That's right.  You read it here first...or facebook in a few moments XD;  I don't even know if people USE their myspace anymore.

HOWEVER.  Another Anime Convention always has a raffle.  And this year is no different, except for perhaps one of the raffle prizes.  I've donated my Vash coat to the cause.  Yep, same one I hosted in.  Custom made, detailed, hand sewn, 14 yards of pure Vash goodness.  And it can all be yours if you join in the raffle this year :D!

The coat fits a men's medium, girls large-xlarge.

I'm more then happy to donate this coat and only hope it finds a good home this year :)

SO COME OUT AND HELP A GOOD CAUSE GUYS!  More details to follow!  See you all in November!

Pretty sad when you know the only place you can talk about anything that's bothering you is on Myspace, because you know the parties involved don't have one.  And if they do, they probably never check..and if they do, let them gossip about it to the others.  Fuck me, if I give a damn anymore.

Well I must if I'm going to the trouble of writing a post about it.

So here goes another round of high school bull shit.  She said/she said.  I thought I made it incredibly clear, that I love my friends.  Every one of you and nothing changes that unless I'm stabbed in the back.  And then you can go pound sand.  The last year has been a rollacoaster of good and bad and it's all in the same group of friends.  And it all started last Jan. with someone I thought was a good friend calling me a liar and a drama queen because I apologized for not getting back to her about plans.  Long story short, she wants an apology from me and I think my mother said it best.  She does not understand the stubborness of a Hunt.  She's not getting one from me and she sure as hell better have a fucking amazing one for me.  But I know it will never come because Jenna is never wrong.  EVER.  So here we are a year later, still haven't talked to her.  (Except for that one time I was lied to about her being at a friends house and she acted like NOTHING WAS WRONG.)

So why dig up old news?  SO GLAD YOU ASKED.

We're coming on wedding season~  She and Kerry are getting married and while I'd be happy to go to Kerry's wedding, even though the bitch is going to be there as well, I love how I find out that before I was invited to Jenna's wedding and now she's not sure if she should invite me or not.

We haven't spoken in a year and she told me not to talk to her till I grew up.  And now she doesn't know if she should invite me or not?  It's insulting because now I'm just a person to give her a present.  Let me make it easy for you Ms. Jenna.  You can take your invite and shove it.  I'm not coming.  If you can't make the effort to try and talk to me and apologize, then why would I bother coming to the wedding of someone that I don't consider a friend anymore?

And don't even get me started on the other one.

To late..here I go!  On a roll, why stop right?!

Ms. Sarah Z, how I try to make plans with you and every time, somehow or another, you can't go.  Just say it.  YOU DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING WITH ME.  And don't even say behind my back that I never try to plan anything.  Dinner dates, hanging with Sarah J, going to Saugus.  I GIVE UP.  I tried to make the effort, but now I guess you're to busy being Jenna's Maid of Honor and drinking when I thought YOU DIDN'T DRINK.  Let's not mention that you were awkward(?) around Bry?  Why would being around me and another one of my friends be awkward?  I introduced you, she's good people.  There was nothing weird about it!

I can't fucking keep up anymore!  I don't WANT to,  This back and forth talking about me behind my back thing is so fucking old I can't stand it.  People have a problem with me, GROW A SET AND TELL ME TO MY FACE.  Can't?  I will GLADLY let you borrow some of mine.

So I'm done.  No more contact with any of them.  They wanna talk they can come to me.  They wanna think it's immature of me to vent in an online blog about them, let them.  It's not.  It's a cheap therapy and at least I'm saying something about it rather then keeping it in and letting it drive me insane.

I'd rather have two friends that respect me then a group that talks about me behind my back.





...phew.  There.  I feel better..sorta.  Still angry.  Mur.

There is a lot of banging on my door this morning and my mom and I both ignore it, thinking...shit holy people are out.  Well they wouldn't let up, so my mom goes to answer the door and its my neighbor.  And we're all pretty private people here on my block and when one of them comes to the door they want something.  Yeah, to tell me someone busted into my car last night ;__;

They broke on of the back windows and unlocked the door, stole all of my CD's they could get their hands onto and then my really nice L.L.Bean bag.  *sigh*  I love that bag.  They didn't take anything out of it though.  Left it scattered on the back seat.  Well, some of my cosplay excessories were in there I have discovered now, because I couldn't find a pair of sunglasses.  Stomped all over some costumes I had hanging up in the back, took all my rewards cards..which won't help them any >>  Just gives me more points.  They got my library card, but didn't take the ATM card, my license or my Blockbuster card.  All of which were in the door of my car.  They didn't grab my social security card either.  WHICH AMAZED ME.  But they were just dumb kids from the looks.  They got a lot of my good CD's.  Sweeney Todd, Me First and the GG, mostly my musical CD's, Sister Hazel CD's, Tenacious D (<---BLASPHEMY), High School Musical 2, Anime CD's (those can't be replaced .__. ) 

They didn't get all of them though.  Which is why I'm glad my car is a shit show.  They would have gotten everything if I was organized.

They trampled the costumes I had in the back, so I will have to hand wash those and one of them couldn't be saved.  To much glass stuck to it and it ripped the fabric up ;__;  Haru...*sigh*

And my car was locked!  How fucked is that??  Which is why they broke my window.  Went through my glove compartment.  My insurance cards are missing but they left everything else.  Mostly papers.  It sucks.  A lot and I know I'll never be able to get all those CD's again.  Especially the anime ones.

So this is how my days gone..woooooo. <--*insert sarcasm*

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All right. So after viewing other peoples and finding that quiet a few of my friends have MySpace, I decided to give one a try. I think I can keep up with it pretty well and it will help me keep in touch with people that don't have LJ or something. Then again, I don't know how they would find me. That's the only place I posted I had one. Course, then you have my friends who are friends with those friends that wll stock and find me. To much thinking. Gah. I think the real reason I got this was to create a place to start working on my little buisness thing I want to do. As most of you may or may not know, I plan on changing my major to costume design. This past convention and the ones coming up have really opened my eyes to it. I'm pretty good at it and I enjoy it. That's what maters right? Anyways, next year at AB I plan to get a booth in the artist alley and between me and my friend Emily, make Teddies Bears dressed as everyones favorite Anime characters. (And in some cases band memebers of a certain group called Gorillazs) I think that's all for now! Hope this works and isn't one HUGE run on sentance. We'll see...>>;;