001. Real name? Kathlyn Ann Stone

002. Nickname(s)? Kat or Kay

003. Status? Bit Sleepy

004. Zodiac sign? Sagittarius

005. Male or female? Female

006. Elementary? E.G. Sherburne

007. Middle School? Memorial

008. High School? Pelham High

009. Eye color? Hazel Green

010. Hair color? Chestnut Brown

011. Long or short? Long

012. Loud or Quiet? IDK depends on who I am with

013. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans

014. Phone or Camera? Camera

015. Health freak? Yes and No

016. Drink or Smoke? none

017. Do you have a crush on someone? my boyfriend

018. Eat or Drink? Drink

019. Piercing? Just my ears

020. Tattoos? Wrist

021. Height? 5'3"

022. Heels or flats? Heels



FIRSTS:

023. First piercing? Ears

024. First best friend(s)? Melissa, and Jenna

025. First award? Art

026. First crush? 1st Grade LOL

027. First pets? Izzy

028. First big vacation? Florida

029. First kiss? 8th grade

030. First big birthday? 8



CURRENTLY:

049. Eating? Nothing

050. Drinking? Tea

051. Supposed to be doing? Sleeping

052. I'm about to? Close my eyes

53. Listening to?The Clock Tick, my fish blowing bubbles, and The Kooks

054. Plans for today? Sleep and Homework

055. Waiting for? A new dya

056. Thinking? To many things

057. Wearing? Pajamas



YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? I used to not want kids, but I do now. I would love to have a family

059. Want to get married? Yes

060. Careers in mind? Photo-Journalism and Art Teacher

061. Type of house? At the moment Apartment

062. College? NCC now Rivier Hopefully soon

063. Living where? Not sure



WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

068. Lips or eyes? Eyes

069. Favorite feature? Eyes and Smile

070. Shorter or taller? Taller

071. Eye color? No preference

072. Romantic or spontaneous? Both =)

073. Nice stomach or nice arms? Arms

075. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship

076. Hair color? Same as Eyes (No Preference

077. Trouble maker or hesitant? Troublemaker

078. Stay-in or Night out? Either



HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Shoplifted? Nope

080. Lost glasses/contacts? Yes

081. Ran away from home? Yes and No

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense? No

083. Killed somebody? Yeah...uh no

084. Broken someone's heart? Yes

085. Been arrested? Nope

086. Been skinny dipping? Yes

087. Cried when someone died? To many times



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself? Yeah I do

090. Miracles? Yes

091. Love at first sight? No

092. Heaven? Yes

093. Santa Claus? No

094. Sex on the first date? No

095. Kiss on the first date? Yes

096. The easter bunny? No



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? There is more then one person. My boyfriend who is just amazing and my family.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Somewhat but I am making it better with each day.

099. Do you believe in God? Yes

100. Are you going to post this and tag 10 people? No 

A

- Available: Nope, Happily Taken

- Age: 19

- Annoyance: when people don't make eye contact

- Animal: Panda Bear



B

- Beer: I don't really like beer

- Birthday: December 11

- Body Part on opposite sex: Eyes, Smile and Arms

- Best weather: 65 to 75

- Been in Love: Yes

- Been on stage?: A few times

- Believe in Magic: Yes

- Believe in God?: Yeah I do

- Believe in Santa: no not really



C

- Candy: Razzles

- Color: Candy Apple Red

- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

- Chinese or Mexican: chinese

- Cake or pie: Cake

- Continent/Country to visit: Ireland, England & Italy


D

- Day or Night: Night all the way

- Dance in the rain?: Yes



E

- Eggs: Scrambled or Sunny Side

- Eyes: Hazel Green

- Everyone's got: Hope

- Ever failed a class: Yes =(



F

- Full name: Kathlyn Ann Stone

- Food: Sushi and apples


G

- Greatest Fear: Death

- Gum: Orbit

- Get along with your parents?: yes and no

- Good luck charm: I have a couple actually


H

- Hair Color: Chestnut Brown

- Height: 5'3"

- Happy: immensely over the top

- Holiday: Halloween

- How do you want to die: in sleep



I

- Ice Cream: to many to pick from

- Instrument: don't play one



J

- Jewelry: Rings and Necklaces

- Job: Hannaford and Amherst Street School- Cashier and Reading Tutor


K

- Kids: not at the moment. Used to not want to have kids, but I am now looking foward to starting a family when I get older.

- Kick boxing or karate: Kick boxing

- Keep a journal?: yes and no...haven't really kept up with it lately


L

- Longest Car Ride: Two Days...i slept most of the way though. LOL

- Love: is a battlefield

- Letter: J

- Laughed so hard you cried: Last WEEK



M

- Milk flavor: Doesn't matter i <3 milk

- Movie: Titanic & The Nightmare Before Christmas

- Motion sickness?: none at all

- McD’s or BK: EEEEWWWWW!!!!!



N

- Number of Siblings: DEUX

- Number of Piercings: ears

- Number: 13

- Nom de plume: uuuhhhh



O

- One wish: at this moment in time i can not say



P

- Perfect Pizza: anything not picky

- Pepsi/Coke: Coke



Q

- Quail: pen?



R

- Reason to cry: loss

- Radio Station: 9.29

- Roll your tongue in a circle?: yup

- Ring size: 5



S

- Song: Amber 311

- Shoe size: 7 1/2

- Salad Dressing: none

- Sushi: F-ing amazing

- Skipped school?: Yes

- Slept outside: No

- Skinny dipped?: Yup

- Shower daily?: Uh yeah

- Sing well?: In my car =)

- Swear?: not a lot

- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries



T

- Time for bed: uh...what is bed time

- Thunderstorms: i love watching them



U

- Unpredictable: without  a doubt



V

- Vacation spot: mainly Florida (Ft.Lauderdale, Boca Raton area)

W

- Weakness: the way my boyfriend looks at me

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Jenna, but I act like her too

- Who makes you laugh the most: Jake

- Worst feeling: sadness mixed with anger and doubt

- Wanted to be a model?: not really

- Where do we go when we die?: Heaven

- Worst Weather?: Windy not like breezes here and there, but the wind that makes you stop what you are doing to listen to see if anything bad happened.



X

- X-Rays: Teeth and Toe LOL

- Ex's: 3



Y

- Year it is now: 2009



Z

- Zoo animal: Panda Bear YAY 

A couple of days ago I wrote a note on how life should be simpler and I have looked over that note and constantly gone over what it means in my head. What I wrote touched on many things going on in my life and not just one specific thing. I do wish many times that life could be easier as if we were children. I am still going over what I feel and what I have written in my head. I will do this for a while too.

I have realized though that as of late I have not been myself. At times I have, yes, but lately the majority of the time I have not been my true 100% self and it brings me great pain and hurt, because I realize that with this I have hurt some people that are in my life today, and some that are not.

I have decided that I must admit after an hour and a half of doing something that I have not done in a while, jumping up and down on my bed and dancing like a complete nerd because no one is watching, and even if they were I would not care. This is one thing that de-stresses me and I am proud of it. I think more people should try it actually. Back to my original thought I have decided that I am going back to my happy go lucky, 99% of the time hyper-ness, always there for my friends, family, and whoever else needs it, fun, non-stressed out self.

The person I have been of late is way to tense, majorly stressed, sad, and just plain boring and non-caring. I do NOT like that person at all. She is no fun and fights with people, starting them herself way to much, for really no reason at all.

The Kathlyn that is fun, and always there for her friends, is so much better. With what has happened of late I am no longer the person I truly love to be, and not only does it affect myself, but the people around me. I can't really say here is to the start of a new day, because it is in all reality a new day, but here is to the start of the new old me...and I can not wait for the sun to come up to begin it. The first things I am going to do is throw on my snow pants, go to the nearest park, and play out in the snow like I would do when I was little and run around until my toes and fingers are frozen and I am just completely worn out. I won't even care how many people stare at me because that is who I truly am. A kid at heart, I will always be one. A complete nerd who likes to watch cartoon movies, over adult movies, just so I can laugh, who loves to go outside and run around till I am tiered, who likes to jump on her bed because it releases every ounce of stress, even if the bed breaks it would be fun while it lasted, and someone who rather play video games and board games over going shopping at the mall for three hours, and someone who always has a smile on there face and a laugh behind everyone. That is who I truly am.

From here on out no more sadness, no more fighting with the people I care about and love. From here I will be more goofy, silly, and fun. I will be there for anyone who needs help or advice in anyway I can. I will no longer shut anyone down. I will listen with an open mind and a full heart. I promise everyone that I will be there for them at all times, I promise no more fighting over little inconvenient things, and I promise everyone that I will no longer be stressed and tense. So make way for the fun, hyper silly, nerdy, Kathlyn because starting I am going to be myself 100% and no one can tell me different. Because I am me and no but myself can change that.

Why? A question that almost everyone asks themselves every single day. Why did this happen? Or why is my life this way? Or why for once in my life can 't things just be? Why can things be simple? Flashes of being a child run across my mind. Playing in during the summer in the pool laughter filling in the air, having no worries whatsoever. The only real worry is that at the end of the day I had to go home and sleep, but I knew tomorrow I would be back playing with my cousins again. I know these memories should make me smile, but tears fill my eyes instead because the memories are times where life was almost perfect. As a child you are innocent with little knowledge of death, with little knowledge of mistakes that can be made, with little knowledge or hurt, sadness, war, worry and so many other things that make life sometimes unbearable for you. Even when it is unbearable thought you find a way to continue.

But why can't life be as simple as when you were a child as you get older. As you grow you realize the extent of the loss of someone in your life. You know what it truly means. You know that you can no longer hold, touch, talk, listen, look or just be with that person in complete silence. Know mistakes are around every corner and there is no avoidance of it. Mistakes that you learn from or that can send you down a path that you can never fix or turn back from and try to make better. Hurt that can catch you off guard at any moment and make your life unbearable hurt that you will eventually get over or hurt that will linger with you for a long time or possibly forever. Sadness that can engulf you and stay with you, unlike when you were little where you quickly forgot and moved on with your day. War, you watch as it destroys lives, and countries, that brings downfalls to many places. Knowing it is not your fault, wishing you could help to stop it right away but now that you can't. Worry, worry that you won't be able to make the grade you need for a class, or worry about how many hours you get at work to pay for your bills or college worry that is constantly in your mind.

These are everyday things that didn't affect you as a child but as you grew older these things began to weigh you down. Right now I wish that things were simple and I had no worry or hurt that fills my body. If anyone can tell me the answer of how to make life perfect even if it is just for one day i would love to know. If they know how to have one day where after thing is just okay and that's it. All I want to know is how to have one day where things that didn't affect me as a child weigh down on me more and more each day. Just one day is all I ask for. But maybe that is what everyone wants just one day. One day to just be.