whoever said nice guys finish last wasn't one i bet,
because coming from one of them,
thats a lie.

Girls, take a look at him,
he's the "nice guy" or "just a friend"
always willing for a favor, always making you smile,
spending time, is always worth your while.

The question comes, a no from you,
I just want to be friends you say,
His heart sinks, by nature, he will accept it.

But every time he sees you,
he still feels the same,
loving every minute of you,
though he was left out in the rain.

last guys don't finish last,
can't you see?
I'm one of them,
take it from me...
nice guys don't even get to start.

Well, in division 2 sabre
I was seeded 158 out of 182 and went 2-4 in pools
The lower 20 percent of results were eliminated (36 people)
I ended up seeded 115 coming out of pools and fenced number 158
I won 15-12 keeping the 115 seed.
I then fenced the number 14 seed (just my luck)
I lost 15-8
not too bad, 115 of the country.

Then had lunch at hard rock cafe, that made up for how I was feeling afterwards(I expected better). I hope to do better in div3.

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Now its divison 3 sabre.
I started our 158 out of 194 people.
I went 4-2 in my pool giving me third there,
those results got me 78th out of the still 194 people.
I got a first round bye sending me straight into the second round of D.E.s
I lost my second round bout 15-7, I'm not particularly proud of that bout but, whatever, what can I do?

once again, 78th out of the nation, not too bad.

the world looks darker through dashboard confessional and bright eyes

 i confess that in 2005 i...

( ) stayed single the whole year.
(X) got your first kiss
(X) kissed someone new
(X) made-out for the first time
(X) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(X)kissed in the rain
(X) fell in love (still falling)
( ) fell in love with a idiot
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(X) had a good relationship with someone (and still have)
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(X) dated someone you'll never forget (and still am)
(X) done something you've regretted (doestnt everyone)
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL
(X) got a promotion
(X) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(X) met one teacher you really like
( ) met one teacher you really hated
(X) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) cut class
( ) skipped school
(X) got into a fight with a classmate (many verbal arguments about my beliefs in slays, tno physical)
(X) did something you were proud of
(X)discovered a new talent
(  )gave the teachers a reason to teach
( ) proved yourself an idiot
(X) embaressed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( )made a varsity team
(X) were involved in something you'll never forget (the comedy club that wasnt)
(X) got sent to the office (cell phone seizure)

OTHER
( )painted a picture
(X)wrote a poem (quite a few)
(X) ran a mile (beat my personal record, 6 miles!)
(X) listened to music you couldn't stand (rich girl-qwen stefani)
(X) double-dipped (whoops)
( )skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleepover
(X) went to camp (sharptop cove 2005)
(X) threw a surprise party (i was a distractor for chris nelson's)
(X) laughed till you cried
( )laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(X) visted a different state
(X) cooked a disasterous meal
( ) lost something (someone) important to you
(X) got a gift you adore (my weezer shirt from kait)
(X) realized something new about yourself
(X) went on a diet (vegetarian)
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
(X) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(X) went to a party
( ) drank alcohol
( ) drank alcohol underage
( ) did (a) drug(s)
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(X) read a great book (fight club)
(X) saw a great movie
(  )saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(X) saw your favorite band/artist live (mutemath, one of my favorites)
( )saw someone famous in person
(X) did something you want to tell everyone
(X) Enjoyed this year all over

Well, Quite a bit has happened since I last posted my friends, many moons ago was the last time. Anywho, I am now, well.....as of like, tuesday i think, going out with kait stinchcomb, who is awsome. On another, slightly different note, i saw RENT and Just Friends last night. It was fun, it was like sam ortiz, chris nelson, benji nelson (not related i think), ashley i forgot her last name, kait and I. RENT was spectacular, I loved it except some songs were turned into spoken parts and I didnt like how they did "Light My Candle" but overall it was awsome. Just Friends was funny, mosly physical humor and sex jokes/innuendos, not entirely my bag, but it meshed well to make a pretty funny, odd, but funny movie.
    Well, now Im reading Fight Club, which is awsome, and I highly reccomend if you liked the movie. On the other hand i would not reccoment it to you if your squeamish, becuase when Jack and Tyler are at Fight clubs, blood, guts and such. But I should be reading Rebecca, and I kinda dread reading it.
    But today was thanksgiving, and i had two dinners, one at each set of grandparents. The first was good, everybody likes my mothers parents, but the second, at my fathers parents, involved lots of what I call FFF, or forced family fun. Which means lots of awkward conversation until we eat what was leftover from the first meal and leave.

(wow i organized it into paragraphs *tries to pat self on back*  argh  *cant reach*  damn it *settles for a quiet "you go girl" to self*)