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Nicole Wolf


Last Updated: 11/25/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 15

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October 19, 2009 - Monday 
here we are
dear old friend
at the end
of the very end

so let's take it slow
and try not to cry
even if you and I,
so hate goodbyes

standing at the station
kissing you away
i can't stand to watch
with all the things i need to say

spilling over my eyes
blotting them with tears
and you can't stand
to just leave me here

you can't stand
to see me cry
and so you won't
say goodbye

no not yet
you insist
but you and I know,
that we can't resist

the change in tide
or the wane of the moon
the fact that we will all
go very very soon

maybe tomorrow,
i'll wait for the train
and maybe you'll be there
standing in the rain

not to say goodbye
but to open your arms
embrace me
and rescue me from all harm.
October 6, 2009 - Tuesday 
This is getting seriously ridiculous. all of this.

the people, the places,
the same decrepit faces.
and i wanna go home, but it seems so far.
and i can't see through the windshield because my eyes are so marred.

stitched shut, blacked out,
gouged from their sockets. hanging by threads
black hole center, bleeding deep, deep red.

i'm going on, though i thought i couldn't
i'm leaving you behind even if i said i wouldn't.
because it's been so long since i could feel
and i am so sick and tired of trying to deal

with all of the shit you put on me.
trying to degrade me so i wouldn't leave
well i've grown wings and flown away
gone for good, come what may.

not able to turn back,
not able to see
but that's alright
because i'm finally free.


well, as i don't know where that came from, i would still hope you comment or kudos if you read it because i've been very emotional and depressed lately and could use the support of anyone. thankies to all if you took the time to read it.
June 21, 2009 - Sunday 
For Anyone who didn't get the memo, we have officially moved!!!

here's our home page:

www.ringmastertr.webs.com/

click it, bitch.

Oh, this is Alex< SCREW YOU CHINA! itll be in the blog.
June 7, 2009 - Sunday 
Holy Hell i hate myspace. Alex and i were talking about writing a blog together every Sunday. we had a whole page and it went WHOOSH!!! right down the drain. lol, inside joke.

so, as i was saying, Alex and i are now sharing a myspace, thus, a blog. every Sunday, we are going to write a blog entitled....well, we didn't get that far. (I think we should call it the Bible. or at least Holy Hell. i liked that one.)

Well, I think that name's alright, but personally, I like the title The Random. cuz that's pretty much what it'll be. But we will have an advice column.

ahh, i might want to tell them what the paper includes.
so far, an advice column, a weekly summary, a status report on life, a suggestions box, something funny, something artsy, and, and, something completely random for the week!! i think that's fair. if you have name suggestions, please tell us.

Please forgive me if I add in dead animals made out of various characters located on the keyboard.. ( *<

poor ducky...

I SEE THE DUCK!! OMFG!!!

and without further adue, i bring you, the first additions of the... ummm...blog paper!!!
June 5, 2009 - Friday 
So, i had one of those days where you just sit around and think. i came up with a list of the pros and cons of boobs.

Pros:
1. guys(and some chicks)love boobs.
2. they're squishy like play-dough
3. Easy entertainment for the easily entertained
4. one more thing to feel good about
5. make great accessories.

cons:
1. some people can't see their feet
2. guys love boobs
3. the amount of clothing you can't fit into.
4. when you think your boobs aren't perfect.
5. they bounce when you run/jump/work out

on another note, i need some ideas for summer projects. whatever it is, let me know. if i do it, i'll blog it.

i already made a mural that says Hate horiziontally and Love vertically with the two connecting at the E.
(Shintelle, i dedicated it to you in a way.)