Who I am

I sit here thinking while music is running through my ears, wondering while time goes by so slowly.
Wishing everyday that you may one day put that frown away.

Please be proud of me.
I am who I am.
Real, Honest and Free
I’ve been there for you.
Could you be there for me?

Regrets? None
I appriciate all
trying hard to be what you need. pushing far as i can. Something that you can’t see.

You see that I am in love,
In love with the world and my dreams.
You know that I won’t quit and that scares you. Should we still be?

Living life is all I do, taking nothing for granted.
Thanking God for all he has given me.
Meeting you has changed my plans.
good and bad.
realizing whats needed in my life and what seems I am loosing.

Taking care of me is the way you see. It’s not just that. Happiness, support and love must be fed. Nothing in life is perfect.
 Believing is true and all will happen within time.

Hold me, tell me that you care, show me that I have nothing to fear. I am who I am. So take me as me!

Just believe.

Dont steal my shit without asking.

Love, Dear Heart Taylor<33

           I want you!

I want you,
the one that encourges me to continue.
the one to understand my every move.

I want you to hold my hand and be there for me when things aren’t going as planed.

The one to protect and reinsure me, who I am and who I have become.

Your hand slidding down my face, so soft.
Looking you in your eyes.
Your lips so smooth.
wishing never to let go of what we have.

I want you
The one that makes me feel safe, worried free, breathless and shy everytime your presents surrounds me.

I want to feel sick for you. I want to be irritated by your moves. I want to be able to laugh and cry next to you.

The connection you and I have.
My friend, My counselor, My teacher.
I want you!

You believe in me and my dreams.
You believe I am worth more and that i should be treated with every respect.

I’ve become someone that i feel that tries to accomplish the imposible. I fall and you are there to pick me up.
I want you

The one I dream of. The one I talk about in almost all my conversations. Yes it is you that I want, you are the one that has been there.

The one I have cried to, The one that makes me feel safe, Impossible to be away from.

Its you that makes me feel shy, unleashed, accomplished when i am with you.

It is you that i want.

I want you!

Dont steal my shit without asking.

Love, Dear Heart Taylor<33

A soul to be understood,
A spirit that seems to hide,
A secret that can’t be told,
A love that couldn’t be shared.

The understanding of a true meaning.
Not telling why or when, just watching while it passes by.

It hurts inside to even cry. It burns down my teary eye. The pain you feel to even relieze, It stops.

A kiss to make it disapear doesn’t help the missing fear.

Dont steal my shit without asking.

Love, Dear Heart Taylor<33

      My Book of Games

Sometimes I believe I am inlove with a dream.. Sometimes I wonder am I really doing the right thing?

How do you know if what you had is real? I believed that all my dreams where coming true and that I was conquering all that I needed. Love, Passion, Trust, Honesty and all the hard work you can possible push yourself in doing.

One day all of that just seems to be again, the begging, the begging of what you just started and still constantly working for.  Is this something I should continue? Something I want? Or a continues dream that may never be. 

The love I had for someone, the trust  again in someone, being able to let my wings spread and fly again freely without falling. It seems it’s all there again. What’s wrong though?

I’m becoming the person I wanted to be but yet I don’t seem happy. My hard work in where I got myself today is not yet my success. My book of Happiness has not yet been written in.  Is this a mind game for me? something that I have to keep playing?

Confusion is where i am at now. Love, hate, ect.....
Its just a game that i will play till that day.

Dont steal my shit without asking.

Love, Dear Heart Taylor<33