Ok I have decided that the things I hate most are people. But hold on not just any kind of people. Let me explain. The people too which I refer are those kind that act like they are your friend to you face but then behind your back they talk crap to the other people who act like they are your friends. (See where this is going) I can't stand this if you are going to act like a friend then be one. If not then don't cause if you dislike me so much that you have to talk about me to everyone then why pretend to be my friend. Here are the reasons why and the explanations I think that causes the phenomenon called two face-ness..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

 

1) You are jealous. (Self explanatory) you want something I have or the ability to do something I do.

 

2) You have low-self-esteem. So to build yours up you try to tear me down. To make yourself look better

 

3) You just talk crap about everyone to everyone. And yes these people do exists

 

4) You don't understand. Meaning that you don't understand me or the things that I do

 

5) I scare you. There is someone or something that I have or what have you that you have  and because this person is close to me that scares you.

 

So I think that this is from where most of this stems forth. The bad part about this is what got me started on this was not even something concerning me. It was concerning a really good friend. I mean a really good friend who helped me more than almost anyone has in my whole entire life. Who is generally and really good person but who is misunderstood or looked at with jealousy by most. So therefore in the closing of my rant I wish to say that just because you are jealous or don't understand something you don't have to try and hurt it. So to my genuine friends and you know who you are thank you and to people whom this concerns mentioned persons get a life. Cause really everyone is tired of all the crap. So have a good night.

Oh I am not ill or bitchy. But I do want to just say a few things.

Ok here it goes:

1. People that lie for no apparent reason.
This makes no sense at all. Especially when said person or persons. Are A) supposed to be a "friend" and B) said lie had no apparent reason for being told.

2. Why is it in life that the people like the most or love in some cases? Or just want to date or what have you in general. They either are already with someone or they don't feel the same about you (the dreaded "friend zone"). Then end the end we end up settling for whatever we can get. Then end up not happy and hurting ourselves and other people?

3. Also kind of on previously mentioned subject. And I ask this question to you ladies. Why is it that you guys always would rather date the assholes or the bad guys? You know the ones that you are always complaining to your "friend zone" group about? And the more you bitch and complain the longer you stay with them?

4. So in turn. Why is it that a decent looking semi-nice guy like me cannot even find a date in this day in age?

5. So I have narrowed it down to a few possibilities.
A) I am to nice -solution be a asshole
B) I don't look good enough - resolve by losing weight and working out all the time so
I can fit the "good looking image"
C) There is something wrong with me or something I do that I should change?


So I think that is good for now.

Comments suggestions whatever. Just help me please

Charlie-Vegas

OK HERE IS THE DEAL READ THESE AWSOME QUOTES AND PUT A COMMENT IN WITH YOUR FAV.

1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow.
2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail.
3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all.
4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs.
5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water.
6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night?
7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without.
8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks?
9. Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job.
10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car.
11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity.
12. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number.
13. Think about this..., No one ever says "It's only a game." when his team is winning.
14. I've reached the age where the happy hour is a nap.
15. Be careful reading the fine print. There's no way you're going to like it.
16. The trouble with bucket seats is that not everybody has the same size bucket.
17. Do you realize that in about 40 years, we'll have thousands of OLD LADIES running around with tattoos? (And RAP music will be the Golden Oldies!)
18. Money can't buy happiness -- but somehow it's more comfortable to cry in a Corvette than in a Yugo.
19. After a certain age, if you don't wake up aching in every joint, you are probably dead.

AWSOME QUOTES HUH WELL LETS SEE WHAT YOUR FAV IS

I revamped my profile and changed a few things so yall hit me up and tell me what yall think oh and if any of yall have any pics of me or with me send themn to me cause i am tired of theses boring pics i have oh and guess what I GOT A JOB TODAY

later and laters

Charlie

Ok so here I am at work today i cut grass case you don't know. So we get to the first job and i am cutting grass on the mower for like 5 mins and i run over a yellow jacket nest and they were like 30 of them on my legs before i knew it. and the kept stinging me and they werer following me around the yard and i was goinging crazy trying to get away. I am alergic to insect stings so i was freaking out because my hearrt felt like it was about to expolde i couldn't hardly breath and i was in so much pain. so iwent to the hospital and they said i was going into anaphlactic shock (sorry bout the spelling) so the rushed me to the back at the emergancy room and hooked me up to a iv and gave me all these shots and the nurse is like are you alergic to any medications and i was like yea narcotics she was like all of them i was like yea i am highly addicted to them and i have been clean for alost a year but a tynenol or a motrin would be wonderful so they gort me staplized and i stayed there for a few hours. then i came home and slept like all day and the counted and i had like 15 bites on my legs. they said i was really lucky so now i have to take this pen thing every where with my so if it happens again i can shoot myself with it. so thank god i am alive still so that was my day to day crazy huh?

ciao bella

charlie

ok first the death my aunt which is my dads sister passed today she was in her late 40's she had diabetes and kidney problems and heart problems all her life i was real close to her but since i have gotten sober 9 months ago i haven't been home much because of family triggers like members in my family that drinks and uses drug etc. so now i am going home and gonna be around these people for a while and i also am going to be pall barer (spelling?) so i knida have to go and i feel ok abpouty going i guess and i know she is better off now but you knoiw death sucks all the time and maybe i am getting old or something or i dont know but it seams like i am losing more and more familuy members all the time

ok now on to the some what unemportant part i am presntly unemployed and i dont know what to do i have been doing odd jobs and such for about a month now but that has gotten old so now i am looking for a job and have been looking for a month i hate it i cant find a job for shit i try try try and nothing is working i dont really know what i should do about this

oh and this will be bonus material thats right i am still single and lonely and it sucks and its not that i am dieng to have sex or nothing like that i just miss being around someone going out on dates and hanging out and stuff like that you know all that mussy stuff that guiys arnt supposed to like but i do miss it and it is hard some times not having someone especialy at times like these

ok well i will stop rambling

if you have any comments or suggestions on any of these 3 tings you can right them on here or what have you message comment or what ever

thanks everyone

love ya'll

ciao bella

charlie


oh and sorry bout the grammar and the spelling i know some one is going to bitch about it

ok i have decided that i am going back to school and dont freak out but you may think this is weird but i am going back to school for culinary arts thats right lucky chucky is going to be a chef yea what you think of that i think it will be awsome i love cooking speacially italian/scilian foods i think its going to be fun well tell me what ou think about this move talk to you soon

ciao bella

Lucky Chucky

so here i am i have been sober for almost 9 months (yay) but it kinda sucks now i havent had a girlfriend or any dates for about 6 months and rthe lonelyness has kinda set in. you know i see all these other people going out and having a good time and hanging out with there other halves and stuff. and it kinda makes me jealous and sad and a lil mad at the same time. cuse i have been doing this for so long that i just feel depressed sometimes. i mean i'm not a ugly guy i'm a cool person i have a good personality and i'm fun to be around. i think maybe i am wrong but sometime i just get down and out. and i just want to say fuck it and go back to the way i was about a year ago because then i didn't care about being lonely or anyoneelse. because i had drugs and alcohol and thats all i wanted and thats all i live for and they mad me forget about how messed up i thought my life was. but i hated living like that always high on on drug or another always drunk. never working never sleeping never feeling safe and even overdosing a couple of times. i'm not to shure why i am writing this but it is making me feel better. some times i just feel like giving up. and i know all that there is the right person for you they will come along at the right time all that crap i don't like hearing i know thats true but sometimes i feel like i whouldn't mind the wrong person at the wrond time. and its not that i want sex either sex is the least of my worries i want the other stuff that comes with dating some one or going out what ever you wanna call it. you know i want someone i can hang out with and go to the movies and go out to dinner and watch tv go to the park all that fun stuff you know just someone to talk to. but i'm a man so i just ever female i talik to thinks i just want to have sex with them but i don't i mean don't get me wrong now i like having sex but its not the what i am looking for at the moment. i have this new life i have started over and i want to do things right for a change not backwards like having sex then dating thats backwards but any how any comments or suggestion that might help are need thanx for reading this long rant

Ciao Bella

Lucky Chucky

well this is what happened to me to day on the way home today on highway 300 this side of warwick. it was a hit an run some guys or girls i 'm not shure side swiped my car on the back driver side door it dented the door really bad and ran me off the road. so i didnt get their tag or nothing. but i am ok so thats a good thing i guess.

ciao bella

 

charlie

well here i am all bored again. send me a message or a comment or something. i might as well talk wilst I am here huh? well here i am at a mile stone in my recovery on my long road thats call being sober. in about a month i will pick up my 9 months chip. yea for me. this is offically the longest i have ever been with out any drugs or alcohol ever since i started 10 years ago.  and i love life so much now i have so much more fun not doing drugs and alcohol then i ever did using i love it. but it is a lot of work but things are coming together wonderfully i have a great job and some of the wreckage of the past is slowly going away. its so awsome. well i guess i'll stop rambling now talk to you guys soon

ciao bella

charlie