ever bored

Currently listening:
Saosin
By Saosin
Release date: 26 September, 2006
Monday, August 20, 2007 

Current mood:  crazy
Category: Music
Projekt Revolution was yesterday it was a pretty good with some pretty good bands. The day started with Madina Lake who even though i didnt really enjoy their music they had some catchy hooks to some of their songs. After that was Styles of Beyond they did ok they were rap so if you like rap they were pretty good. Mike Shinoda from Linkin Park came out and did a song with them.After them was The Bled. I really enjoyed them they came out with alot of intensity and put on a really good show for the crowd. Next up was Saosin. This was practically a home town show for the D.C. natives who got a huge ovation. They put on a really amazing show and had the crowd talking the rest of the night. The last band on the revolution stage was Mindless Self Indulgence. If you have never seen MSI perform in person i would highly suggest you see them. Everyone in the band was so intense and having so much fun it was great. After the revolution stage everyone moved up to the pavillion for the main stage. First up was Julien - K. Now if you know nothing about Julien - K 2 of the band members are from the former group called Orgy. I couldnt really get into a couple of the songs they did, but they did 1 or 2 that was pretty catchy. After Julien - K came Placebo. I was really excited to see Placebo for the first time and they didnt let me down doing all of my favorite songs such as Special K, Every You Every Me, and Meds. The next band that came on was the main reason I was interested in Projekt Revolution and that was HIM. For some reason i felt really left down by HIMs performance. It seemed like Ville was trashed and at one point stopped in the middle of a song to tell the durmmer Gas he was playing it wrong. Even with that they performed 3 of the new songs from their upcoming release Venus Doom. Next was Taking Back Sunday who i wasnt really interested in seeing. Apparently it was only half of Taking Back Sunday that performed because the 2nd guitarist wasnt there due to his wife having a baby and they had the guitarist from Saosin fill in and the Drummer severly injured back so they had the drummer from The Bled fill in. I really didnt enjoy seeing them perform but i must say the last 2 songs they did were extremly catchy and the rest of the crowd enjoyed. The next band to take the stage was My Chemical Romance who i wasnt excited to see but they really turned me into a sortof fan.They put together a really elaborate stage show with tons of lights flames and pyro which really made it fun to watch. They did all of their big hits from their prior releases which had the crowd singing along the whole time. Some funny moments from their set included Gerard telling the crowd that the girls are beating the guys asses in cheering which made me laugh because My Chemical Romances fanbase is primarily girls. Another funny part was when Gerard ended up wearing a pink feathered boa while strutting around on stage. The last band and headliners was Linkin Park who I used to be a huge fan of until I lost interest in.I can say after seeing them live theyve won be back.They performed all their huge hits Crawling, Numb, Faint, Bleed It Out, Given Up, Somewhere I Belong, Papercut, In The End, One Step Closer. They put on a really killer show and left the crowd wanting more all of the crowd started pounding on chairs and clapping and yelling as lound as possible and they came out and did 3 or 4 more songs. This was my first big show in a stadium setting which i must say sortof left me feeling empty not having interaction with the bands such as in the prior club shows I've been to. Overall however this show was a pretty good tune up for Vains Of Jenna, CKY, Gwar, Cradle Of Filth Show next month.
Currently listening:
Lit Up/Let Down
By Vains Of Jenna
Release date: 24 October, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 

Current mood:  accomplished
ALRIGHT, HERE WE GO. THIS HAS BEEN COPIED FROM AN ACTUAL PUBLISHED BOOK CALLED "ALL ABOUT ME". THIS IS THE SURVEY OF ALL SURVEYS AND WILL COVER EVERYTHING THAT ANYONE EVER WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT YOU. SO BE AS HONEST AS YOU CAN, ANSWER EVERY QUESTION, THINK ABOUT YOUR ANSWERS, AND HAVE FUN.

PERSONAL

NAME: Scott

AGE: 17

PLACE OF BIRTH: Maryland

ASTROLOGICAL SIGN: Capricorn

OCCUPATION: broke as a joke

MARITAL STATUS: single

EDUCATION: high school

HEIGHT: 6'1"

WEIGHT: 206

PIERCINGS: none

TATTOOS: none

HAIR COLOR: brown

EYE COLOR: green

HERITAGE: German, French

FAVORITES

COLOR: black, purple, red, blue

ANIMAL: dogs, cats

FLOWER: rose

NUMBER: 13, 28, 99

SMELL: Axe Touch

TASTE: anything italian

HOBBY: music, computer

SPORT: football

CITY: Philly I love that city

COUNTRY: USA, I'd like to see how cool scandinavian countries are though

DRINK: sobe, pepsi, coke, mountain dew code red

DESSERT: ice cream, chocolate cake

VIDEO GAME: how can you pick a favorite video game they all kick ass

BOARD GAME: monopoly was always my favorite

BOOK: probally lord of the rings series

AUTHOR: anne rice, s.d. perry, doesnt really matter as long as its a good book

MAGAZINE: revolver, bass guitar

TYPE OF MUSIC: death metal, black metal, heavy metal, metal, some hair metal is ok, metalcore, any thing that sounds good

BAND: CKY, Metallica, Children Of Bodom, Malevolent Creation, Death, Steve Vai

MOVIE: The Crow Series, Saw 1 & 2, Empire Records, Matchstick Men

DIRECTOR: none in particular

ACTRESS: Natile Portman, Kiera Knightly, Angelina Jolie

ACTOR: Bradon Lee, Doug Bradley,Robert Englund, Kane Hodder

TV SHOW: anything on espn, any sport, viva la bam

ARTIST: h.r. giger

PIECE OF CLOTHING: my pants

TIME OF DAY: night

YOUR MOTTO: "live now die whenever. fuck it."



THE FRUITS OF YOU LABOR

YOUR PETS: a pond of fish

YOU LIVE IN A: house

TRANSPORTATION: car

ANNUAL INCOME: $0.00

YOUR COLOGNE OR PERFUME: Axe

ON YOUR WALL HANGS: posters

UNDER YOUR BED OR CLOSET YOU HIDE: i hide nothing

WHEN YOU SLEEP, YOU WEAR: either boxers or some old shorts and a t-shirt

THIGNS YOU LIKE TO BUY: cds, movies, video games, anything electronic

IF YOU COULD AFFORD ONE SPECIFIC THING: new bass guitar set up

YOU COLLECT: nothing

YOU DON'T HAVE ALOT OF: money

STRANGEST POSESSION: i have no idea

MOST EXPENSIVE POSESSION: my computer

IF YOUR HOUSE WAS BURNING, YOU WOULD SAVE THESE 3 THINGS:

1.bass

2.cds

3.computer

MORALS

SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE THAT MIGHT SURPRISE YOUR FRIENDS: im really better at bass than i pretend to be

AN OPINION THAT YOU HAVE THAT MIGHT SURPRISE YOUR FRIENDS: organized religion and politics suck

PEOPLE SHOULD NOT MARRY BEFORE THIS AGE: 21

PEOPLE SHOULD NOT HAVE CHILDREN BEFORE THIS AGE: 21. .

YOUR MOST RECENT LIE: i cant remember

A LIE YOU TELL YOURSELF: i dont lie to myself

ONE PERSON YOU HAVE KILLED IN YOUR THOUGHTS: haha anyone that pisses me off

ONE PERSON YOU WOULD KILL IF YOU KNEW THAT THE LAW WOULD PROTECT YOU: no one

ONE THING IN THIS WORLD THAT YOU ARE ADDICTED TO: music

DRUGS YOU HAVE TRIED IN THE PAST: none

A DRUG YOU WILL NEVER TRY: weed, ciggarettes, heroin

A DRUG THAT YOU WILL NEVER TRY AGAIN: i havent took drugs before

YOU HAVE READ SOMEONE'S DIARY: no

YOUR REACTION IF YOU FOUND OUT THAT YOUR PARTNER CHEATED: dont talk to me ever again dont call dont write get the fuck out of my life you cheating motherfucker.

YOU HAVE CHEATED: no

A TIME YOU PURPOSELY HURT SOMEONE EMOTIONALLY: i dont think ive done that before

YOU APOLOGIZED: yes i apoligized to joe today when i accidently hit him in the face with the basketball

A TIME YOU ACCIDENTALLY HURT SOMEONE EMOTIONALLY: i dont think ive ever done that

YOU APOLOGIZED: cant apoligize if i never did it

RELIGION

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD? i believe there is some sort of god not sure what kind

IF SO, DESCRIBE GOD:

WHAT RELIGION WERE YOU RAISED WITH: none

DO YOU PRACTICE IT: no

DEATH IS: like it was before you were born

DOES LIFE EXIST ON OTHER PLANETS: it would be a little egotistical if we think were the only life in the entire universe

DO YOU BELIEVE THAT WE ARE DESCENDANTS OF ADAM AND EVE: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN EVOLUTION: more than adam and eve, yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN REINCARNATION: no but if its true that would be cool as hell

OPINIONS

WHAT IS YOUR OPINION OF...

ABORTION: terrible

GUN OWNERSHIP: for protection

THE WELFARE SYSTEM: only for the disabled.

THE DEATH PENALTY: if you take a life, you dont deserve yours.

LEGALIZATION OF DRUGS: not a good idea

EQUAL RIGHTS FOR HOMOSEXUALS: it dont matter to me

THE PRACTICE OF PREMARITAL SEX: it dont matter to me

RIGHTS AND SERVICES FOR ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS: their called illegal for a reason get the hell out of the country and come into it the right way or dont come into it at all.

THE CURRENT DRIVING AGE: its good the way it is

WHICH ISSUE CONCERNS YOU THE MOST: the immigrant shit. they are a burden on the advancement of american society.

THE FIRST STEP TOWARD RESOLVING POVERTY: stop having 10 kids when you cant even feed your fucking self.

THE FIRST STEP TOWARD RESOLVING RACISM: stop perpetuating your stereotypes.

LIBERAL/MODERATE/CONSERVATIVE: none

THE WORST CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY: all this over packaging shit that leads to the need for more lanfills. soon we are going to turn earth into one giant landfill.

MINIMUM PUNISHMENT FOR CHILD MOLESTORS: castration. clear and simple. keep it in your pants or lose it

MINIMUM PUNISHMENT FOR THOSE WHO RAPE: death

YOUR OPINION OF THE DRAFT: worst thing ever

YOU WOULD FIGHT IN THE WAR IF: i was forced to

FAMILY

3 THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR MOTHER:

1. she keeps things straight

2.she yells at my dad when hes being a dick

3.she gives in after enough begging

3 THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR FATHER:

1.he understands me the most

2.he means for good

3.he may complain about my music but deep down he understands i like it

WHICH WAS EASIER TO ANSWER: neither i sat here for an hour trying to answer those

TRAITS INHERITED FROM YOUR MOTHER: height

3 THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR MOTHER:

1. always thinks im doing something dumb

2.she gets me frustrated

3.she argues about everthing

3 THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOUR FATHER:

1.he over protects me

2.hes so illiterate it aggravates me

3.he thinks that him being stupid is funny

WHICH WAS EASIER TO ANSWER: both

TRAITS INHERITED FROM YOUR FATHER: big body

YOU WOULD PICK THESE 2 FAMOUS PEOPLE TO BE YOUR PARENTS:

1. Felissia Rose

2.Deron Miller

YOUR MOTHER OFTEN SAYS: "shut up i have a headache"

YOUR FATHER OFTEN SAYS: "turn that devil music down"

SIBLINGS: brother

AGE(S): 35

FRIENDS

3 TRAITS YOU LOOK FOR IN A FRIEND:

1. honesty

2. sick sense of humor

3. same views

FRIEND YOU HAVE HAD FOR THE LONGEST TIME: johnathan

NUMBER OF YEARS: 9

IS THIS PERSON STILL A CLOSE FRIEND: yes

WHY OR WHY NOT: because we still talk and shit and hang out every now and then

A FRIEND YOU MISS THE MOST: no one

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW THIS FRIEND: no one

FRIEND WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH: Joey, Russell

FRIEND YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING: Joey

FRIEND WHO YOU CAN GO TO FOR ADVICE: Joey gives some bad ass advice

FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE ADVENTURES WITH: joey and johnathan

BEST ADVENTURE YOU HAVE HAD WITH THIS FRIEND: lots of them

A FRIEND YOU CAN FLIRT WITH: no one

A FRIEND YOU SHOULDN'T FLIRT WITH AS MUCH AS YOU DO: no one

A FRIEND YOU WOULD LIKE TO KISS: hahaha

A FRIEND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE KISSED: thats a good one

A FRIEND YOU DON'T TAKE SERIOUSLY: its hard to take joey serious sometimes

A FRIEND YOU MAY LOSE SOON: i have no idea. do you know something i dont"

WHY: am i doing this survey its fucking giant

EGO

YOUR 3 BEST QUALITIES:

1. i am a great listener

2. i would like to think i am very unique

3. i am very romantic

YOUR 3 WORST QUALITIES:

1. i can sometimes be insensitive

2. i am too shy sometimes

3. sometimes i take things too serious

3 WORDS THAT DESCRIBE HOW OTHERS VIEW YOU:

1. quiet

2. weird

3. funny

3 WORDS YOU WOULD USE TO DESCRIBE YOUR IDEAL SELF:

1. intelligent

2. quiet

3. funny

2 THINGS FOR WHICH YOU ARE OFTEN COMPLIMENTED:

1. my eyes

2. my maturity

A COMPLIMENT THAT MEANT THE MOST TO YOU: "you are perfect"

WHO SAID IT: i aint going to say

AN INSULT THAT MADE YOU BURN: insults dont bother me at all

YOU ARE FAR BETTER THAN MOST PEOPLE KNOW AT: bass guitar

THE ANIMAL THAT DESCRIBES YOU: a teddy bear if that counts as an animal

YOU ARE EMBARRASSED WHEN: i don't get embarrassed that much anymore

THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF PHYSICAL PAIN YOU HAVE EVER ENDURED: last week when i was sick as a motherfuck

THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF EMOTIONAL PAIN YOU HAVE EVER ENDURED: probally getting dumped

THE NUMBER OF DRINKS THAT CONSTITUTES YOUR LIMIT: i dont drink... yet

BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: eyes or hair if i decide to grow it back out

YOU HAVE CONSIDERED PLASTIC SURGERY: no plastic surgery sucks

AT YOUR BEST, YOU ARE MOST LIKE THIS FAMOUS PERSON: probally anyone from the band cky

YES OR NO

YOU KEEP A DIARY: no

YOU LIKE TO COOK:yes

YOU EXERCISE REGULARLY:no

YOU SKETCH WHILE YOU'RE ON THE PHONE: no

YOU HAVE READ A BOOK IN THE PAST MONTH: no

YOU LIKE CROSSWORD PUZZLES: no

YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes

YOU SNORE: i dont think i do

BEING SICK IS A VACATION: sometimes

YOU LIKE AMERICA: yes

YOU TALK IN YOUR SLEEP: no

YOU EAT FAST: yes

YOU LIKE BEING ON THE PHONE: no

YOU SHAVE REGULARLY: yes

YOU ARE ALWAYS LATE: no

YOU SMOKE: no

A NAKED PHOTO OF YOU EXISTS: no

YOU CAN WHISTLE: yes

YOU BELIEVE IN DESTINY: yes

YOU HAVE SOMETHING YOU WISH TO CONFESS: yes

YOU BITE YOUR FINGERNAILS: yes

YOU PICK YOUR NOSE: no

YOU HAVE HIT YOUR MOTHER OR FATHER IN ANGER: not yet but it could happen

YOU GET OUT OF BED IMMEDIATELY: sometimes

YOU OFTEN HAVE THE LAST WORD: yes

LESS IS MORE: no

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE: yes

YOU ENJOY BEING PHOTOGRAPHED: no

LIFE TREATS YOU WELL: yes

TOP 3

TOP 3 PEOPLE WHO YOU CONSIDER TO BE GENIUSES:

1. Deron Miller

2. Albert Einstein

3. Sigmund Freud

TOP 3 FAVORITE CHILDHOOD GAMES:

1. hungry hippos

2. ants in the pants

3. dont break the ice

TOP 3 WORDS OFTEN USED WHEN YOU SPEAK:

1. fuck

2. dude

3. insane

TOP 3 SOUNDS THAT DISTURB YOU:

1. screeching

2. babies crying

3. noises that repeat and repeat and repeat

TOP 3 LESSONS YOU HAVE LEARNED THE HARD WAY:

1. some things are better left unsaid

2. not all things last forever

3. cant think of a third

TOP 3 THINGS THAT YOU WOULD NEVER DO:

1. move into some big hectic city where its so packed its hard to get anywhere

2. give up on love

3. lose my music

TOP 3 THINGS THAT YOU REGRET DOING IN YOUR LIFE:

1. thinking teenage love is real

2. listening to rap for a short period of time what the hell was i thinking

3. being so damn quiet all the time

TOP 3 THINGS FOR WHICH YOU ARE THANKFUL:

1. music

2. life

3. friends and family who care

WISHES AND DREAMS

YOUR DREAM: to be in a band

YOUR HOPE: to accomplish everything i set out to do

IF YOU HAD THE TALENT OR THE OPPORTUNITY, YOU WOULD: be a bass guitarist in a band. i have the talent, just need the opportunity.

SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD LEARN AT THE SNAP OF YOUR FINGERS: any language that i wanted

SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE: have more fun

SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF: that im so damn quiet

YOU WISH YOU HAD BEEN BORN A DIFFERENT RACE: no

YOU WISH YOU HAD BEEN BORN A DIFFERENT RELIGION: no

YOU WISH YOU HAD BEEN BORN AS THE OPPOSITE SEX: no

TOP 3 QUALITIES YOUR IDEAL MAN OR WOMAN SHOULD POSSESS:

1. sense of humor

2. most of the same views i have

3. honesty

TOP 3 QUALITIES YOUR IDEAL RELATIONSHIP SHOULD HAVE:

1. honesty and truth

2. love and compassion

3. desire on both sides for it to work

YOU WANT TO RETIRE AT THIS AGE: 60 or 70

HOW DO YOU PLAN TO SPEND THE LAST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE: with the one i love and my children and grand children

HOW DO YOU PLAN TO SPEND THE LAST MINUTES OF YOUR LIFE: looking back on memories if i am able to

WHAT WOULD YOUR LAST MEAL BE: steak, shrimp, lobster and the most expensive thing you can find

AT YOUR FUNERAL, YOU WANT PEOPLE TO REMEMBER YOU AS: "one of the nicest guys ive ever met"

A DREAM THAT YOU HAVE HAD MORE THAN ONCE: too many

SOMETHING YOU DREAMED THAT LATER HAPPENED OR WAS TRUE: alot of them which is scary

EMOTIONS

AN EMOTION YOU TEND TO HIDE THE MOST: anger

AN EMOTION YOU SEEM TO EXPERIENCE THE MOST: happiness

AN EMOTION YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED LATELY: happiness

YOU HAVE A GREAT AMOUNT OF GUILT REGARDING: nothing

YOU WOULD FEEL ENVIOUS RIGHT NOW IF: fuck envy im happy that im myself

A PIECE OF MUSIC THAT MAKES YOU SENTIMENTAL: beautiful by him

THE MUSIC REMINDS YOU OF: dont want to say

WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY, YOU NEED: nothing

WHEN YOU ARE SAD, YOU NEED: alone time

WHEN YOU ARE SENTIMENTAL, YOU NEED: the thing that i am thinking about

WHEN YOU ARE ANGRY, YOU NEED: to be alone

WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE, YOU NEED: the person who i love

WHEN YOU ARE LONELY, YOU NEED: someone to hug me

YOU WOULD JUMP UP AND DOWN AND SHOUT WITH JOY IF SOMEONE TOLD YOU: cky is outside they want you to play bass with them

THE LAST TIME YOU WERE VERY ANGRY WAS WHEN: i forget

THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED UNCONTROLLABLY WAS WHEN: my grandfather died

A MOMENT IN TIME WHEN YOUR EMOTIONS FROZE AND YOU FELT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING: probally all the times someone broke up with me

SOMEONE WHO GENERALLY MAKES/HAS MADE YOU HAPPY: joey hes a hillareous motherfucker

SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: music

YOU GET ANGRY AT YOURSELF WHEN YOU: forget something

SOMEONE OR SOMETHING THAT HAS MADE YOU LAUGH THIS WEEK: grayson giving everyone stone cold stunners

WRITE THE COLORS THAT MATCH THE FOLLOWING EMOTIONS FOR YOU...

FEAR: grey

HAPPINESS: white

ANGER: red

JEALOUSY: green

LOVE: pink

SADNESS: blue

GUILT: black

LONELINESS: purple

MEMORIES

YOUR EARLIEST MEMORY: i have no idea for some reason i think its snow

WHEN YOU WERE A CHILD, YOU BELIEVED: in santa clause and the easter bunny

DO YOU STILL BELIEVE THIS: no

YOUR FIRST KISS WAS WHEN: last year hahah damn im such a loser

WHERE: school

WITH WHO: brittany

THE FIRST TIME YOU FELL IN LOVE WAS WHEN: couple years ago

WHERE: middle school

WITH WHO: renee, and then jotina

YOUR MOST VIVID CHILDHOOD MEMORY: taking apart things

YOU ARE HAUNTED BY THE MEMORY OF: nothing

A MEMORY THAT STILL MAKES YOU LAUGH: all the crazy shit me and joey and johnathan used to do

ONE OF YOUR MOST PEACEFUL MOMENTS: staring up at the sky

ONE OF YOUR MOST TRAGIC MEMORIES: losing my grandfather

ONE OF YOUR ANGRIEST MEMORIES: alot of those

ONE OF YOUR MOST JEALOUS MOMENTS: i have never been jealous

SOMEONE YOU WISH YOU HAD NEVER MET: no one

ONE OF YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENTS: i dont get embarrassed

A SMELL THAT REMINDS YOU OF YOUR CHILDHOOD: fresh cut grass

AN OBJECT YOU STILL OWN OR REMEMBER FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD: my super nintendo

A ROUTINE YOU REMEMBER FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD: hashhas i made sure i was asleep by like 8 every night or i would flip out i have no idea why i went to sleep at 8.

CHOICES

SUNRISE OR SUNSET: sunset

SWEET OR SOUR: sweet

SAHARA OR HIMALAYA: himalaya

DOLPHIN OR EAGLE: eagle

OLD OR NEW: old

HOT OR COLD: cold

COKE OR PEPSI: pepsi

SOFT OR HARD: soft

TRAIN OR PLANE: train

YESTERDAY OR TOMORROW: tomorrow

RED OR BLUE: blue

FAST OR SLOW: fast

BLIND OR DEAF: deaf

WRITTEN OR SPOKEN: spoken

WOMAN OR MAN: woman i love my women

CARPET OR HARDWOOD FLOOR: carpet

EARTHQUAKE OR HURRICANE: earthquake

CITY OR COUNTRYSIDE: countryside

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla

ABSTRACT OR FIGURATIVE: abstract

LIMITED OR OPEN-ENDED: open-ended

! OR ?: ?

SUN OR RAIN: rain

PEN OR PENCIL: pencil

HORNS OR STRINGS: strings

SUMMER OR WINTER: winter

HORIZONTAL OR VERTICAL: vertical

DESTINY OR CHOICE: destiny

ALONE OR TOGETHER: together

NEW YORK OR PARIS: paris

SILVER OR GOLD: silver

FEARS

YOUR GREATEST FEAR ABOUT AGING: eventually dying

WHEN PEOPLE FIRST MEET YOU, YOU'RE AFRAID THAT THEY WILL THINK: i really dont care what people think

A COUNTRY YOU FEAR EXPLORING: anywhere where you have to push people out of your way to get somewhere

YOUR GREATEST FEAR ABOUT MARRIAGE: eventually growing apart

YOUR GREATEST FEAR ABOUT HAVING CHILDREN: not being a good parent

SOMETHING ON YOUR MIND THAT YOU ARE AFRAID TO SHARE: nothing

A PLAN OR PROJECT YOU WORRY MAY FAIL: my future occupation

MEASURE YOUR FEARS

(ANSWER WITH "I DID", "I WOULD", OR "I WOULD NOT".)

PET A SNAKE: i would

SPEND A WEEK IN AN EMPTY ROOM: i would not

RIDE IN A HOT-AIR BALLOON: i would not

KILL AN ANIMAL: i would not

SKY DIVE: i would not

SING IN FRONT OF A HUGE AUDIENCE: i would

SCUBA DIVE: i would not

SIT IN THE FRONT SEAT OF A ROLLER COASTER: i would not

DELIVER A BABY: i would

SWIM ACROSS THE AMAZON: i would not

DISAPPEAR FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME: i would not

WALK THROUGH A FOREST ALONE AT NIGHT: i would

JOIN A SPACE MISSION: i would not

TELL EVERYONE WHAT YOU REALLY THINK OF THEM: i would

CALL OFF YOUR WEDDING: i would not

WALK NAKED THROUGH NYC FOR 10 MINUTES DURING RUSH HOUR: i would not

DISARM A BOMB: i would not

DRAW A MUSTACHE ON THE MONA LISA WITH PERMANENT MARKER: i would not

PSYCHE

YOUR FIRST NAME SPELLED BACKWARD IS: ttocs

YOUR FIST AND LAST NAME INITIALS: s and e

QUICKLY THINK OF FIVE WORDS THAT START WITH YOUR FIRST INITIAL:

1. sex

2. six

3. simple

4. sub

5. something

QUICKLY THINK OF FIVE WORDS THAT START WITH YOURLAST INITIAL:

1.everything

2.escape

3. end

4. eat

5. evade

SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN ON YOUR MIND LATELY: graduation

SOMETHING THAT HAS BEEN ON YOUR MIND FOR A LONG TIME: nothing

THE FIRST TIME YOU DISCOVERED POWER: when i plugged something into the wall

A PIECE OF MUSIC THAT HAS AFFECTED YOU THE MOST: anything by one of my favorite bands

THE MOVIE THAT HAS AFFECTED YOU THE MOST: the crow

THE EVENT THAT HAS EFFECTED YOU THE MOST: i dont really know

CHOOSE ONE EXISTING BOOK OR MOVIE TITLE THAT DEFINES YOUR LIFE: the lost boys

CAT AND MOUSE

YOUR MOST ROMANTIC EXPERIENCE: too many

THE LARGEST AGE DIFFERENCE YOU HAVE HAD IN A RELATIONSHIP: like 1 or 2 years i think

WHO WAS YOUNGER: her

A PERSON WHO YOU SUCCESSFULLY PERSUED IN A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME: i dont know

SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE SAID OR DID THAT YOU FOUND EXTREMELY ATTRACTIVE: acted like noone but themselves

SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE SAID OR DID THAT YOU FOUND EXTREMELY UNATTRACTIVE: lied

2 THINGS THAT ARE APPEALING ABOUT WOMEN:

1. their bodies

2. how romantic they are

2 THINGS THAT ARE APPEALING ABOUT MEN:

1. i cant answer this

2. i also cannot answer this

2 THINGS THAT ARE NOT APPEALING ABOUT WOMEN:

1. how they manipulate and bitch all the time

2. the mind games they sometimes play

2 THINGS THAT ARE NOT APPEALING ABOUT MEN:

1. their a little slow minded sometimes

2. insensitivity

A PHYSICAL TRAIT YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE: beautiful eyes, amazing smile, and a good body dont hurt either

AN INTELLECTUAL ABILITY THAT YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE: being able to think about important things and not be an airhead all the time

A PERSONALITY TRAIT THAT YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE: sensitivity, romanticism

YOU ARE IRRITATED WHEN PEOPLE ASK YOU: "are you goth" thats shits just lame just because i wear shirts with bands on them it makes me goth?

YOUR SECRET PASSION: singing

YOU BELIEVE IT IS POSSIBLE TO BE WITH ONE PERSON FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE: most definitely

A TYPE OF PERSON YOU DON'T SEEM TO GET ALONG WITH: people who never stop talking, cocky motherfucks who think their better than everyone else

YOUR CURRENT PARTNER'S STAR SIGN: dont have a partner

YOUR PREVIOUS PARTNERS' STAR SIGNS: haha i have no idea

YOU AND YOUR PARTNER ARGUE ABOUT THIS ISSUE OFTEN: no partner

THE FARTHEST DISTANE YOU WOULD TRAVEL TO BE WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE: as far as i need to go

THE FARTHEST DISTANCE YOU HAVE TRAVELED TO SEE SOMEONE YOU LOVED: ummm a couple blocks away

WHAT YOU ENJOY MOST ABOUT HAVNG A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP: having someone all your own

WHAT YOU DISLIKE THE MOST ABOUT HAVING A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP: the fear of growing apart

SEXUALITY

YOUR SEXIEST FEATURE: eyes or hair

A FEATURE FOR WHICH YOU ARE MOST OFTEN COMPLIMENTED: eyes or hair

YOUR "WEAK SPOT": haha my neck

A FRAGRANCE THAT REMINDS YOU OF SOMEONE WITH WHOM YOU HAVE BEEN INTIMATE: vanilla

THE APPROXIMATE NUMBER OF SEXUAL PARTNERS THAT YOU HAVE HAD: 0

THE LARGEST AGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU AND A SEXUAL PARTNER: no sex here

WHO WAS YOUNGER: no one

THE STRANGEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER HAD SEX: not done it yet

A SEXUAL FANTASY THAT YOU WISH TO FULFILL: hahah anything kinky would be great

SEX IS: going to be great

IF

IF YOU COULD, YOU'D SPEND TIME WITH THIS FAMOUS PERSON: anyone from the band cky

IF YOU COULD BE FAMOUS, YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE FAMOUS FOR: music

IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOUR PHYSICAL APPEARANCE: ive always wanted perfect skin

IF YOU COULD CHANGE ONE LAW, IT WOULD BE: no speed limit

IF YOU WERE IN PRISON, YOU WOULD SPEND YOUR TIME: thinking about whats going on on the outside

WHAT WOULD YOU MOST LIKELY GO TO JAIL FOR, IF ANYTHING: i have no idea

IF YOU COULD ERASE ONE MEMORY: none memories are memories for a reason

IF YOU HAD ONE MILLION DOLLARS: buy a new bass set up a new house car and the rest on cds and dvds

IF YOU HAD ONE WISH. JUST ONE: to find true love

IF YOU COULD CHOOSE YOUR AGE OF DEATH: 89 or 90

IF YOU COULD BRING ONE PERSON BACK FROM THE DEAD: grandfather

IF YOU HAD WINGS, YOU WOULD FLY ABOVE: the world

IF YOU COULD START ALL OVER: things would be completely different and i probally wouldnt be who i am now

HERE AND NOW

SOMETHING MEMORABLE THAT HAPPENED TO YOU WITHIN THE LAST 30 DAYS: i finished my insane magazine table in woodworking

TWO THINGS YOU DID TODAY:

1. played bass

2. this survey

TWO PEOPLE WHO OCCUPY YOUR THOUGHTS THE MOST:

1. i dont really think about people

2. .......

SOMETHING YOU LEARNED THIS WEEK: how to play frenetic amnesis on bass

SOMETHING YOU NEED TO LEARN NOW: how to play shock and terror

YOUR MOST IMPORTANT GOAL RIGHT NOW: get out of school

IT WOULD BE A RELIEF RIGHT NOW IF: it was the summer

THE BEST WORD TO DESCRIBE YOUR CURRENT LOVE LIFE: nonexistant

THE BEST WORD TO DESCRIBE YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP: no realtionship to describe

THE BEST WORD TO DESCRIBE YOUR CURRENT WORK SITUATION: nonexistant and i need to fix that

THE BEST WORD TO DESCRIBE YOUR LIFE: hectic

YOUR BIGGEST OBSTABLE RIGHT NOW: dont have an obstacle right now

YOU ARE HAPPIER TODAY THAN IN THE PAST: in some aspects

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE: finding what truely makes you happy and find love

THE LAST PERSON YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" TO: i have no idea it was a while ago

A PIECE OF WISDOM YOU WOULD PASS ON TO A CHILD: dont take things too serious and have fun with life

NOW THAT ALL THE QUESTIONS ARE DONE, WRITE ONE THAT YOU HAVE NOT BEEN ASKED: did you enjoy doing this survey

YOUR ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION IS: fuck no this shit was extremely far too long and i have no idea why the fuck i did this whole thing. i would like to end this survey with a word now. FUCK
Currently listening:
An Answer Can Be Found
By CKY
Release date: 28 June, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005 

Current mood:  sick
Category: Music

Ive been listening to the new HIM cd and i found this this song to be my favorite one off the new cd its called Under The Rose everyone should go pick up a copy of Dark Light in store 9-27-05.

Under The Rose

I dream of the winter in my heart turning to stone
While the ice gives way under my feet
And so I drown with the sun

I've been been burning in water and drowning in flame
To prove you wrong and scare you away
I have never minded the one back home
Your heart under the rose

I open my eyes with a sigh of relief
As the warmth of summer sunlight dances around me
That's you with the leaves in your hands

I've been been burning in water and drowning in flame
To prove you wrong and scare you away
I have never minded the one back home
Your heart under the rose

Currently listening:
Dark Light
By H.I.M.
Release date: 27 September, 2005
Saturday, September 24, 2005 

Current mood:  sick
I wonder when people will realize that the "scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14 year old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylor?s, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols.

Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him.

Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore", three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights.

Their AIM screennames often include x's, the words "electrikk", "disaster", or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, but shouldn't be on MTV because they're like, way too emo for that.

They take hundreds of black and white pictures with way too much contrast of themselves looking plaintively down at the ground, pointing a gun made of their fingers at their heads, or kissing the camera while displaying their expert application of lip gloss around their labret piercing and the thick dark eyeliner that circles their eyes.

They embrace the "dork" that is inside their polished, fashionable exteriors by writing in their LiveJournals or Xangas about how they and their friends had an 'N Sync sing-a-long at one of their sleepovers because, remember, 'N Sync is soooo not popular anymore and they like, sooo wouldn't follow any of the fads of today, so they embrace the fads of yesterday.

They adore "retro fashion", meaning anything from the 80's, because they totally used to wear neon colors and big beaded bracelets, even though they were born in, at the earliest, 1988 and remember jack shit about the fashion and culture of the 80's.

It's full of "emo boys" who often are difficult to differentiate from "emo girls", who have meaningless tattoos even though they're 15, smoke a lot of cigarettes, drink a lot of hard liquor, and are in some shitty band that plays a couple of gigs in someone's basement because they're "too cool to go mainstream" when really, they just suck.

They weigh roughly 90 pounds, wear girls' jeans that hug their asses in just the right places, belts buckled somewhere around the side of their right leg, tight striped 80's style polo shirts or band t-shirts, and skater shoes, even though they don't skate because that's soooo lame.

They write awful poetry about the dark abyss of their souls and how the gun is pointed at their heads, the trigger poised to blast away the bloody memories of a failed romance. They cried when Blink-182 broke up, and they have a secret obsession with Avril Lavigne because, like, she really IS kinda hot even though her music totally sucks.

They spend more time at the mirror than their female counterparts do, making sure that the long black shock of hair at the front of their heads lies covering one eye just so, that their lip piercing is perfectly placed so that it looks hot when they kiss other boys, that their pants are the right degree of tightness so as not to exude gayness.

Emo boys and girls often use the suffix "Xcore" to describe themselves, using a number of adjectives or nouns to accomplish this task. This is a play off hardcore music, or "hXc". Some of these descriptive words include "fashionXcore", "retroXcore", or even "yournamehereXcore."

This way of speaking is retarded or nonsensical to everyone else except those "in the scene", but it totally doesn't matter because they're too nonconformistXcore for anyone to truly understand their "scene".

They couldn't name a Sunny Day Real Estate or Rites of Spring song if it came up and bit them on their Gap Jeans-clad asses, and they claim to like the Smiths because Jesse Lacey of Brand New said they were cool.

Sure, they listen to some new "hardcore" bands, but they're all pretty much the same five bands:
1. Taking Back Sunday
2. Senses Fail
3. Thrice
4. Hawthorne Heights
5. Story of the Year
To these promising young firecrackers, music takes a backseat to fashion in their scene of choice.

Emo girls just want to kiss emo boys, emo boys just want to kiss other emo boys, and they all want to wear tight pants and take lots of pictures of themselves. End of story. Because honestly? It's electrikk!
Currently watching:
Steve Vai - Live at the Astoria London
Release date: 09 December, 2003