Im sitting here at my desk wondering why:
Do we all make stupid mistakes, then wish we had done things different.
Do we wish we could forget about all the wrong that has been done to us and move on.
Do we ever think about getting back with our ex's.
Ever wish we were back with our ex's.
Ever wonder why things have to change, and why it hurts so bad when someone doesn't understand how much you really care.
Do we ever stop to think that when the day is done that in some way, some how we maybe hurting someone just as bad as we have been hurt.
I know my Mother is not going to like this, but I have to say it....
If I could go back and change anything in my life I would still be with Scott, not that I still care for him, but I would be with my kids. Right now that is all I think about, my kids. I LOVE all my kids but I have seen how much my two here were hurt by me not being here for them, and I can't let that happen again. So I would do anything to make their life a good life, the kind life that they need. It broke my heart when I went to SC in July and my son DaQuan cried until he was weak, and all because he wanted to come home with me, they all did. It's sad when the littlest gifts in life are hurt by selfish adults. How can you truly say you love your kids and then keep them from the other half of themselves? It does not matter because you are black and I am white, WE made those childern out of love. So can't you plaese love them enough to give them the life and Love that they need to live a healthy life? Just remember that there is coming a day when you will have to answer for everything you do in this life, and I hope that you understand that it maybe to late then. All my thoughts and prayers go out to you that you will open your eyes and see what you are doing.