August, the 13th
Hey sugars !!
It's been so long since the last time I've been editing my blog so I don't really know where I should start.
Let's go back a few months ago and tell you what happened in those summer times.
One of my best friends and I went to Hellfest, French organisations SUCK !!!
I was on a band's guestlist. I got at the vip entrance at 2.00pm and I was like "hey, i'm on that band's guestlist, my name +1, please", the girl was like "I'm sorry I don't have that band's list yet, come back at 7.30pm"... Man seriously, can't you do your job and call the management ?? Did she really think I was going to wait 5 hours ? I HAD to call the band's management and then we finally got the list but the story is not over, lol... she was like "oh the band asked vip passes for you but I can't give you those or I won't have enough for the press..."
Man, is that my business ? I just got to drive 9 fucking hours to come see my friends, so if they put me on this fucking list just give me my passes.... well, no, i did not get anything, drove 9 hours to come see them and all of my other friends that were in the vip area... and lol haven't seen them, haven't seen anybody... first and last time in French fests, seriously !
Then, went to Wacken a few weeks ago, and it rocked. I go to this fest almost every year for 5 or 6 years and they always are organised, if there's a problem, it's going to be ok 5 minutes later... got my passes, seen my friends, it rocked, this fest is the BEST !
Other than that, I had some photoshoots in the last few days. I don't know if you noticed it in my "real life" pics but I really am tired.
I have insomnia, this shit destroys me plus I got really sick in the past weeks.
I am now on a diet and I do sport to try to get some regular habits. Living on the road i not that good for our body...
Concerning tattoos and stuff my sleeve is not done yet, it's done by Oly, www.myspace.com/extreamholy and I have to get my thigh inked by Alex La Main Bleue Mons, Belgium www.myspace.com/lamainbleue
Check those guys out, they really do a GREAT job !
What else could I say ?
I think I just told you the biggest lines and sorry for complaining about Hellfest BUT this shit really got on my nerves after spending almost 10 hours on the road for... NO- THING ! Well, I've seen them live though so that was my gift for spending so much time on the road that day lol.
Some of my new shoots will be up soon. So don't forget to check them out.
Thanks for still visiting my page on a regular basis even though I don't update it a lot anymore, BUT you can find me on facebook under my real name Fanny Maurer, where more things tend to happen.
Thanks so much for the support and all the sweet and kind words I get to hear everyday !
<3
xoxox
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June, the 2nd
Hi loves !
That was at first, a hard day and then it all went awesome.
When I woke up i got to hear some bad things that made me fucking angry... but after awhile you tell yourself it's not worth it... so... calm down baby :D
When I finally calmed down, my dad got home and said "do you have some news from your grandma ? No one has for a few days". I thought my grandma passed away cause we did not have any news and she did not take her phone calls, damn, I was in a semi living state... I'm still not ok since my uncle passed away so I would not feel able to handle one more loss. I love my grandma so much, you can't even imagine ! I went to her place, drove like fucking crazy, was still wearing my pj's, no make up, my hair was crappy and I knocked so loud at her door... I was already thinking about breaking a window... lol, man, I went crazy and people in the street were looking at me soooooo weirdly but were all worried though... but then she opened her door, I saw her and was like "FUCK YEAH" and in the same time I was a bit mad at her for not answering her phone... she just did not hear it ringing even if she is not deaf at all !!! But woooohoooooo, she is still with us !!
Well, I took some sun with my friends in the afternoon, which I deserved. Believe me, it was full of emotions !! Pheeew !
Well, that's all I have to tell for now. I'll update my regular week blog in a few days cause there are many things that are going to happen in the next few days.
Have fun and take care of your grandma if you still have one, cause you never know if they will be there tomorrow. :)
<3
xox
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May, 27th
Hey people !
Ok, so I'm gonna blog now before forgetting everything I wanted to tell ya. This has been a crazy week so far !!
So... went to my friends's show with them on friday in Luxembourg, they picked me up at home. We got pretty drunk, that was a fun night. Got to meet lots of people I did not know in real life. You guys are so nice to me, thank you !
Then, had our casting on sat and sun, we found THE girl ! She fits with every other girls that are going to be on the shot. Now, we just need to put everything together for the shooting, the BIG day and we'll be ready for that crazy shit.
Can't wait.
Left in Belgium on monday to join my friends Ludo and Alex (La Main Bleue tattoo shop in Mons, Belgium), we stayed all day long at the shop, and we went to see Biohazard in the evening, same thing happened I met TONS of people, Belgian people are so kind and sweet haha that was fun... the show was awesome BUT it was so freaking hot in that venue man, that I was unable to stay more than 10 minutes inside, I almost blacked out. The night was ok anyway.
I had to get back home yesterday but they conviced me to stay one more day. We still stayed all day long at the shop and Dan Sinnes (he's in my top as well) joined us at night with a friend of him, there was Steven Burlton (a tattoo artist from Canada, la Main Bleue's guest) as well... Alex tattooed me, Ludo, Alex, Dan and Steven tattooed each other and Dan's friend got his hip inked by Steven, man, it seemed to be SO PAINFUL !! I think I'll never get them done lol.
Well... to sum up, this has been a good and crazy week and I definitly love my life but this is so fucking crazy how people can judge you when you hang out with musicians or tattoo artists, (especially when you look younger than you are !) if I was doing it to look "cool" I could understand but this is MY life as well so why in being a girl should I "hide" ? I just don't get it. They are just my FRIENDS. When you're a guy and hang out and get drunk, no one says anything about you... man, my friends are so RESPECTFUL, musicians, tattoo artists or my childhood friends are all so fucking awesome and kind ! They know who I am and it feels so good.
I think there's nothing to do or say to change people's point of view but it's good to vent and try to make poeple understand how I live... I'm glad my parents are not that stupid and always let me do what I wanted to.
I think I'm done for today, it's almost time to get back home !
Have a fun day and thanks SO MUCH for all the kind words and support !!!
<3<3<3
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May, 21st
Hi folks :)
Woooooop, still trying to put everything together for the casting and it seems that everything works out. Many girls are coming ! That's awesome. CAN'T WAIT !! :D
Beside of that, I went to see Machine Head and Metallica. The shows were just awesome and both bands kicked it on the last show. I was almost voiceless the day after cause I was singing along and rocked it with my friends lol.
Then, came back home, took some rest and sleep and was already on the road the day after to go shoot in the North East of France (pretty close from where I live, something like 2 hours)... it basically takes 2 hours to go there, lol but my fucking GPS went crazy and made me take a long way bording the countryside... (cows, grass and trees was all I was able to see...it can be ok sometimes but not when you have a FUCKING SHOOT lol) HUH !! Buh ! It sucked and I went all crazy and mad at this little thing that is supposed to help out. :D
Theeeeen, got back home again and went to my tattoo artist. I got inked for 3.30 I think, the new tat is so bad ass, I love it. You should check Oly out, he is in my top and he rocks :)
After he finished painted my arm, went to another tattoo studio in Luxembourg, Dan Sinnes's one, he tattooed 2 friends of mine (la main bleue, tattoo shop in Mons, Belgium, check them out). Both got their knuckles and hands inked... I almost got my knuckles inked as well but I was strong enough not to do it... not yet !
I'm going out tonight with a friend of mine I haven't seen since I was a teen, we were at school together... facebook does some weird things sometimes...should be fun anyway.
That's it for now. :)
Have a good day people.
xoxox
ps : I already wrote a blog in French about that... but I'm gonna type it in English for the ignorant one, he knows who he is... If being a groupie is what I am and acting like a groupie is what I do, so no worries people, every fucking dictionnary in the whole wild world is wrong about their definition. I don't have to justify anyway. Nor about what I do with bands nor about my modeling pics and if I wanna be totally naked even if I said I would never do it, then everyone changes, as far as I don't look bitchy I'm ok with being as the photographer sees me in his image... and if you don't understand your own language and don't understand the word "BITCH" then, I'm sorry for ya. You're too old for that shit man. :) It's the last fucking time I'm caring of haters cause I honestly get tired of them.
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May, 12th
Hey people,
So seeing the weather today, I think it's the right time for a bloggy. Like I have a phototshoot tonight with natural sun light and stuff, god, I really think we're gonna cancel it cause it's raining cats and dogs and the sky is all grey, it's so sad today. I already am depressed just hearing the rain falling on the ground.
So... what am I up to at the moment ? A friend of mine and I decided, a while ago, to organize shoots, like she is a hairdresser and myself, a make up artist. Then we're gonna have our real first BIG shoot on June the 14th. We're setting up a casting. That's funny even though, I thought way more girls were going to sign up but some wrote and told they were too shy... I think it's a mistake cause there's no reason to be. The shoot will be fun, between friends only and it's gonna be worth it :) looking forward you see the final image.
Other than that, there's nothing special/ new in my life.
I'm concentrating on doing that make up school in Paris next year, doing my shoots the best I can and as often as I can, trying to find some new and awesome photographers... and of course, trying to keep you guys updated but it's not that easy all the time to keep a regular "life" on internet. I must say and vow, I am sometimes lazy to do so.
My cat's lying on my legs and he kicks me to get some cuddles, he doesn't want me to type that haha. He's too cute.
Ok, he just left me, haha.
I think I'm gonna lay on my sofa all day long, watching movies or being here, doing nothing because of that fucked up weather. I slept so bad. Ok, not a good day.
I need sun, warm, beach !
If you guys have any questions about anything... life, work, my free time or anything else, feel free to ask. I'll answer and have decided not to "hide" anything anymore.
Have a good day/ nice evening and hope some of you have a warm and sunny weather.
:)
Later,
xo
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I'm gonna post a blog once a week, telling you how my week was, what happened, why it happened and how it happened.
I'll post some more pics about my "real" life so you guys know what I'm up to.
That's what some of you asked me to do so... I'm gonna do it :)
Have a good day.