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♫♪Nicki♫♪



Last Updated: 11/25/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Sign: Leo


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January 7, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
2009 has hit rock bottom already....

I spent new years day with a horrible pain in the back of my head....by evening I couldn't walk straight....by 10 pm my left eye was droopy....

Off to the hospital I go terrified I had a stroke....

3 days later and test after test, it was determined I didn't have a stroke but I have Bells Palsy.

Docs say it may be a while before I can talk correctly and my face will return to normal....

I hurt, i'm depressed.....
Currently listening:
The Smell of Rain
By Mortiis
Release date: 2001-10-30
November 14, 2008 - Friday 

Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Life
I went to my 1st NA Meeting in who knows how long..... It's nice not to feel so alone...

Picked up my 18 month key tag...... YaY Me!

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September 9, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  melancholy
Category: Life
This song has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember........



You better love loving and you better behave
You better love loving and you better behave
Woman in chains, woman in chains

Calls her man the great white hope
Says she's fine, she'll always cope, ooh
Woman in chains, woman in chains

Well, I feel lying and waiting is a poor man's deal (A poor man's deal)
And I feel hopelessly weighed down by your eyes of steel
(Your eyes of steel)
Well, It's a world gone crazy keeps woman in chains, woh woh woh
Woman in chains, woman in chains

Trades her soul as skin and bones
(You better love loving and you better behave)
Sells the only thing she owns
(You better love loving and you better behave) ooh ooh
Woman in chains (the sun and the moon), woman in chains

Men of stone, men of stone, hey baby, no no no, ooh

Well, I feel deep in your heart there are wounds time can't heal
(The time can't heal)
And I feel somebody somewhere is trying to breathe
Well, you know what I mean
It's a world gone crazy keeps woman in chains

It's under my skin but out of my hands
I'll tear it apart (somebody somewhere is trying)
But I won't understand (to breathe)
I will not accept the greatness of man
It's a world gone crazy keeps woman in chains
Gone crazy keeps woman in chains

So free her, so free her, so free her
So free her, so free her (the sun and the moon)
So free (the wind and the rain) her, so free her
So free her, so free her, so free her, so free her
So free her, so free her (the sun and the moon)
So free (the wind and the rain) her, so free her

Currently listening:
Shout: The Very Best of Tears for Fears
By Tears for Fears
Release date: 25 September, 2001
August 3, 2007 - Friday 

Current mood:  melancholy
Category: Life

Plumb - Damaged Lyrics



Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back
Currently listening:
Chaotic Resolve
By Plumb
Release date: 28 February, 2006