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Age: 23
Sign: Leo

City: Vegas Winter Palm Beach Park
State: Florida
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/22/2007

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Friday, April 03, 2009 

Category: Life
he starts off with a lyric from a song:

Sup Ladies, my name is slim shady, I'm the lead singer of d12 baby.

Hello again StumbleUpon and or Cryspace. it's me, Sean, but you know me better as Hookers8ball or Pixie or PixieHooker or something to that extent.  How are you?
(there was something else typed here but that was for SU, wassup wit it?) I don't expect any response from you guys. Anyway, Today looks lame... I got some kinda Physics test and I know I am going to fail as I suck at life (did we establish that yet?). Then again, maybe I could do better... or maybe I can go suck eggs.

Your memory plays tricks on you. Think about it.  There are studies you know, they show... that there are problems with our memory. It lies to us.. so who know what really happened? maybe the cameras, but even cameras can lie. Not in Kansas any more. Not in Kant's ass, in Eeyore. I am a card carrying member of the Toy Soldiers.  Not sure what that means but uhh.. I like Dr. Steel. great guy.  oh shit! I need to go take my pills! HHokay, so... ope, just finished my coffee. i need to poop now. poo. crap.



this entry sucks.
Thursday, April 02, 2009 

Category: Life
I shouldn't be awake. This is lame. The Bottomless Cat is mieowing and no one is running to her rescue... wonder if she is in danger?
I mean like if a neighbor cat is bout to put the hurt on her... That would be sad.  This blows.  What blows? This. Here I am, drinking coffee and water at 8something in the mo[u]rning and I can't think.
I don't know what I am doing. Will I ever get shit sorted out. I hope so, cos I am done with this bullshit of living with my parents and going nowhere..
Where was I going with that? I need sleep. More sleep. MmmM sleeeeeep. I don't get much sleep mostly because my body aches. I mean, not all of it, just my joints, legs, arms, chest, head, back, feet, fingers, hands, shoulders and neck.  Fuck my life as it is right now.  okay. that was pretty gay just now (no disrespect to the gay community) I sounded like a preteen just now with that fuck my life thing...
My life isn't bad enough for that... I mean, it's not like I live in Zimbabwe. I got that going for me *Smile* Right, so.. my life... my life... Well, what I remember is.. I went to high school at one point and not much that happened there is noteworthy, the first year I went to high school there was a large gang fight in the cafeteria.  That was fun.  Another day I saw a kid get stabbed in the stomach [drug deal gone bad?]. But these things did not really happen to me.. As the memories come back, I remember this one time when something I said got me in trouble with some mexican gang... The Strange thing to me was how they smiled at me.. I didn't know that the next week was going to be.. well... let's just say I had fun hiding from them.. spending the night in various locations... getting the support of a rival gang.  One night we got a phone call... we were screening phone calls so they had to leave a message, It was a message of gun fire, I thought I was fucked at this point but my friends told me it was a good sign, said it ment that I didn't have to worry. ..Whait, where am I ? what am I doing? well sorry to bore you with this shit of a story I got carried away, anyhow... Maybe tomorrow we'll get back together and you can hear another outlandish tale from my past! HOORAY!

-later-


Monday, March 30, 2009 

Today is Monday and I am bored.
I am currently attempting to listen to the shuffle all the way through.

I am on track 167 at the moment.  Getting a job is hard.  I hate the waiting.  Tomorrow I should be going over to the theater to bust some heads and get some answers.

Boredom fills every ounce of my being and my life at the moment.  Just wish there was something to take it away and give me pleasure and happiness.   Again, a job would be fine too.

I want to write a story but I suck at that.  I have nothing to go on right now.
I knew for some time now that Matrix ripped off “The Invisibles” which bothers me.  Especially because I have yet to read it.

Would this be a blog?  I hate that word.  A blog is just an online journal.  People use them to post their thoughts on things like why the music they listen to is better than the music you listen to or why President Obama is a dick (these are just examples people write about much more).

I think I should include a picture in this post, so here it is:

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 

Crop circles. We have all seen at least one on the internet.


Aliens
UFOs
watever


I have a new explanation! alright alright, get this:


Time-Traveling graffiti artists from the future


yeah
evolved humans from the future with the ability to travel through time. Maybe some of them aren't just artists, maybe some are just bored and felt like traveling to the mid 1900s to fuck with our minds.

Anyways, that's it.. interesting? you be the judge...



oh god, that last line was so tacky.

Saturday, July 26, 2008 

I think my friend said, "I hear footsteps."
I wore my black and white dress to the birthday massacre, birthday massacre, bithday.
I wore my black and white dress.
I think my friend said, "Stick it in the back of her head."
I think my friend said, "Two of them are sisters."
"I'm a murder tramp, birthday boy", I think I said.
"I'm going to bas them in, bash them in", I think he said.
Then we wished them all a HAPPY BiRTHDAY.
We kissed them all goodnight.
Now he chases me in my black and red dress.
I think my friend said, "Don't forget the video."
I think my friend said, "Dont forget to smile."
"Youre a murder tamp, murder tramp", I think he siad.
"Youre a murder boy, birthday boy", I think I said.

Currently listening:
Nothing & Nowhere
By The Birthday Massacre
Release date: 2007-06-05
Monday, April 28, 2008 

Category: News and Politics
From The Huffington Post

PBS Breaks Media Blackout of Pentagon Propaganda

Posted April 25, 2008

While most TV news organizations have refused to report or even comment on the bombshell New York Times article exposing a secret Pentagon propaganda campaign to sell Iraq policy, PBS just aired an important segment on the controversy.

PBS' Judy Woodruff kicked off the debate with a disturbing summary of the current media blackout:

"For the record, we invited Fox News, CNN, MSNBC, CBS, ABC and NBC to participate but they declined our offer or did not respond.

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John Stauber, coauthor of "Weapons of Mass Deception: The Uses of Propaganda in Bush's War on Iraq," contended that the Pentagon's "surrogate" program violated federal law against domestic propaganda and called for a congressional investigation. "This war could have never been sold if it were not for this sophisticated propaganda campaign," he said.





Read the rest of the article here.



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Not surprising, but very Orwellian.

What do you think?
Saturday, April 12, 2008 
It is almost a standard joke that psychiatry has pejorative or "put-down" words for every human emotion, as "euphoric" for happy, "fixated" for interested, and "compulsive" for determined. The discussion of psychedelic chemicals, both in the scientific literature and the public press, is thoroughly swamped with question-begging language of this kind in articles that purport to be impartial and authoritative. Right from the start the very word "drug," when used in this connection, evokes the socially reprehensible image of people who are "drugged" or "doped"—glassy-eyed, staggering, or recumbent wrecks of humanity, withdrawn from reality into a diabolical paradise of bizarre or lascivious dreams. The image of the Fu Manchu opium den, with screaming meemies at the end of the line.

Thus it is most common to find the action of psychedelics called "toxic" (i.e., poisonous), and the sensory and emotional changes induced referred to as "distortions," "delusive mechanisms," "dissociations," and "regressions," or as "loss of ego structure" and "abnormal perception of body image." This is the language of pathology. Used without explicit qualification, it implies that a consciousness so changed is sick. Likewise, when—in the context of a scientific article—the writer reports, "Subjects experienced religious exaltation, and some described sensations of being one with God," and leaves it at that, the implication is plainly that they went crazy. For in our own culture, to feel that you are God is insanity almost by definition. But, in Hindu culture, when someone says, "I have just found out that I am God," they say, "Congratulations! You at last got the point." Obviously, the word "God" does not mean the same thing in both cultures. Yet psychiatrists toss off such utterly damning remarks without scruple, and feel free to use their diagnostic jargon of mental pathology for states of consciousness which many of them have never even bothered to experience. For they expect to get accurate information about these states from subjects untrained in scientific description, fearing that if they themselves entered into any new mode of consciousness it would impair their scientific objectivity. This is pure scholasticism, as when the theologians said to Galileo, "We will not look through your telescope because we already know how the universe is ordered. If your telescope were to show us anything different, it would be an instrument of the devil."
Friday, April 11, 2008 

Category: Art and Photography
Monday, February 04, 2008 

Category: News and Politics
Spain 36
Anarcho-Syndicalism 101
Class Struggle Online

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On July 19, 1936 the Fascist general, Francisco Franco, lead the Spanish army in an attempted coup d'etat against the republic established two years previously. In one half of Spain, his revolt was successful and an authoritarian regime was established, mirroring many aspects of similar authoritarian regimes in Germany and Italy, including a mystical "blood and soil" philosophy and the raised open-palm salute synonymous with Adolf Hitler and Nazism.

In the half of Spain where the rising was unsuccessul - that is to say, the half where Franco's forces were crushed by the popular organisations, most conspicuous of which being the anarcho-syndicalist CNT and anarchist FAI - a vacuum of power came into being. Rather than being immediately reestablished, the collapse of the institutions of the state paved the way for one of the first major experiments in human history of workers' self-management of production, bossless, leaderless organisation in the workplace and community. Thus, in the midst of the Spanish Civil War, the Spanish Revolution was born.

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Local Resources

After the Revolution - by Diego Abad de Santiallan, theoretical text written by Spanish author in the leadup to the Civil War, discussing ways in which production, distribution and consumption could be organised according to anarcho-syndicalist principles.

Anarchists in the Spanish Revolution - by Jose Pierats.

Collectives in the Spanish Revolution - by Gaston Leval, French Anarchist who travelled to Spain during the revolution to document what happened.

The Tragedy of Spain - by Rudolf Rocker.

An Overview of the Spanish Libertarian Movement - by Murray Bookchin, discusses the development of the Spanish Anarchist and Anarcho-Syndicalist movement and what happened during the Civil War.

Workers Power and the Spanish Revolution - by Tom Wetzel, a reply to Trotskyist arguments against the behaviour of the Spanish anarchists during the Civil War.

With the Peasants of Aragon - by Augustin Souchy, description of the anarchist collectives by a former secretary of the International Workers' Association.

Photos from the Spanish Civil War and Revolution

Posters from the Spanish Civil War and Revolution

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Other Resources

Anarchism in the Spanish Revolution of 1936 - Excellent site documenting the historical, social and military aspects of the Spanish Civil War and Revolution, created as part of the Revolt collection.

The Bilbao Armoured Car

Barcelona, 1936, from Homage to Catalonia, by George Orwell.

Civil War Index at Directory Spain, massive list of links to information

A Spanish Crossfire

Civil War - History by Topic Resources at Google

Civil War - Histor by Region Resources at Google

Anarchist History Resources at Google

Durruti Resources at Google

http://www.tac.com.au/~sljenkins/magazine/issue198.jpg

http://www.tracks-n-troops.com/72401.jpg

http://www.tin-soldier.com/sg/IZarmoredcar.htm

Military History, Spanish Civil War

Spanish Civil War - Encyclopaedia Britannica

South Wales Coalfield Collection, Welsh volunteers in the International Brigades

The Gauntlet, Spanish Civil War

Civil War at typicallyspanish.com, Spain and Spanish Search Engine Directory

Spanish Civil War Factbook

Spanish Civil War links from the Normandy Scholars Program at UT Knoxville

Spanish Civil War & Wound Badges

Italian Intervention in the Spanish Civil War

- The Spanish Civil War: Anarchism in Action, pamphlet from the Workers Solidarity Movement in Ireland

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