you know they say one mans junk is anothers tresure ... well does that make one mans heart anothers love / and romance... if that is the case i have found  my tresure it may be a little tarnished and bent but a little polish will make it shine and make his love come threw ... i have been polishing and now i am seeing the love in side .... i am so happy with this person ... he is the light of my life ... he is the pearl in my oyster ... the light of my life ... he is my lover and my best friend his name is alex and he makes me happy ....

i have had alot of interesting things take place in my life here recently. i have found the one person i think i can connect with and i want to be apart of that persons life, i just dont know how to get where i want to with him. i am scared because i have not felt like this in a long time ... and at the same time all i do is smile...i hope this guy will be mine.

tell me why, or how someone can show you love one momment and then they turn and act like they dont even know you or see you ... but i see his every move his ever want and wish. and i care about this person with my whole heart but at the sametime i feel if i let myself love him the way i want to he will hurt me and it has been 6 years sence i have let a man touch me like he has. or even seen the deep dark spots of my soul. this person has done things to me that no one has done before and i am scared ... that i am going to get hurt if he keeps doing that he is doing to me .... and no he has never hit me . been mean to me . he is an angel most of the time . i am having to learn to sepperate myself from poeple and do everything i can to keep myself from getting hurt i can not aford to get hurt ... because the last person i dated beat me for 2 years. because he acused me of cheeting .. i never sleep with anyone when i was with him but later in the relationship i found out he was the one cheeting and i was his punching bag no longer ... he got a rude awaking when i beat him for the last time and left and came home . but that is here nor there that is the past and the past is where that is going to stay. but because of that i am a stronger person and i am who i am because of it... wow i shared more then i was expecting to share but i feel free to say what i need to say ... and yes stefanie is away of defending myself because stephen cant handle everything on his own.. and when i cant stefanie comes out and takes care of me  i love my self and my alter ego. and i thank all my true friends for being here for me when i need them. you guys are the best and you know who you are 

As most of my friend know miss stefanie was in a pageant this weekend.
This is my time to thank each and every one of you for all the support you have given me over the years and also all of the support you will give me in the future as I improve my art form of female impersonation.
Ok Ok enough about that. here is what you really want to know
did she win??? Well hmmm...I have showen  myself time and time again that if I really want something and I set my mind to it I can achive it with that said. Yes, I did win my crown last night i am the newly crowned "Miss East Texas Newcomer at Large" for 2006 ....