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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 100
Sign: Aquarius

City: Mid North Coast
State: New South Wales
Country: AU
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Tuesday, April 28, 2009 

Current mood:  quiet
Category: Life

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REDEFINING
by Brady Mathis
 
April 26, 2009
 
Begin writing a new page in the book of your destiny.

I will cause some old things to come to a close, specifically old allegiances and former expectations, but you must make the decision to start fresh without carrying old things into what is new. Making comparisons to "the way things were" will cause unnecessary anxiety in this time.

Press to break out of limitations in every area and set yourself to live in faith and freedom and power in the present.

Let Me redefine you according to My perfect purpose, moment by moment.


Source:

Faith Tabernacle by Bill and Marsha Burns


Sunday, April 26, 2009 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Life


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There exhists two kingdoms (according to my belief and what I have read in the bible).

The Kingdom of Light (God) and the Kingdom of  Darkness(Satan).

We are God's by creation but by our unknowing choices give satan lordship in our lives (even as christians) and we dwell in this Kingdom of Darkness and so many even when given free passage to leave, still live under its tyranny.  So many of both kingdoms have no knowledge of the truth and therefore stay in a state of misery that they neednt live in.

This gets stolen because of satan's influence and our lack of knowledge in these areas.

I got this picture this morning of a walled in city, inside the walls were houses, streets, in the middle was a castle/palace.  The castle had walls that separated it from the city.  Inside the castle walls there was a door that led to insided the castle.  Inside the castle were many rooms.  There was one main room, THE throne room and not all had free entry to this room it was reserved for only a few.

I live now within this Kingdom, but it wasnt always so.

I used to live outside the walls of this Great Kingdom, I was miserable and tormented day and night and all the reports I kept hearing of this Great King that ruled this Kingdom were good and I learned of how He would change a person's life make it a better one.  Now and then I would peek into this Kingdom and I saw how good it was and I yearned to live there.

So I cried out and oneday the King heard my cry so He sent for me and I was lead to a meeting place where I met with Him and we talked.

He was so beautiful, more than what I had heard, His Light was so bright I could not look at Him, He radiated warmth and His voice was like a much loved lullaby.

I learned that I could not enter because I belonged to this Dark Lord that ruled the Land of Darkness.  He had a claim over me because of debts I had incurred and my families before me had incurred and had not paid for and so they had fallen on me and unless they were paid for I would have to stay in that horrid place and the king of this dark kingdom had full rights over me.

Then the King asked me if I could pay them, and I answered no.

I was so sad and I began to cry and cry but then He spoke to me when He saw how much I wanted to leave this kingdom and He told me not to cry because He had a solution for me.

A long time ago He sent His Son, a Great Prince, who agreed that He would pay out all the debts for all the people who lived in this dark land and the Dark Lord would have no rights to the people anymore and if they chose to leave this kingdom they could.

I looked up at the King and saw His brilliant smiling face and knew that He was not lieing to me and I smiled back at Him and He held out His hands and I reached to put mine in His and then suddenly I saw how tainted by darkness I truly was. Ashamed I  drew away, but then He spoke softly and said

"Do not be afraid, take my hands and soon you will change from darkness into light like Me.  You have no power to change how you look but my Light will change you from Dark to Light.  Take my hands and see".

So I did and I did.

Then He picked me up and took me to His Kingdom.  He showed me around and told me of all the benefits of living here.  There was only one rule to live by and that was Love the King, Love each other and Love Yourself, but I didnt have to worry if I didnt get it right straight away, it would take time for me to re-learn how to live because all I knew was Darkness.

He introduced me to some great new friends and they helped me adjust to this great and wonderful place.

To be continued ...



Friday, April 24, 2009 

Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Life
Friday, April 24, 2009 

Current mood:  quiet
Friday, April 24, 2009 

Current mood:  quiet
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 

Current mood:  loved
Category: Life

Dear Father,

I wanted to live on a property with green hills and valleys all around.
You led me to this valley, your signature lies in the details that only You knew.

I wanted a certain kind of home.
You led me to this house and without a cent I was able to buy it, Your signature is in the details.

I yearned for a daughter.
You gave me my girl, but you also knew I needed to hear everyday how much Im loved and you put that in her heart so she would speak it to me daily, your signature is in the details.

I wanted a job that I could work from home.
You brought me my job, your signature is in the details of how it came about.

I asked for a horse for my birthday.
You sent me one, your signature lies in the details of how.

I wanted to act, sing and write.
You gave me the courage to do those things, again your signature lies in the details.

I wanted a friend.
You sent me those too, your signature is in the details.

I needed a warrior to fight by my side.
You sent me one, your signature continues in the details of the everyday.

I have asked you for love and you have shown Your love in so many ways Your signature is SO in the details, and guess what?

I luv you right back

Your loving daughter
Deborah
 

Friday, April 10, 2009 

Current mood:  loved
Category: Life
As I lay in my bed this morning I pondered the meaning of Good Friday and I thanked Jesus for going through what He did for me, yes me because Good Friday is a personal thing.  It was not for the world but for each of us invidually.
Jesus did what had to be done to open a door for humanity to escape its imprisonment within a kingdom that it was never intended to be ruled by.

That is the message of salvation going out to the world. There is a way out of the crap you are experiencing, that door is Jesus.  All you have to do is call, it opens and you go through and Satan has lost his lordship over you.  Simple.  The chains are broken off you begin the journey of the restoration process of your soul.

You are a new creation spiritually, in God's eyes (hence the phrase born again) and you thinking and emotions have to be retrained to fully walk in all you have inherited, and when you learn of your inheritance it is almost too hard to believe.

I will share with you this vision I had, a picture of Jesus on this day, Good Friday.

I was Mary Mag.
I watched my Jesus being led off in chains.
I watched as my Jesus was beaten to near death and beyond recognition.
I watched as the nails were driven into his hands.
I cried out and He said to me,

"Dont cry, I want to do this for you.  I want you to be free.  I want you beside me, I love and care for you so much I would rather suffer this than the pain I would feel knowing your eternity will be spent away from our Father's love and presence.  How could I face Our Father again if I ever turned away from His will for your salvation and freedom.  That would be more than what I am experiencing now.  So fret not, but love me and I feel the warmth of that love and it strengthens me to go through what I go through.  I close my eyes and I see your face, I see you before the throne of our Father and I have joy and gladness the suffering gets pushed to the back it becomes the lesser for you are the greater, know this, remember this.  This is the a demonstration of my love for you.  I love you ".

And then he was dead, but I know how the story goes, unlike the real Mary I know the glorious ending, but it is not yet finished I am awaiting completion.  The day I stand beside my love before our Father's Throne.

Thats what this day means to me.


 
 
Saturday, March 21, 2009 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Life
I have been thinking more about relationships and the Ring analogy.  I have seen some new things which I will share with you.

Firstly the Ring analogy works back the other way too.  Each partner must mirror the picture of the ring they have in their head.  The husband is the diamond that the wife holds onto and keeps firmly in place by her actions and words as well as the vice versa.

The women has more of the adaptive roll, infact is instructed to adapt/conform to her husband.  So is this makes it very important in choosing which ring she wants to adapt/conform to.  Be choosy.  This leads straight into the counterfeit ring bit I want to add.

You have to know your a Diamond, something of worth or you will choose to cleave/adapt/conform to anything.  You will stick around and put up with anything because you believe you have no worth.  When you know you are a Diamond, you stop accepting anything less than what you may be given.
This is ok. To love youself is ok.  How many of us dont love ourselves in this way, and by that allow people to treat us like coal.  All the while God sits and looks down on us with tears in His eyes because we dont see our true worth.  He does and wants us to know that so badly.

We look in the mirror and we see "yuck" we turn away thinking I cannot be loved, I must be unlovable therefore Ill take whatever I can get and be happy. 
The truth is you wont be happy, because God is not happy with this picture.

This also can affect the the clasp of the Ring.  Maybe the clasp cant hold onto you because you keep wriggling loose, everytime you toss and turn and say "you dont really love me" you bend the clasps and this stress may cause them to break.  In fact you have loosened the grip yourself.

So in believing you are a Diamond and worthy of love will protect you from accepting a lesser ring to sit upon.  Knowing you are a Diamond you will accept the clasps hold on you, because you know you need this to keep you firmly intact.  You will respond to the clasps pressure and sit down snuggly in the settings and be content with your choice.

Trouble comes when we try to change something that clearly it cannot be.
Acceptance that you are in relationship with a lump of coal that you cannot change is the beginning.  That coal can be changed, this is where you need the vision from Someone who sees the end from the beginning, the inner workings of the heart.  He will show you the future product, and then when the outside looks like coal you can close your eyes and look to the vision of who that person really is.

In God's hands even the blackest lumpiest piece of coal has the potential of becoming a diamond.  Only God can do this.

Nagging, passive aggressive behaviour, tantrums are signs that you are trying to change something you cannot.  You cannot master another person's heart and freewill, you can bend it and imprison it if you are a skilled controller but then all you have is a counterfeit ring.  A total rip off of what was intended for us to have in a relationship.

This works on every level of relationship, not just marriage.  You cant make people love you, you cant make their heart want something just because you do.

You can however give it to God and let Him do His thing, and if it is to be....it will be.
 
luv and hugs
always
Deb
 
Thursday, March 19, 2009 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Life
A friend gave me this word/picture which was really powerful and I wanted to share it with you along with some extra stuff God added to it.

We were discussing the subject of marriage relationships and in particularly mine and its current state.  He told me God gave him this picture of a ring with a diamond in it, a really BIG diamond

I could leave it right there and leave you guessing, LOL but you would be thinking wrongly

This is the interpretation :-

The ring and the clasp is my husband (but this represents all husbands) the diamond is me (BIG ONE remember ) The diamond is held by the clasp but is part of the ring.

Now God took this further :-

The ring is made up of gold the purer the more valuable also the softer and more pliable and delicate.  The circle represents the eternal/neverending aspect of "until death do we part" it also has no beginning or end.

The Diamond sits upon the ring, the ring is there to support/show off the Diamond but in turn the Diamond adds value to the ring and is what makes it unique and something to be envied.

The Clasp is the will and actions that hold the Diamond in place and prevent it getting lost, or snatched away from the ring.  The tighter and more secure the clasp the less chance the ring will ever lose the diamond.  The tightness is determined by the value placed on the Diamond, i.e you dont hold loosely a valuable diamond.  If it is something truly valuable to the ring, there is nothing it wont do to keep that diamond in place.

The less value, the looser the grip, the greater the chance of it being lost forever.

By grip I dont mean controlling, suffocating hold, it is by the actions that say you are greater than I, see I place you above me, on the very top of me.  I show you off to all the world because I am proud of you and you bring honour to me.

Girls are you a diamond?  Do you bring honour to your husband?  Is he something to be proud of?

Boys are you refined expensive gold worthy to hold such a valuable gem? Do you hold your diamond above you?  Do you hold it in high esteem?  Will you do anything to keep it in place?

This is the makings of a very, very beautiful ring

luv and hugs
always
Deb





Wednesday, March 18, 2009 

Current mood:  jubilant
Category: Life




Been doing some more thinking  and feel to write down this.

Greater is He in me than he (opposition) that is in the world!

God created EVERTHING.  At that time He put the earth under laws.  Gravity, time, light, dark, seasons, moon cylces, sowing, reaping etc... then he handed a cetain amount of authority over the mankind.  Dominion in the earth but not over the earth.  Mankind was tricked out of this authority by Satan, who was jealous of mankind and wanted to be worshiped and called God.

God I believe went into damage control and put into the earth the law of life and death, preventing us from living in an eternal state of lost spiritual headship.  He put into effect the law of blessing and cursing.  He gave us a list of what was considered blessing and cursing and therefore life or death, told us to choose life always and all would be well for us.

However, we have an enemy that attacks us in the realm of the soul and mind and therefore keeps our spirit subdued and in a continued state of non-headship, even as christians.

First take a look around everyday, and see if Satan has effected any single one of God's laws??? The sun rises and sets, the seasons come and go, moon continues in its cycle, people still stick to the earth without any effort.  If Satan had any sort of REAL power he would just effect those things and we would all die and it would be all over.

So we see Satan only affects what? Humanity on the level of the soul, mind, will and emotions.  This is his domain (when we give it to him) through that he keeps us in bondage, living a very unprosperous, non-victorious life (even as Christians).

You want power?  Then first rule and manage your mind, will, and emotions and bring them under the authority of your spirit ruled and guided by God and His Word and you will see the victory He promised.

I look on with disbelief as I see over and over again how easy it is for Satan to corrupt a mind, and therefore a person and then put that person in some seat of power and the seat it governs over is corrupted also.  It flows down from the head.

LOL I say this as if I have not had my mind corrupted  Let me just inject here I have just come out of a season of having my soul rule over my spirit and I will remind my readers everything in this blog God has done in me first, I have by no means got it together.

I had slipped into such place in my soul while at the same time being kind of anesthetized to the fact and bit by bit weakened so by the time I realized what had happened I was too weak to do anything myself.

The remedy was some good old praise and worship in the car on the way into town and back again.  LOL no tape player its busted  but its better that way when you can just holler out whatever song the Holy Spirit places on your heart to sing.  When I feel those symptoms returning, I know its time to start hollering again.

Do not underestimate the power of music! (this works in the reverse also )

Want to change the world?

Start with yourself!  Change your thinking! Change your belief system! Put your faith into something greater than YOU!

Then you will see change first in your own life, and then like a ripple in a pond your life will affect others positively, rather than the reverse.

Your relationships close to you will begin to change because you wont be stuffing them up 

Your family which you are the head of  will see change and turn around to a positive course.  It flows down from the head, remember.  If your dysfunctional, so will be your children, and their children, and so on.  It can stop with you.

If you are a child your parents will notice the change and see the positive and will be drawn to the source of this miracle

Your friends will be moved, your acquaintances will see something different about you and want to know what that is.

Your life will be like a river flowing with life and draw the thirsty people in the world to you.  They wont know why, they just deep down want what you have, they all do, dont be fooled by their responses.  Unless they are spiritually dead (which they are not) they want God, they just don't know how to reach for Him or are too afraid to try.

There is a lot to be said about preaching by action rather than words.  Get out there and be the Good News !! Rather than thump people over the head with your bible.

Oh and remind the devil occasionally he don't own diddly squat no more :D

luv and hugs
always
Deb