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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Pisces

City: Willingboro
State: New Jersey
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/16/2007

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Friday, April 18, 2008 

Current mood:  artistic

YOUREAFILTHYFUCKINGWHOREJUSTLIKEYOURFUCKINGMOTHER
He saw her on the pole at the kitty kat klub. It was ran by a guy named Santiago, the girls weren't that cute, but the liquor was cheap, and the sluts were always willing to go a little farther for a little bit more money. But this one, this one with all that hair, swaying her hips with the stain of misguided youth still fresh on her skin moved a little different. Yeah, Brenda was different, alright. It was all that hair, full and flowing, tempting the sun itself to shine a little brighter with it's flawless golden tint. Her body was the stuff of trashy magazines and wasted semen on the sheets of teenage boys. She was the most gorgeous broad the Klub had ever seen. Hell, Vegas itself had ever seen. And he wanted her.

They called it gunning, you know, when you got so fucking drunk you couldn't see straight and hightailed it to the little white chapel and got hitched for less than 50 bucks. Then the morning after, you'd call your guy and say " Dude, I gunned this stripper ".  And a month after that you got the damn thing annulled if you were lucky, you threw the bitch out and you never saw her again. Needless to say, Ace gunned Brenda. Except he wasn't drunk, and it never got annulled, and Brenda was pregnant. He'd came home, she was on the couch smoking like a chimmney, and shaking so bad she dropped the remote when she tried to turn down the Jerry Springer show to talk to him.

Pregnant? He spoke the word like a curse. Spat it out of his mouth like an insult. She was scared and he was pissed. She was 17, a fucking kid herself, and about to have one of her own. Ace felt sorry for her mostly, and after all, this bitch gave him better blow jobs than women twice her age. She could cook, she was smart, and he loved her so much it scared him. She was the only piece of ass he actually didn't mind being around after the sex was over. Hell, he craved her company and attention. And after the initial shock and anger wore off, Ace Walker never even asked her to get rid of it. He just said okay, and the next day, they gunned it.

Ace was a wild man, his three main vices were alcolhol, gambling, and stippers. He had a big cock, and drove a fast car. the kind of man you mother warned you about. He lied, stole, connived, abused, and discriminated. He had a foul mouth, and a nasty coke habit in the early days that nearly cost him his life. By the time Brenda found her self tangled his sheets, the juncture of her thighs wet with his seed, her head pounding from how hard he pulled her hair when the fucked, Ace was at the height of his game. He was Mr. Las Fucking Vegas. Cheap deseart trickster that had his hands sticky with dirty money up to his elbows. Of all the things Ace, or Mr. Walker as he liked to call himself on jobs, was brilliant. The kind of brilliance blessed upon one not due to education, but an inbred wisdom of the dealings of human beings and how they operated. He could exploit any situation for his own personal gain. This intelligence did nothing but make this man very dangerous.

He started small time, petty theft, grand theft auto, minor assult charges. Then moved up with the big boys. He orchestrated heists that cut deep holes into the pockets of Vegas' most successful ventures. Him and his crew had their greedy knuckles sank deep within pools of money from Casinos back when it didn't require any high tech machinery to knock over a bank. He had some of the best theives working underneath him, and the cops were too scared of his Mob connections to touch him, or his team. They would hit Porche dealerships in the middle of thenight, and clean out half the lot before the sun was rolling over for it's morning coffee. They knocked over so many banks in that area they became famous for it. But Vegas was young, and the guys that shook hands with Sinatra were still running the city, and everyone was enjoying a piece of that big fucking pie.

He'd left Brenda shortly after the kid was born. She was a cute kid, sure, and he loved the fuck out of that broad, but he didn't have time for a family. His career was at an all time high, and to make himself feel better about the situation, he blamed his departure on it being too dangerous. And for the first four years of her life, the only thing she ever knew of a father was the balled up hundred dollar bills, sometimes 20 of them at a time pushed under the front door. He kept food in their mouths, and a roof over their heads. Brenda still stripped, and brought home a string of losers that were like Ace in one way, or another, but never him. They beat her and fucked her, took her money and called her daughter a snotty nosed brat when she had to leave them to hold her crying baby. When Alice turned four, her mother began to develop a nasty coke habit. One that caused her to lose her job, and too much weight. The house was a dump, the bills barely got paid, and finally one night, when the rain came down heavy on the desert earth, she left four year old Alice on the front steps ofher father's house and was never heard from again.

Thursday, September 06, 2007 

Current mood:  determined
Did you realize you were a champion in their eyes? Yes I did, back when I lied to my mother about being class president, because I wanted her to be proud of me so badly. And my daddy, my daddy telling people I got into Rutgers because he couldn't deal with the fact that I wasn't ready to go to school. So all he could do was tell people what I could have been. I'm trying to tell you my story, because to be real, one of these days people are going to wonder what my life was like. And so I scribble out these words using the blood and sweat from the first time I made love to him. Hoping that you recognize real when you read these words, and that you see this frightened little girl too scared to don the moniker of woman and busy putting on paper the life she wish she'd led. And the mistakes she'd make twice if able to. I'm asking myself, did you realize that you were a champion in their eyes? I'm gonna say no, I didn't. Because they looked up to me back then, and maybe the reason I was teased do badly in elementary school is because my light was so fucking bright, they could see the things I would do. And honestly, anything bigger than you is scary. I scared them, back then, because I was the smartest, most intricately designed creature they'd ever encountered. And I'll still stand by the fact that I succeeded as a human being when my fifth grade class mates never made it out of the slums of Detroit. I'm telling you my story, I'm screaming these words harder than ever before, this is the truth I was always too scared to face. Too young to know. I'm busy making the baby steps that a baby steps to turn a girl into a grown woman. I'm saying though, after all, this is just a journal. And I'm just another stranger obsessed enough with myself to open me up to the world.
Currently listening:
Graduation
By Kanye West
Release date: 11 September, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007 

Current mood:  calm

i wrote this kind of on a whim, my good friend karlton had an away message up that inspired me. and my sister of course had a hand in it.

 

Woman.

By Eretta Mentor

It is those who are weaker than you that extend the power to judge, taking heed is allowing yourself to be manipulated. When those familiar to you change behavioral patterns seeking acceptance, remain true to yourself. This self that has brought you from the depths of depression to the front steps of your destiny. Woman, you are beautiful, intelligent, gracious, dynamic, refined, tenacious and creative. Your skin is as soft as silk, yet as durable as teflon. You are the woman that a man needs to reach his greatest potential in this life. You are the woman that will one day raise men and women who will change this world. Mind your family, and your God, those are the ones that have your best interest at heart. As the decendant of Kings, and slaves, you have a responsibility to create a life of remarkable luxury, and to give bountifully to those less fortunate. The naysayers, the haters, those unsure of their own footing set to test you, to rock you off your feet. Stand strong, woman. The roots of your country bind you upright. The legacy of your family rests on your shoulders and shall always be upheld. Trust your heart woman, believe in your instinct, and always do what is most true to you. For once one relieves the pressure of social acceptance, she has the ability to become the greatest superpower there ever was.