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"The Phenominal" DC Richardson

D.C. Richardson


Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 22
Sign: Sagittarius

City: Rocky Mount
State: North Carolina
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/4/2007

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August 11, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  pure
Category: Writing and Poetry

At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through,

Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you.

I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key,

Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be.

When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face,

You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place.

You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me,

But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free.

You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change,

Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange.

It's as if you were cut right out of a spell cast upon my heart,

Because the crazy thing about it is, I've loved you from the start.

No one in this wide world could touch the feelings we share;

To the seconds I spend with you, nothing can compare.

You've opened my eyes and heart just enough and let me live,

You've changed my world with magic and the kindness that you give.

My heart was broken, and I thought love was so far away,

But you came into my life and showed me a better day.

Like crystal clear blue waters or a magical sunset,

That moment speaks a thousand words to which no price can be met.

I wish I could just stop time and spend the whole night in your eyes,

For when I'm with you there's a feeling even I cannot describe.

Although my heart holds painful memories that will never be erased,

You touch me with a love so strong it hides that lonely place.

Heartbreak, loss and misery were all I ever knew,

Until someone showed me happiness and that someone was you.

Your gentle words and loving arms lift me up when I am down,

And, baby, with all you've done for me you've turned my world around.

Your love is so consistent, like the waves that break on shore,

And with every day my love for you still grows, just more and more.

When broken dreams still fill my days and nothings going right,

You reassure me with your smile and give me back my sight.

You sweep a spell across my heart, like a breeze across the sea,

And you fill my world with beautiful dreams & feelings meant to be.

The way you live, the way you love and even so much more,

With every smile that you give, you're all I could ask for.

You are in every breath I take and in every tear I cry,

You're in every star I wish upon up in the lonely sky.

Every day with you is heaven, like an angel from above,

A million magic moments sent- to give you all my love.

You are living proof that prayers and dreams really do come true,

And I thank God for that special day he blessed my heart with you.

I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul,

the rest of my life, I'll be touched with a feeling no one can control.

Fate, destiny or magic may be the reason that we met,

But all I know is the days with you I never will forget.

Until the day I found you I never knew a love so true,

But from today until eternity I swear I'll be loving you

August 11, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

One moment here, the next it's gone

No one knows just what happens

Or where it goes

It just all fades away

Like fleeting memories of a distant dream

But life tends to prove this wrong

Life is strange, one minute living the next your not

It just all fades away

Don't ask why. Don't ask how.

For with an answer, I'm cast out

I don't belong without a doubt

It just all fades away

Why am I here, when can I leave

Right now, the next day

Like autumn leaves

It just all fades away

With something new we seem to care

But with time, our interest dims

As does the flame of life

It just all fades away

I now leave this place

The world moves on and my time has come

If you read these last words then heed my warning

Nothing ever stays the same

But in this message lies a truth

It just all fades away

July 31, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry

Well, it's been quite a while since I've written an actual blog and posted it. I guess that would be due to the fact that I'm not the most open person, when it comes to my feelings. To be honest, I'm not even sure how I feel now. The past two months have been very testing for me. My legs feel like toothpicks due to my knees hurting everyday. My mom is hurting alot and as a result its hurting me. I worry about her everyday because I'm lucky enough to still have such a wonderful person in my life. Though I'm very happy with her, my girlfriend and I have been having problems. I really don't know what to do about that. I'm having a very hard time deciding on what school I want to go to. I've decided that cooking is something that would be good for me. It makes me happy to cook for others and just put a smile on their face. (No, Dark Knight fanatics. I don't line my food with razor blades so people end up like the Joker.)

Personally things like this would never get me down, but when they all get thrown at me at one time...life tends to dropkick you in the chest and then do jumpingjacks on top of it. My main thing is that whatever school I choose to go to, I will be moving away for a while. I know that it's JUST Rocky Mount and I want, more than anything else, to get the hell outta this place. I mean, who in their right mind would want to stay in a place where they think its a good idea to build a suckyass grocery store across from a mall that's ALREADY across from WAL-MART, Target, K-MART, and just about every fastfood restaurant in Rocky Mount. And to top it all off...they decide that since Rocky Mount is "the place to be," they're gonna build more banks because their is SO MUCH money floating around RM. This is the same city where you have to stab ur own grandmother in the back just to get a job interview. Anyway, I'm getting way off topic. What I am saying is that I may decide to move to Ashboro, Durham, Charlotte, or Raleigh. Hell, I may even move to Florida or Virginia. At the end of the day, I have to learn to start doing what's best for me and my future, and that means sacrifices have to be made and people will have to be forgotten. I treasure my friends more than anything else in this world, and the one's who are truly my friends will support me in any decision i should make and not try to come up with countless reasons as to why I shouldn't do this or that. Regardless of whatever problems me and my girlfriend may be having she should support me without a second thought because she knows that by doing this, I'm trying to better myself and OUR future. If not, well, its been fun.

I really appreciate all of you who read this. We may not have the best relationship and we may not speak very often, if at all, but I have not stopped calling you my friend or thinking and praying for you. I love each and everyone of you and I will always be here to support you no matter what. Whether you need someone to talk to or just need a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for your time and i PRAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED DAY!!!

July 2, 2008 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  adventurous
Category: Music

It's not a play and nor a game
Cause we were born a ruthless fool
Who can explain the reason "why" ?
Through thick and then is what diserves
The setting, we can justify
Who needs the mercy
Come and try...

Don't care how you feel
Just don't want to let you down
I can feel my heart cry !

No way to escape that !
No time for set-back
No tears to throw down
No fears to softly throw this fight !
And heaven only knows
Am I a fool ?
Some battles waning here, but the winner takes it all
'Till all's falling down
Nobody knows
The winner takes it all
Over, over...

Could've been ! 9X


No winner standing face to face
That's something we can live and learn
Another stable future...
Could've been !
Could've been !
Frim this fight !
Who didn't play to gain a why ?
No matter would you compromises
Who didn't play to gain a why ?
No matter would you...
From this fight !

No way to escape that !
No time for set-back
No tears to throw down
No fears to softly throw this fight !
And heaven only knows
Am I a fool ?
Some battles waning here, but the winner takes it all
'Till all's falling down
Nobody knows
The winner takes it all
Over !

June 19, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  stoked
Category: Music
You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved me
You would've endured my world

Well you're just as I presumed
A whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if so here we stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

You stormed off to scar the armada
Like Jesus played letter,
I'll drill through your hands
The stone for the curse you have blamed me
With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep
But if you could just write me out
To neverless wonder... happy will I become
Be true that this is no option,
So with sin I condemn you
Demon play, demon out!

Hang on to the glory at my right hand
Here laid to rest is our love ever longed
With truth on the shores of compassion
You seem to take premise to all of these songs

One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
I'd do anything for you
One last kiss for you
One more wish to you
Please make up your mind girl...
Before I hope you die
June 11, 2008 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  blah
Category: Music
Un-gravitify
by Cashell


In no way any other way will do
Fly, ride, any weather, nothing new, in blue

Speeding in a stream with a sense that no on else can define
Floating as a cream, in a bliss that you no longer feel time

Right through gravity
Just right through what earth planned
Right through gravity
Right through, now, let them loose

Ride through gravity
For all that's not, falls down
Right through anomalies
With one worth believing in

All within the speed of a light that one will fight to command

Just maybe ready never, still we do
For none is ever better, win or lose it all

Beaming just to be on a path that's set to shatter the grounds
Although it's but a dream, but in dreams are where the nevers are found

Rise and let go
Uprise until unbound
Keep rising, evermore
Let all go, let them loose

Ride and let go
In light in which sun drowns
Break and make it all
Don't stand down, against the rules

Don't stand down, break through
Through light in which sun drowns
Don't stand down, break through
Let all go, break them loose

Right through gravity
Just right through what earth planned
Right through gravity
Right through, now, let them loose

Ride through gravity
For all that's not, falls down
Right through anomalies
With one worth believing in

With one worth believing in
With one worth believing in

Just ride on until it's through
May 29, 2008 - Thursday 

Current mood:  enlightened
Category: Music
Sometimes I lie awake at night and wait
The shadows changing on the hollow wall
And moonlight streaming through my windowpane
Leaves me cold, under the shroud of nightfall

You're there beside me in my deepest dreams
A ghost of all the weight I feel within
And floating endlessly, my heart believes
That we are one, ready to touch, to begin

Imagine how your lips would taste on mine
And how your breath would feel against my eyes
My heart is racing for the millionth time
Don't let go of this thought, otherwise

There's a haze, a feeling that I get with you
And this hand won't let go
Lead me, show me just how love's supposed to feel
So that I won't be dreaming...
May 24, 2008 - Saturday 

Current mood:  bored
Category: Music

I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They talk to me!

You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate

I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that's drying
I feel the tension rising

[Chorus]

I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand

They talk to me, they talk to me

They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you

They talk to me. (x3)

All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars

I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faith has fallen
September 24, 2007 - Monday 

Current mood:  content
Category: Music
I know you'll be there
To see the tables turning
Wake up tomorrow
And watch the bridges burning

(Pre-chorus)
I can see
I can see it in your eyes
I can feel
I can feel it in my mind
I don't care
I don't care if you realize
What you see
What you see in my eyes

(Chorus)
I'm over me being under you
I'm breaking free I'm breaking through
I've overcome all I'm underneath
I can finally stand
I can finally breathe

Remember when we
First had the thought of living
A perfect picture
But I did all the giving
Gave up my passions
To try to make you happy
The joke is over
And I'll do all the laughing
September 16, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  calm
Category: Music
A nebula rising above
From the black of decieving lies
A new star is born now he brings you to light
with his hands untied

They tried so hard to follow, but no-one cared
Inside you're all so hollow, you understand

Hey, nothing you can say (say), nothing gonna change what you've done to me
Now it's time to shine (shine), I'm gonna take what's mine
While you're burning inside my light

I gave and you take
And I waited for you but I made a mistake
It's clear that you're fear is so near me
because I see the look on you're face

You tried to hold me under, I held my breath


Alone and now you wonder, What I posess

Hey, nothing you can say (say), nothing's gonna change what you've done to me
Now it's time to shine (shine), you're gonna burn in my light
Hey, nothing you can say, nothing's gonna change what you've done to me
Now it's time to shine, I'm gonna take what's mine
While you're burning inside my light

Hey, (hey) nothing you can say, (hey) nothing's gonna change what you've done to me (hey)
Now it's time to shine, I'm gonna take what's mine.... take what's mine

Hey, (hey) nothing you can say, (hey) nothing's gonna change what you've done to me (hey)
Now it's time to shine, I'm gonna take what's mine

You're gonna burn in my light

Burn in my light