What do you think? Should I send this?

LETTER:

We are boycotting the letter p. Understand that we are not boycotting the letter p, which comes after the letter o in our alphabet. But we are boycotting p, and using the actual letter p to represent the letter p. Far too long has this letter plagued our language! It is a rogue element among other, decent letters. It leads to words like pueer and pueen and terrible names like Puincy. From what we understand, there is even a nation of Patar.

These are bad words. They sound far too regal in a democracy like ours. We want freedom, not the tyrannical reign of "p" words, which can be dangerously puizzical in times of terror such as we now face. The use of the letter p even helps some dissidents to puestion our President.

The time is now for rogue letter p to puake in its boots, and cover itself well with puilts. The puill scratches of the past are no longer tolerable! It is a new era for the American Alphabet. We must make it decidedly ours. This is puintessential, PED.

We must be at the front guard in the war on languages, ever purifying, ever refining. We can no longer puaff the presence of p. It is no Puaker gun. So please us me in saying "Save the Language, Oust P."

Puality of Language Preservers

H. White, Espuire

I have just rediscovered my calling in life, my true nature.

You see, people, I AM Salvador Dali. It is a great burden to know that I am the reincarnation of the worlds greatest genuis.

But you don't paint, and your art when produced is not like his, you say... well, this is where you are wrong. All my art is Morphologically Dalis. For example, "Bringing Babe to Sea", which is my current avatar is the paranoid vision of Sappho, but is also a reminder of Dali's sister leaning out the window. Or, I should say, my dear sister.

 

PRAISE MY GENUIS.

I thought I should make a few mentions of more shit going down bcause of a racist/nationalist state.

Despite Colin Powell's admittance that "It is not anti-semetic to criticize the policies of Israel", It is Anti-Semetic to Criticize the Policies of Israel according to our favorite token, Condi Rice. "No state is going to sit and allow rockets to be fired into its country and not defend its citizens," she is quoted as saying in the article. Unless, of course, that state is occupied Palestine. They don't count, apparently. Besides, war is good policy.

Meanwhile, our army is gearing up for that "unexistent" Vietnamization. It's a good thing I'm of questionable sexuality-- though stop gap won't look at that. I wouldn't have signed those SS papers (selective services) but I like being able to vote.

Israel, of course, planned the attack and kidnap of those persons in power in Palestine well beforeone soldier went missing. Read carefully, and see the plan had been approved several weeks ago.

And finally, for this post at least, I want to remind everyone that the Israeli soldiers were on theLebanese side of the border.

I just thought the message should spread.

Why I Could Never Recognize The State of Israel



READ THIS IF YOU CARE ABOUT THE TRULY SHIT ON.

PLease enjoy a collection of photos from Israel's war of agression.
With Newt Gingrich saying we need to fight in this WWIII,
even though Israel is the country violating international laws and UN resolutions.
Why? All becuase the US vetoes everything that is inconvenient to Israel.
Don't believe me? Here are the resolutions the UN has passed conerning Occupied Palestine.
Funny thing, the US Vetoing anything that suggests Israel isn't such a heroic place.
The great George Galloway has a lot to say.
I must repeat again that a wall sperating people becuase it's "bad" for them to mix and see we're all just people, is Apartheid in no uncertain terms.
And we must understand that Israel started the current violence, and Palestine did not ask for it-- not to mention Israel's bombing of building the soldier they claim to be looking for might be placed in-- as children were bombed while on the Beach. This is the same government (Israel) that runs incredible, sickening, Child Prisons.
Hilarly Clinton and Elie "Makes things up" Wiesel of course are cheerleading israels agressive invasion of Lebanon and of course, Gaza.
The point is this-- it is neither Palestine or Lebanons fault, both taking military action becuase of threats to their well being by a neostate created by a group of racists.
(And Here. And Here.) Let's face it, Israel just moved the rightful inhabitants of the place becuase they claimed they'd been forced out. Bullshit-- they moved, as groups of people are bound to do. And the "uncultured" philistines/Palestinians went on living as they had, keeping their land. Their land. And who doesn't fight for their property?And by the wya, shouldn't a group of people, discrimnated against for the longest time, decide that their best interests would be served by defending those impoverished minorities? Instead of killing them?
I guess not, when you can use US funds to pay for cool war gadgets like Nuclear Tipped Harpoons.

disclaimer: I started out as an american supporting israel, buut modern events as I grew up have shown me that they are nationalist racists. People suggest rachel corrie was a terrorist for standing up to a bulldozer collectively punishing the palestinians. Alan Rickman and I know she's a hero. Not that they want you to learn about it.
and if you suggest she's a hero, you get yelled down by her 'terrorist' actions-- burning the us flag (political speech) and standing in front of a bulldozer about to crush the homes of whole family units. It goes to show, the thickest blood is from Israel. slowly and surely, and not without some resistence, I became very anti-israel. I even got a 'you're not wrong' from a jewish friend who talked about the horror of having to spend time in a camp that went rah rah for israel. the final straw was when I had to give a religion paper-- mine was fine, on the religion of shinto. I love the weddings. But a black friend wanted to study Islam. Unfortunately, since this was a group project, a bunch of jewish american princess pro-israel girls heade the project, and insisted sucidie bombing wast he whole picture. my friend wrote about the traditions from a positive point of view-- they cut his contribution out of the project, and went with the all arabas are muslim are terrorist theory. I of course then got into a verbal sparring match about the rights of invaded peoples. I realized israel doesn't need any help-- and the invaded and displaced palestine, punished for the atrocities of the germans (as the president of Iran put it) became and continues to become my root cause. In fact, this is the thing that probably inspired me most of all towards what I am trying to do with education-- put it to use to help the truly downtrodden. That considered, most of these sites could be called 'agenda' oriented. But the fact remains is they are researched.

more information

Depressed Yet?

two more... things.

Noam Chomsky interviewed about Israel's illegal actions.
 one of those anti Jewish state pro Jewish homeland people.
 The analysis is very good, over all. But I strongly suggest Israel is more in control than the US.
 Consider, in fact, the controversy over something that makes sense: there is an Israeli lobby in the US.

And Canadian citizens are targeted by Israel. Combine with the two deaths of Germans, and the attack on an egyptian ship operating in international waters.

You know, out of all the suicides and suicide fakes, I never doubted that Dr. Gonzo blast his brains out. Maybe this is part of the reason why. That scandal has been suggested as not actually having ended. I mean Boystown. The other reason is obvious: the world is now, as it has ever been, run by what most would call "evil" should they believe in religion/spirituality. I don't but the world is a very unpleasent place-- it is no wonder, to me, that one might choose to decompose underground instead of wait for the third world war around.

And finally: Have a Wonderful Day-- A Wish from the IDF

unpleasent, isn't it? This is the cost of nationalism.

So, let us all review the project places I am working on-- and where my excelling work might arise.

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Of course, DeviantArt: Surrealmod has its share of writings as well as painting and digital works. Some are very old and childish.

Collected Works of E. Steele is just that, an archive of works, made available for the most part to the public.

Instead of begging for money, I produce stuff no one wants to buy. But on the off chance that you do-- and all money I make will go mainly to sandwhiches, head over to Lulu and make a selection from the books-- both juvenalia and new endeavours.

And of course, if you must, there is my whiny emo page, at LJ.

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Oh yes, don't forget to add my new musical expiriment in story shifting, Harbinger's of Sharon's Coma

I had a really shitty day. Of course, the begining was my fault-- I didn't go to sleep until like three. Then I didn't get up until about an hour before class. And I had to bike down in the pissing rain. I mean, literally pissing. People didn't think-- becuase they were safe in their shitty cars, it was that bad. But it was. I got soaked all the way through, and shivered/slept through my first class. I stayed awake during the second class only becuase it is the one class that interests me most out of those I am taking. Then I had some time to kill, and given the money I'm supposed to use to eat for the week, I bought another CD. I bought Pearl Jam monday, and Sonic Youth's Rather Ripped tuesday. Today I bought 10,000 Days, the Tool album-- despite my never really listening to them before. I have it on good and reliable word they are good and am not dissapointed yet. Tomorrow, I will round out my new music purchasing with some blues-- Joe Bonamassa has a newer album out. Oh, and I had to get shitty stagg chili for lunch instead of Cup Noodles becuase some little shit in drivers ed got to the store before me, and fuck if I was gonna go anywhere else. At least I remembered to take my medicine today, otherwise I swear I'da just flung myself in a ditch. The one other good thing, though, is I finished writing in my journal, and must now move onto the the one I picked up at the country fair. No, it's not leather, which I would have loved-- but for the price it's fairly good.
Oh yeah, and my ass hurts.
I'm just gonna chalk today up to crap and loose myself in some episodes of CLONE HIGH.

I really like the new A-F album. And so instead of getting a torrent, I'm actually gonna go to the store and buy it... despite the fact they "sold-out" according to a few people. Very intelligent lyrics, though. I especially like the refrain from 1 Trillion Dollar$... "Fuck the World". Maybe with people like this I can feel some hope for humanity. I don't count on it though.

Drone on and on like a long

Lecture hall

And you see we find ourselves

Hated hatred in the fall

 

Typing out day after day

Typing living

Breathing gray after gray

 

And now I know Ive had enough

Im done

Thats it

No more for me

Of this stuff

Im done

Thats it

Ive had enough

I know now that I have had enough

 

Typing out day after day

Typing living

Loving hating

Eating baiting

Typing out day after day

Breathing gray after gray

 

Drone on

Drone on

Drone on

 

Thats it though

Im done I have

Known I know I must

Move on and scream

I got to get out

I have wanted to

Scream

Love

Hate

Scream

All along

 

Drone on

Drone on

I gotta get out of the hive mind

March on up to the man

Get the paycheck for this week

Stuff the shit in his hand

 

I cant take you

I cant at all

Watch me flip off

Watch my fall

 

Hell and hail and brimstone

Back and forth like birds

Shouts echo through the building

Simply more than words

 

And I gotta get out

I gotta get out

Just gotta leave now

 

You can take it man

Hard as you can

Grab it and shove

Just a little bit of love

Might be tactful but no one

Needs that all

Anymore

 

I gotta get out of the hive mind

Leave this nine to five behind

Before I die and thats too kind

My soul is boxed up into blind

 

I gotta get out

I gotta get out

Just gotta leave now

 

Cheap little flirt skirt

Second half of life

Something like ten years

Something like a wife

Something like love

Or something like lust

Something like I always knew

This would be a bust

This would be a bust

 

Secretary slut

Like a worse off job

I bet she fucks the boss

What a shit slob

 

Cheap little flirt skirt

Got it coming yes here

Cheap little slit slut

Come up to her ears

Filled by men

On the weekends

That just isnt me

Cheap little flirt skirt

Cheap little whore

Mother of no children yet

And life is a bore

I swear shes a whore

I swear shes a whore

 

Swallow it

Swallow it

Swallow it down

Get a pint and pass it on

Swallow it

Swallow it

Swallow it down

Get in the car & drive through town

 

You get buzzed

You get fucked

You get all shit up

And you feel oh so great

 

Swerve

round the curve

Make it home live this time

Crash into the door

Thats fate

 

Settle down on the couch

Have another sip

Sink your ass in

Turn on TV, have a shit

 

And then she walks on in.

 

The shit hits the walls

& around we go

Through the winter

And the black and snow

Like a storm

We are warned

But we cant go

Blow blow blow

The top comes off the volcano

 

& Im black

& Im blue

And I throw back a shoe

& Im scared

& shes scared

Wouldnt you?

& we hate

& its fate

And I leave the shrew

 

Now Im walking out on the beach

Everything is in reach

And what oh what

And what oh what

And what oh what can we do?

 

And I dont hear the beeping yet

But a shiver and a shimmer of regret

Something in the back of my mind

And shit fuck cunt

I see I left my wallet and my key behind

 

Go back to the mountain

To the dragon

To the drag

See what all you could fit

All the shit

Back into the bag

 

And you go to the house

It was yours you know

Bought it & paid

But off you go

 

The police gonna get you

The police gonna find

Never believe man over woman

Always believe the lie

 

The police gonna get you

Abuse & trespass

Never mind it should be you

Throw the chick on her ass

 

The police gonna get you

Damn that handcuff hurt

The police gonna get you

The police gonna get you

Face down in the dirt

 

Fucked

Into the slammed

Fucked

Like a hammer

Fucked fucked fucked

 

Fucked

Into the slammer

Fucked

Like a hammer

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fucked

 

Every which way you get fucked every way

Every which way you get fucked

Up in the bank she gets the money

That was sposed to be mine

And Im doing all kindsa shitty time

Every which way you fucked every way

Every which way you get fucked

 

You dropped the soap

You dropped the soap

You dropped the soap

You dropped the soap

 

Oh shit!

 

Got nothing now

Got nothing on me

Let out

Served too long

But now Im free

Who am I

What is this

What can I be?

What can I be?

 

I gotta get down

To the beach

Gotta get down

Find my soul or reality

 

Beach

Beach beach beach

Beach beach beach beach beach

Beach

 

Pouring water over reality

See what I can see in the sea

Where oh how and what to be

A thousand notes fly through to me

A symphony

No cacophony

Simply sitting alone

Wishing for a home

Drown I lovely

 

Pouring over water

Wishing for some rain

The violin is tuning up

And love killed a refrain

 

Drown I Deaths Great and Lovely Water

 

I could hear

Them playing it

Every year

 

I could hear

Them tuning up

The love hate fear

 

I could hear

I could hear

I could hear

 

And the timpani booms

The rose blooms

Down down down

Bubbles and corals

Into sailors tombs

 

Drown I Deaths Great and Lovely Water

Water

Water

 

Rush over me

 

Water

Water

Water

 

Set me free

Let me be

Reality

Insanity

Where are we?

 

Leave me the fuck alone

The deadness of the sea

The calmness that I see

Or the raging it can be

Im just trying to get home

 

Get your ass out of here

Let them fuck you up you queer

In the pen youd be a dear

So get the fuck on out of here

 

But I I I

Just cant die

What is there to do

I wish I knew

 

I I I

Cant let myself die

Something calling me

Puller let me free

 

I I I

Just move on on

I I I

Cant help but trudge along

 

Fanfare

Fanfare

Fanfare

And a dozen tv vans

Oooh shit

I got fans

 

Fanfare

Fanfare

You dont wanna

Ever be there

Fanfare

Fanfare

Fanfare

 

People are following me

Fuck hem I cant get free

The world is dragging me down

Spinning me round

 

People follow me

As I wade through sand and sea

I just keep gettin on

Hey, leave it to me

 

People following

All ages and stuff

People following

The news pulled

 

People following

Days or hours

People following

Like I had some kinda

Yogi shit powers

 

People following

Yes yes yes

People following

Makes me depressed

 

But I like the food they give me

I like to eat

I like to live

For now, I guess, I guess

 

Taboos Journal

Have a discovery

Ready to learn about it?

Its a new walking wonder

Better than ever

Going up the beach

What does he want to reach?

 

He gives us a small interview

What can we do?

What can we do?

 

Hey boy

Why do you

Do what you do

Do what you do

 

This

Is

A

Pilgrimage

I guess

Like

The

Kind

All

Good people

Take

Well

Thats

My guess

 

You heard it here first

With exclusive photos

Remember to buy

Lots & lots

Of our tabloid shit

You people who do

What kinda idiots are you?

Who knows?

Who knows?

 

Beach

Beach beach beach

Beach beach beach beach beach

Beach

[Spoken]

Sand stretches out

Ever before me

Look inside myself

See blackness

I deplore me

 

Moons Special Report

Here to report

Guns in the mid east report

But this we report

 

No school shooting

Conspiracy theory

We have this boy

Oh hes a deary

 

We got interview rights

And hes in our sights

Inspires the nation

Or, tell us man,

Is that an exaggeration

Of what you set out to do

Set out to do

 

Well you saw it all now

Man have a cow

He just wont talk

Only say a few words

Stuff we already heard

 

He Keeps walking

(He keeps walking)

Our headline

He aint talking

(he aint talking)

 

You heard it here first

With exclusive photos

Remember to buy

Lots & lots

Of our tabloid shit

You people who do

What kinda idiots are you?

Who knows?

Who knows?

Beach

Beach beach beach

Beach beach beach beach beach

Beach

 

It stretches on for miles

He crosses state lines in a while

Yeah yeah yeah

 

Yeah yeah yeah

The magic man of the beach

 

Magical man of the beach

And the stars then come down to reach

Me

Magical man of the beach

Some vision of goddesses does reach

You see

 

Shes a magical type of girl

Who makes me not hate life so much

 

At first I thought that she

Was just out to be

Like everyone else, to harass me

But now I know she aint such

 

Theres a feeling

And it sets my heart reeling

Tipping over and dancing around

In my delirium some hope I found

 

But I just cant speak

I just cant speak

They havent let me alone

Im the story of the week

 

And though I feel weak

When shes near

And her voice

Makes everything dear

 

I cant speak

This love in my hear

This love I feel for her

This love, right here

They just want a scandal

Nothing I can handle

But her scent is so close

Its maddening almost

 

I cant speak

Im still

Im still

Im still

The story of the week

 

The darkness of night makes it alright

No one is around courage Ive found

I find her sleeping next to me

Crawl in the bag and we and we

 

I think I know I love you

Something on my mind

I know I know I lover

Her reply comes well lined

 

I know I know I love you

I must hold you dear

Kiss me love me fuck me

Well live year after year

 

Kiss me love me

Fuck me please

Kiss me love me

Enter me, my disease

 

Kiss me love me

Fuck me

Kiss me love me

Fuck

Kiss me love me

Fuck me

Kiss me love me

Be my luck

 

Stop the presses

Scandal and picture

Someone fucks

The walking man

 

Stop the presses, damn.

Stop the presses

One more story

Then we fuck off

Soon as we can

 

Loving living leaving

Maybe want to go

Found out what I needed

So the beach I will blow

 

And that is in my mind

When she kisses me

When she breathes in and out

My life and makes it free

 

Sanity

Insanity

Reality

 

Its all the same to her

Its all the same to her

Its all the same to her

And to her and to me

 

Loving living leaving

Panting dying wheezing

At the night in the middle

You can hear Nero fiddle

And the road the bridge I would burn

So I say then she talks back her turn

 

Sally said she said she said

It would cut you dead

 

You meant this to be

Something to set you free

Dont give up near the end

When you have a friend

Wholl go on and on with you

And love you true

And love you true

 

She said she said she said

It would cut me dead

A coward and a fool

Who knew the end could be a jewel

Sally said she said she said

But in the morning she was dead

In the morning she was dead

She said she said she said

 

Just crossed into Washington

Middle of the night

Looking all around

Saw the northern lights

It was cool it was cold

But we slept together

We were bold

But I woke up

I woke up

And she was dead

 

She said she said she said

I woke up

And found my love

My heart

My life

My new meaning

Oh my souls wife

She said she said she said

I woke up

And found love

And found love

And woke up and found love dead

 

And the news moved on

Nothing more could go wrong

They got the story

Made a million

A million

Make a million bucks offa me

 

She was cold

Dead

It was cruel

I couldnt cry

Prison helped

And I I I

Am no fool

 

No Im alone

And its time to go to the bones

Theyll be here tomorrow

To capitalize on sorroe

But now I am alone

And I jump

Ready to jump

And I jump

To the bones

 

Heres the cliff

At the end

Im joining you

My friend

 

She said she said she said

Well love in everafter

Everafter we are dead

She said she said she said

 

And I reach

The end of the beach

 

Beach

Beach beach beach

Beach beach beach beach beach

Beach

 

Beach (I got it going through me)

Beach beach beach (you know its the world to me)

Beach beach beach beach beach (and I I I)

Beach (am gonna fucking jump and die)

 

Beach (love and life is shit)

Beach beach beach (and I have reached the end of it)

Beach beach beach beach beach (oh oh you know)

Beach (which way do we want to go)

 

To the beach

Stars and reach

The beach

The beach

 

Beach

Beach

Beach

 

Jump spread fly

To the wind

To the world

To the sky

Jump and

Jump and spread

And jump and spread

Youll be dead

And jump and spread and fly

 

Watch me fly

Watch me fly

 

To the rocks

Rag doll I

You see I I I

Am gone and I

Die die die

 

At the beach

Waters lap up

Wash my body under the bridge

You see me reach

 

What am I worth?

Nothing!

What are you worth?

Nothing!

Whats life worth!

Nothing

 

So we might as all fly

We might as well die

Enjoy the love and lie

Carcass on the beach

Let me tell you a little about my fucking life.

From the Suicide Tape of Benjamin Galloway. The tapes were found on the rocks from where he jumped, before a search for his body commenced. The body was found underneath a bridge that spans a narrow chasm of a river that leads into the Pacific Ocean.