To all those left. I congratulate you on your accomplishments and thank you all for being there when it mattered or matters most. Most importantly I would like to hear from some of you older friends that I haven't had the chance or space to get to in time. Also a shout out to all new friends that come bearing tidings of acceptance toward the moving on of things. I find it hard to believe some of the situations that some of us find ourselves in. I don't understand what it is that causes them but as you can see, ill natured debaucheries have subtle ends.... 

So I went to Grant Park and saw Psycho, It was pretty good. So many of the sceans were amazing. I really hope they do that again sometime It had a really good turnout.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9nVugP6-_8

Fucking Phat

Its christmas again. Isn't it funny how I only post these things when its cold outside? I don't I know it's obvious that I have a life and so do others. Lets be real. Christmas is cool but, what about having that girl that you like to bring in that holiday cheer? I think its kinda funny how things don't really workout until after christmas and then around that time things go a rye. I know family is what the season is all about however, I don't think It should represent the downfall of relationships due to what have you. I mean the christian population has nothing to do with the fact that several women and men alike hate christmas. I don't really have anything other to say than make your wish list's and enjoy the holidays as they pass us again.

finally st. patties comes and brings times of tideing and friends. Its hard to think of thouse having bad st. patties days. well actually hundreds of people that came over from irland and declared independence on this day were sent into poverity on united states streets and more as im sure some of your fellow irish friends will describe to you... So why do we celibrate and live with this gimic of holoday? I have no idea but I will tell you I do share the pain of those irish people on this day. Although im not walking the streets in poverity I am writting this message and thats pretty broke isn’t it? and plus all else..... well just remember people. this is day of celibration for Irish independence... I think. and don’t ask cuz I don’t know. I’m itilian.

Okay so I barrowed hoggles hard drive and transfered files to my hard drive. I can't believe how fucked up my external 500gb hard drive is now. I mean, oh my science, if computers can't even transfer information from one external hard drive to another what the fuck are they good are they for? I mean we live in a world of this and that, shouldn't these fuckin scientists at least have our technology working? fuck...


BeefCake!

BEEFCAKE!!!

I just have to rave about this shit. I can't believe the internet. I mean jesus christ if I can download every album I could ever want why would I buy a cd!? Oh wait I still have to buy those to so I can burn the shit off my computer....but wait, back to the fuckin internet... The internet is fucking crazy yo. I mean I read some shit about how the government developed the internet n shit which is a really crazy thought... but yea, so I usually download all the new movies and stuff, usually... I find it incredible I mean shit dude I've downloaded like well over 100gigs of shit and I have to say, its really impressive how downloading and things really contribute to my happiness. Man, i've fuckin downloaded shit I though I would never here again and shit I will prolly never listen to.

But shit man.... Its fuckin crazy... like how fuckin abstract do I have to think at this pice of shit the internet?

Its really an outrage.... Not to mention how long it takes to actually download one of these fuckin torrent files... For those of you who aren't familiar with torrents there a fuckin piece of work. Okay, so I gatta go download some shit er whatever but thanks fir reading. as im shir the only reason yer reading this is because yer board like me and wonder what the fuck people actually have to say so badly that they would post there shit on internet anyway, but I appreciate the thought.

Okay so the holidays are not what they could be to some people but this year has gone pretty good.... Christmas came fast and is leaving faster but one thing we are left with are the gifts that last a lifetime.... You never know what your gonna get it like a box a chocolates but a lot more selective and exact... But at least you get the feeling of what your presents would be like should you not already know what they are... I don't know but every year takes me by surprise. Its the same winter pageants, the same christmas carols, the same christmas, but sometimes, it totally takes me by surprise I don't know...


Well merry christmas to all...

So much has happened in my life I just want to be thanful for I don't know where to begin. Okay let me thank my chicago Bulls Bears Hawks Sox And Cubs for the great games.

But really I'm thankful. There was this court case I had pending that is looking up and I will probobally be in school and learning within a matter of months.

This is amazing. I can't belieave it. Me back in collage in a program that will help me with the grade. I could not be happier.

It's like what 3 years since I've been in high-school and only now I have the support to finish collage. Amazing I tellz ya amazing.

Thinking years down the road is now possible. So Three cheers for Collage!

And cheers to you lovely reader, cheers to you...

Okay so I began smoking about four months ago. Now I smoke like every day. It's not intresting fasinating or unique it's just a discusting habbit. I want to quit but for scientific purposes I don't think I will. Other than that I have been downloading lots of drum n bass kraftwerk groove armada and daft punk. I find it intresting how I could go from the no smokeing outlook for so long to a smoking viewpoint... It absoultly baffles me. Right now I'm still working on getting back into school. Since I was kicked out of triton for no reason and now have pending coart case I wait until things improve on that end.

As for work... I applied at target hopefully I get a job there, thanks to my friend melissa props on that...
I was thinking of applying at dominos too with my sister helen delivering pizzas and shit...

I think I'm gonna go back to harold washington collage although I don't live in chicago and have no money not to mention my GPA is all messed up from classes in which they failed me for no reason, but thats looking like my only option.

Maby I could get some of those grades revised or some shit because of the cercomstances.

I'm so struck on funding and work at this point I am forced to apply for social security in hopes for a brighter tomarrow...


I don't plan on being on that for more than a few months in fact I hope to be off it as soon as possible. I just need to have the help to get established outside of home so I could have a little more of a possibilty to get a job and things like that...


I'm sure its only because I am still living with my parents that I have this issue. and theres no other way out because no one seems to be contacting me for jobs.

So until I'm independent it doesn't seam like I will have much of an opturnity to get work beyond the help of social security but thats just now of november 8th 2007.

Later I hope to actully get a job because I can work and technicially Im not disabled to the point where I could not work if I had the opturnity.


So all the being said... I guess thats it and I met some new people props to nikki michelle although I don't know why you won't let me be friends with you on myspace. fuckin' lizzie and all my boys alt-ctrl-del crnFNdog and all the others that I forget to mention...


My social life is fun.... I go out on friday nights usually and hang out with friends...

Other than that my life is pretty much boring. I watch a lot of movies and smoke a lot of cigarretts that I do no not promote to anyone.

thanks for reading my blog... check my next one it will be phat.

peace.


Joe