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Thursday, July 16, 2009 
1.Total Depravity

Based on guilt this society thrives, as the world crumbles before our eyes
From the dawn of time it's been a slow decline, as we look for something we'll never find

WE destroy everything...

Searching for meaning in this empty life, holding to something that will keep us alive
We can't stop the clock, can't turn back time, as we look for something we'll never find

WE destroy everything...
WE destroy everything in sight

Now the earth is a wasteland
And the apocalypse breeds

As the smoke passes there's nothings left, this devastation will not be felt
Are we immune to what's become of this place, to late to change our destructive ways?

WE destroy everything...
WE destroy everything in sight

Too late to turn back time.

2. Dirt and Bones

The slums or the streets, you can't say that's free.
Everywhere I look, broken homes are all I see.
Their is no other way, I see no brighter days.
Another mans actions, that make you live this way.

Robbed of their homeland.
Removed from their mothers hands
Societys actions, that I just can't understand.

Dysfunction and poverty against my life of luxury.
While we live excess, not happy with anything less
greed fueled consumption, I don't need anymore
Keep getting rich and neglecting the poor.

Robbed of their homeland.
Removed from their mothers hands.
Societys actions, that I just can't understand.

Lie to their face but you can't erase history
Cover the past, it's no fucking mystery
You're taking a life when you're taking a name
So take what you get cos we won't forget.


3. Not At All

Walking towards  a definite end
Built on the foundations of the unknown
Nothing lies ahead in the near future
Any chance progress I'll ignore.
Can't bring myself to open my eyes
To run in circles, it's all a blur
Nothing I can find offers any hope
Everything new is just as before

Tell me if you think this is getting old.
Living this way is all i know
Tell me if you think this is getting old
I try my best but this is all I know

Can't focus where I can go
Reaching out for something but I can't take hold

My head in the sky, I dream I can fly
Float above the clouds and out of sight
Time passes by and I approach the light
not knowing what I've done with my life.
Can't see the future and I cant change time,
I cover my tracks, but its not hard to find.
Been told so many times that this is getting old.
I try to change but this is all I know

It will change with time but this is all I know
I've got nothing left to show.

4. Absolute Control

The way things are uncertainty now clouds my life
I can't see the future, I can't stall for time
Live my life day to day I don't feel alive
I hate this state of mind where I feel trapped inside

Let's separate fact from fiction, tell the truth from the lies.
The dirt that covers the surface, is fucking swept to the side
Equality don't mean a thing when we've hit the bottom line
You take everything we ever had to give and crush us into the grind.

You kill the weak to reach your goals
I can't wait to see your empire crash and fall
Sworn enemies of your own design
You wage your war on earth and control every side.

I can no longer tell who's in control or who's just bought and sold
Your power will be your own demise.

5. Overpower

Winter is here, now the last sun has set
I don't expect anything, I wont hold my breath
Used all my chances, I'll turn out the light
I'll blow out the candle that keeps me alive

Started with nothing, I've
got nothing left
I'm all alone, out in the cold
Still no place that I can call home

Stuck in the silence, I won't utter anything
The emptiness in me overpowers everything
I'd rather be numb than stuck with this misery
A constant reminder of what will never be (SO)

Bound by shackles that keep me in the fight
Trying to find the pieces of my mind
Abandon reason, I'm down for the count
There's no happiness here, not the life that I want for me

What do you want from me?
Is it so hard to believe
I can't find anything... anything to keep me here
And I've tried everything but it's never enough

Started with nothing, got nothing left
I'm all alone, out in the cold
Still no place that I can call home

Is it so hard to believe, I can't find anything.

6. Without a fight

The only change we gets a different face...
I see the truth behind the mask...
You take away our freedom as you march ahead
and we are lead towards...

our death, the only certainty that I see
in our destiny another nail hammered in history
as we fight for our security
our dreams will never be reality

Another city burns in front of me
I see you tighten your grip on humanity

and that's the only certainty that I see
in our destiny another nail hammered in history
as we fight for our security
our dreams will never be reality

Rather not know what they got in store for me
I know they're gonna get their way eventually
Mark my words I wont give so easily, fight...

Without a fight.

7. Hollow

An identity based on what you're told to buy,
self indulgent behavior to mask the fear inside,
don't want to be isolated or left behind,
As you live to consume, waste, pollute and die.

what your life lacks you could never buy

The mask you wear is such a weak disguise
I can still see your face through the cloud of lies
bite your tounge and swallow your pride
but  theres no satisfaction and this image dies

just a hollow shell nothing left inside


8. Suffer in Silence

There's no light ahead...

Growing tired of this pain and silence
I cant face today when I'm still faced with darkness
Years of torture, still a slave to your sick ways
Nothing can distort the truth will surface SOMEDAY

These tears I've known will one day be exposed

Your evil words are defended by my screams
Cries for help are silenced instantly
Childhood dreams that never grew
Remind me of the hell that I've lived through for SO LONG

These tears I've known will one day be exposed

These tears are all I've ever known
I wipe them from my face, the scars still show
This fear controls me constantly
Behind this mask of sanity.

9. 2012

Nothing but fear in our eyes
taught since birth, stuck in our minds
Another theory for us to live by
predict the future, stop the sands of time

I've heard this so many times before,
asteroid, the sun explodes
I don't know what to believe anymore
the calender ends, what happens next?

We're all sitting waiting for the world to end
A poetic fantasy leading to our death.
trying to plan some way to survive
next day thanking god you're alive.

Something's gonna fall from the sky
wipe out life, no one survives
It's happened before, will come again
judgement day, the world will end

I don't know what to believe anymore
I don't want to believe.

Before your eyes it's all come true,
thick black clouds line the sky once blue
The world collapses, the stars align
Reality hits as we reach the end
for all we know this is the end of time
For all we know this is the end

10. Nothing left

Once enlightened, it's you who's destroyed
If you can't find a prophecy to fill this void
When nothings changed will you be waiting
Or change you opinions on a daily basis?

Believe what you read and everything you see
Don't question a thing rejecting history
You know as much as I do about what's really out there
We can search for the truth but we're getting nowhere.

Could this be a game? I'd rather not think
Caught up in a cycle and watching us sink
Dedicating your life to a certain death
Counting down the days until there's nothing left.

Nothing. Left.

Live my days like I'm fucking blind,
Living in a haze, out of sight out of mind
Don't know what to expect and I don't really care
Half the shit I hear goes over my head

Only three more years until there's nothing left
Or nothing changes and the clock resets
So I'll sit and wait for the day you've numbered
Am I looking out for clouds and thunder?

Could this be a game? I'd rather not think
Caught up in a cycle and watching us sink
Dedicating your life to a certain death
Counting down the days until there's nothing left.

Believe what you read and everything you see
Won't question a thing rejecting history
You know as much as I do about what's really out there
We can search for truth but we can't run nowhere.

Search for truth in this
I don't find a thing
I still question it
I can't run from it.

Search...





Wednesday, January 30, 2008 
Sunday, October 28, 2007 

Current mood:  peaceful
Friday, September 14, 2007 
Unlock A Path

Another day, but it's all the same
Pressured in to all the shit I hate
It's an endless cycle I can't seem to break
No matter how much I fucking try
Going through life just dragging my feet
I can't keep up with what you expect of me
I'm breaking out, I got to find the key
Unlock a path to my own destiny

Facing up to something I can't change
The rest of my life is in front of my eyes
So many choices you expect me to make
I got to choose what path to take

As time runs out, I don't know what to believe
Choices to make? They're all the same to me
I won't let it bring me down or get the best of me
That's not the life I want to lead
It's my own life, I won't take the easy way out
Stand by my choices, no room for doubt
I know it's mapped out ahead of my time
But now my time's running out man
You've got to realise

Unlock a path to my destiny
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Blackout

This dark room's destroying my brain
Another minute here I'm going to go insane
Walls creep in as time ticks by
I've got to give my mind a chance to fly

I'm stuck inside, can't find the light
Cold and dark, I'm losing sight
I've got to find my own way out
Before the sun blacks me out

I see my last chance slipping away
Nothing left to make me want to stay
Don't want to spend my life fucking caged
No matter what I've got to find a way
--------------------------------------------

Free your mind

There's so much out there to bring you down
Self inflicted fate tears you to the ground
Got to use your head to stay on your feet
Before you get sucked in, victim of defeat
Life moves so fast it's all a fucking blur
And I'm still searching for peace
But where you're looking man, you're never going to find
These short-term cures cloud your mind

In the ways of the world today
It's so easy to stray away
You've got to free your mind

Nothing you have is permanent
Just like your dreams it fades away
But it's the perfect disguise for your hollow life
Jealousy and greed clouds your eyes
You look down on me with your closed mind
I've seen so many of your kind
So caught up, it's a waste of your own time
You can make a change or get left behind

In the ways of the world today
It's so easy to stray away
You've got to free your mind
From the world that keeps us blind

Got to free your mind from what destroys before there's no way back
Got to free your mind from a world of confusion that holds us back
Got to free your mind
From what destroys
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Waste Away

Remember the days when we were young
The simplest things brought the most fun
When we were young
We'd spend our days staring in to the sun
The future was so bright
We had so much in front of our eyes
Didn't think those days would end
I guess I expect too much from a so called friend

Nothing ever turns out like we planned
You gave up on the dreams you had

We both wound up at a different place
I didn't want things to work out this way
You're lying empty with such a blank look on your face
You can try and mask it, but you can't escape your fate
There's no way back from the person you became


As the wind changes and you're stuck this way
Lying helpless to just waste away
I can't help but think how we've lost our place
So much to nothing in just a few days

Counting down the days
Got to accept your fate
Such a fucking waste
A life you've gone and drained

Can't mask it now.
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Only Way Out

Never felt the need to belong
Can't identify when I feel so alone
Searching for a chance to get away
We can find our own way to escape
I won't give in to some fantasy
I know I've got to face up to reality
Don't have to live like I'm in fucking hell
I've got to make the most of the hand I was dealt

My only way out
Finding peace of mind

Living for myself, no one else to please
Can't dedicate my life to something I can't see
I know I've got one thing that pulls me through
The darkest of days and the worst of my moods
You say things are changing, heading for the worse
You can open your eyes and try escape this curse
This separates me from the rest of the Earth
That's your world

My only way out
Finding peace of mind
Escaping a world.
That's not fucking mine

Days turn to years and why am I still here?
Left on my own to face my fucking fears
Feels like I'm the last one left
To watch this world come crashing down.