it has occured to me, over the 34 yrs that i've been alive, that there are certain
subject in life that many of us go through together.
i've heard over and over that insanity is doing the same thing or going about in the same pattern then expecting a different result. cartoons then by that definition
are insane. they basically have the same patterns and we watch them expecting a different story.

i looked it up and webster's says

in·san·i·ty

Pronunciation:

..in-ˈsa-nə-tē..

Function:

noun

Inflected Form(s):

plural in·san·i·ties

Date:

1590

I was on probation for a year until around Febuary this year. once I was off I decided that I wanted to drink and smoke weed again. I didn't smoke or drink where it affected my everyday walk. In fact I think it brought me closer to God.
Maybe a little too close.
On Saturday March 14, 2009 I felt a little tickle in my throat and realized that I was catching whatever Ericksen had been struggling with the past week.
when I got home I took some NyQuil TM and went to bed thinking of all the obligations I had for Sunday. When I woke up I felt sick but I figured I was well enough to go tho a baby shower and a friends b day party.
I got up to take a shower, turned on the water and thought I better get high so that I can forget about being sick throughout the day. As I waited for the water to warm up, I took three hits of this new pipe I just got and started feeling it right away. Three hits is nothing to me at this point but that was all I needed to start my journey.
As I got in the shower I felt myself getting a bit dizzy and gasping for air, so I tried to get over it but the more I did the more I felt myself fading away.
I knelt down in the tub and then found myself laying back with the water from the shower hitting my thighs. little by little I started feeling like I was about to leave this world. So like anyone about to die I started talking to God, I asked for forgiveness and let Him know that I was ready to be found dead in the shower.
Then I heard God talk back to me saying "so you're ready to die?" I said yeah and immediately I was engulfed in black and pain. not a hurting pain but a tingly kinda pain as if my soul was being removed from my body. As I started telling God how much I loved him, everything paused. I felt myself clenching on to life here on earth, he then asked me " you're scared arent you?" and I said yes. I knew that I  was scared to die but really who isn't ?
There is a fear of the unknown in all of us, I laughed as God put me back in my body and then the feeling of being left behind hit me. I started crying in a terrible scream at the top of my lungs as I felt that my life here was not done. after about ten minutes of incessant crying I started to vomit and coming out of my dream.
the water was freezing but I could not warm it up because my body wouldn't let me. I finally mustered up the strength to get up and finish my shower. And decided to quit smoking...
 
The moral of this story is, get right with God cause if he decides that he wants to talk to you... He's not gonna fuck around. 

first off we have a trip to florida coming up so that i can tattoo some people from the band "Fireflight".
check em out they are on my top list.
this trip is costing me
so for fund raising, i am giving a 20%off on any appointments made from now till mother's day, to anyone who says "God bless you in Florida". so book it up now! we will be leaving on the 7th to the 10th.

we are also coming up on our one year anniversary and are trying to do something cool for all you to celebrate with us.
any suggestions?

another thing we are trying to do is set up a recording on a tattoo show but with a little twist.
we have had some people want to help and i am still trying to figure out a meeting time.
i am looking for people to help me write, hold a camara, act and pretty much everything.
if you want to be a part it is all showcasing so, no i am not rich and paying.
but i think it's a good idea and we will all benefit.

TEAM HEART AND SOUL!!!!
a racing team is being formed inspired by the shops values.
and the values are YOU!
we love you all and it shows how much you love us.
so far we have had events where we are part of a punk rock show,
we participated in bike runs have been a part of pnm fundraisers for united way , a toy for tots with the edge and other things too.
now we have a race team?
kevin is heading this thing mostly by himself, (heart and soul racing) my top friend right now so request him to stay updated.
he might need some help so let us know if you want to join him somehow.
even five bucks for gas helps!

Guess who's wearing our shirts?
check out our merch! 15 dollahs for t's and 25 dollahs for hood-ies.( we are in the ghetto)
even yo mom wears them!


and last but not all my ninjas.
we saved a dog this week!!!
she is a young rednose pit, and she's very loving.
we will have pics of her up soon, her name is cindyrella, but we are calling her ella.
i call her ella ella eh!

let us know you love us and drop some comments.

we love you
May God watch over and protect you.
el santo,
oscar

we now have gift certificates and shirts available. come by and pick one up! either would make a great christmas present!

Hosted By: heart and soul
When: Sunday Nov 25, 2007
at 7:00 PM
Where: Heart and Soul Tattoo Studio
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there are some times when i get too carried away.
with my thoughts and my actions.why are people scared to be who they wanna be?
instead of getting carried away with this ideological way of thinking that they are not good enough to let loose.
but, who are those people because every one that i thought were those people are the ones who are freer in their minds,
i've never met anyone who i could not get to laugh.
but then again i am funny that way....

my point is God loves you for who you are not for who you are not

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Daily Bible Verse -- 5/23/07 - 1 Timothy 2:5-6 Category: Religion and Philosophy For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all men-the testimony given in its proper time. 1 Timothy 2:5-6 (NIV) Commentary 2:5 there is one God. There is no other way of salvation (Acts 4:12); hence there is the need to pray for the lost to come to know the one true God (cf. Deut. 4:35,39; 6:4; Is. 43:10; 44:6; 45:5,6,21,22; 46:9; 1 Cor. 8:4,6). Mediator. This refers to someone who intervenes between two parties to resolve a conflict or ratify a covenant. Jesus Christ is the only "Mediator" who can restore peace between God and sinners (Heb. 8:6; 9:15; 12:24). the Man Christ Jesus. The absence of the article before "Man" in the Gr. suggests the translation, "Christ Jesus, Himself a man." Only the perfect God-Man could bring God and man together. Cf. Job 9:32,33. 2:6 a ransom. This describes the result of Christ's substitutionary death for believers, which He did voluntarily (John 10:17,18) and reminds one of Christ's own statement in Matt. 20:28, "a ransom for many." The "all" is qualified by the "many." Not all will be ransomed (though His death would be sufficient), but only the many who believe by the work of the Holy Spirit and for whom the actual atonement was made. See note on 2 Pet. 3:9. Christ did not pay a ransom only; He became the object of God's just wrath in the believer's place-He died his death and bore his sin (cf. 2 Cor. 5:21; 1 Pet. 2:24). for all. This should be taken in two senses: 1) there are temporal benefits of the atonement that accrue to all men universally (see note on 4:10), and 2) Christ's death was sufficient to cover the sins of all people. Yet the substitutionary aspect of His death is applied to the elect alone (see above and notes on 2 Cor. 5:14-21). Christ's death is therefore unlimited in its sufficiency, but limited in its application. Because Christ's expiation of sin is indivisible, inexhaustible, and sufficient to cover the guilt of all the sins that will ever be committed, God can clearly offer it to all. Yet only the elect will respond and be saved, according to His eternal purpose (cf. John 17:12). in due time. At the proper time in God's redemptive plan (see note on Gal. 4:4).