I was recently asked a good question that I think is worth answering publically...

Question: "Do u like confrontation? what do u feel when u confront some1 or some1 confronts u?"

Good Question!! Actually I don't like confrontation that's why I avoid exposing myself to it at all cost! However my conscious is too big (and INCREDIBLY nagging) for me not to confront some1 when I feel its the right thing to do. However EVERYTIME there's a confrontation with me involved I feel incredibly anxious and fearful. I fear what I'll do, I fear what they'll do, I fear "am I really doing the right thing", I fear the consequences, etc... however I don't let that fear & anxiety control me... I feel the fear and do what I believe is the right thing anyway.

Its infinitely easier 4 me 2 suffer d consequences of my actions & have d world 2 answer 2 than 2 suffer d consequences of my inaction & have myself 2 answer 2. Its how I'm designed & I'm thankful 4 it.


What can ur conscious live with or without???

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
, And sorry I could not travel both
 And be one traveler, long I stood
 And looked down one as far as I could
 To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
 And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

I look around the world today and I see cold-blooded murders getting off and freed because their lawyers found a argumentative loop hole that created a "reasonable doubt" in a juror's mind.

I see teenagers burning and mutilating other kids alive for entertainment yet receiving leniency because although KNOWING the results of their actions PRIOR to committing to them they're "under age" and therefore "should not" be held responsible for their actions.

I see women & men abusing, raping and murdering children as if those kids were born of a lesser god than the pedophile perpetrators and those same perverts receiving a 2 - 15 year sentence (depending on the state) and a new "lease on life" as if they didn't ruin the lives of many others in committing their devilish selfish act in the 1st place.

I see corporate scoundrels & manipulative criminals ripping of millions of honest hard working people and billions of dollars yet receiving a lavish minimal security 5 -10 year vacation and a "will pass-go" to the rest of the world as if them playing with lives are us playing with monopoly money.

I see mass murders serving 20 - 30 years of their lives being studied and "rehabbed" in an insane asylum because the severe atrocity of their crimes had them deemed "criminally insane" and therefore worthy of "study & rehab" yet unworthy of the horrible death they caused their many victims. 

I see children joining gangs and preying on the innocent because they've more faith in the soldiers on the streets than the police in the government. I too see deplorible crimes now committed in broad daylight with "no witnesses" to admit what they saw and do the right thing because they're afraid of neighbor/street/gang retaliation. We've gotten to lazy in depending on others to be the heroes and saviors... Why have we stopped standing up for what's right?

What ever happened to doing the right thing???

So I ask...
1. Is b*tchassness (aka severe self-interest) on d rise & ruining d quality of d world as it once was or am I c-ing thru tainted glasses?

1a. Has our individual worth bcome pathetic n value due 2 an unjust judicial system where "right" matters far less than the better argument?

1b. Is our overall quality of life becoming pathetically dismal due to our OVER-leniency, OVER-compassion and OVER-acceptance?

1c. Is American quality deteriorating bcuz of people's paralysis due 2 the popular notion of disconnect & lack of obligation?

So here's what I've realized... There is undoubtedly a war going on in this world...

And by far...

EVIL IS WINNING!

"YES" that's me in the McDonald's commercial. So let's do something fun... tell me when you saw it, what city & state you saw it in and what station. LOL, I don't know any group whose ever done something like this b4 and since you're all my extended family (all like 50,000 of you) anyhow this might be kinda cool ;-)

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"ZEITGEIST"

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The question is would you donate your sperm or egg? Why or why not?

... *sigh ... there is no word in my vocabulary to express how disappointed, saddened, frustrated and appalled I am to see that this extreme level of blatant racism exist even today... My God.