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Emily Waxman


Last Updated: 10/29/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 18
Sign: Taurus

City: Montreal
State: Quebec
Country: CA
Signup Date: 6/12/2005

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006 

Night pulses through the city,

The avenues like veins,

The stoplights change and headlights glare

Time and time again

 

The City's heart is beating,

Its breath hot on my cheek,

Its eyes peer out from window glass,

Its soul begins to speak

 

The evening's singing softly now

A melancholy tune

The City's pulse is speeding

As the Sun recedes to ruin

 

The notes that fall upon my ears

Lack pattern, rhythm, rhyme

But the sweetest music in the world

Is that of the Nighttime

 

The Sun is the daytime's righteous guard

The Moon hangs fat with sin

Temptation lurks in every Star

The clouds want Night to win

 

The Rain is falling softly now

The street are slick and wet

But in the morning, sure as Day

This Night life I'll forget.

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Saturday, April 29, 2006 

Current mood:  accomplished
night pulses through the city,
the avenues like veins,
the stoplights change and headlights glare
time and time again

the city's heart is beating,
its breath hot on my cheek,
its eyes peer out from window glass,
its soul begins to speak:

"come join us" voices call to me
"come join us in our games!
for every fleeting stab of joy
there will be also pain"

"i know" i tell the dark of night
"but i will join you still,
my heart missing something,
i need the risk, the thrill"

the city's heart is warning me,
though i know it wants me, too
but all memories of adventure fade
as meets the morning dew.
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Sunday, April 23, 2006 

Current mood:  cold
i.
hush now, let me hold you,
cradle you all through the night
let me sooth your bleeding wounds,
let me make your troubles right

come, my traveller so weary,
come inside and rest your head,
though for years you've wandered hopeless,
let me tuck you into bed

though you fight the bravest battles
and you wear the bravest face,
you are no more than a child,
come break down in my embrace

i want to heal your suffering,
i want to make you whole,
for your years of fighting wars
is showing me it took it's toll.

let me wrap you up in linens,
let me wear you 'round my neck,
let me save you from your demons
salvage you from in the wreck,

let me hold you close, my darling,
and i'll never let you go,
come, my tired, weary soldier,
let me sheild you from the cold.


ii.
too many bodies, too many hearts,
too many spirits tearing apart,
too many horrors, too many crimes,
too many reasons to not stay alive
too many heroes, too many wars,
too many just can't fight anymore,
too many symbols, too many tokens,
too many promises were broken,
too many lies, but not enought truth,
too many people just like you.
how can i fix them, all these broken hearts?
trying to heal them is tearing me apart









and if you think this poem is about you, it probably is. there's more than one of you, though, and one of the people i had in mind probably doesn't know it.


~emily<3
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006 

Current mood:  creative
I know it works just as a poem, but when I wrote it I was thinking of the tune to the beginning of 'Ize of the World' by the Strokes. If you know it, then great, if not, that's fine. I think it came out really Strokes-ish, except the last verse. That sounds like Bob Dylan. Hee.

It's a gun at your head,
It's the world at your feet,
You've got a hundred different ways,
To escape defeat,
You've got a two-step dance,
But a one-step girl,
You've got a lit fuse
That sends your mind awhirl
So don't worry, sugar,
He says, I'll be alright,
Just need a leap of faith, sugar,
And to hold on tight,
You've got no way out,
But a dozens ways in,
And one little thing,
That's getting under your skin,
You've got no hands on the wheel,
You've got your head in the air,
You think you're all that, baby,
But there ain't nothing there
Yeah, this world that you made,
Won't last the end of the day,
Just know you're going down singing,
And you'll piss life away,
It's just one little fib,
He says, so don't hold a grudge,
I says, I believe you, honey,
But tell that to the judge.

~emily<3
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Friday, March 17, 2006 

Current mood:  creative

wokay. so it's been a while since i blogged.

um... my life rocks.

to celebrate my return to blogging, i will now recite a poem that i am writing on the spot. it will be emo, because hey, it's poetry, and it's me.

Her voice cracks as we advance

A front of a front of bravery

She is in danger; fear in her eyes but

All we see is flesh.

 

She stands strong in the face of pain

She looks it in the eyes and says

"Don't"

She shakes, but pushes through.

 

A hand on her shoulder, and in her hair

Hands all over her, she's screaming

Pushing and pulling, but she's alone

With a room of the ones she hates.

 

He's already screaming when he comes in

Yelling and freeing her from all those hands

She's crying now, wiping her tears and hating us

And when he looks us straight in the eye…

 

We all laughed at him.

 

And we ran off for dinner, egg rolls and sandwiches

Joking and skipping into the night

Never a backward glance at our actions

Because life is a stage, my darling, and nothing more.

 

 

um... the end.

 

so um, yeah. play rules my life, and also pwns j00.

 

so i finally met yael in real life yestarday, and called tyler, and had rehearsal, and double lunch, and a burnt tongue from tim horton's coffee.

 

my day kind of rocked.

 

kthxbi.

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Wednesday, February 01, 2006 

Current mood:  sleepy

1. My uncle once: a) climbed 30 feet up a tree to get a frisbee for me ad my sister. b) made a snow camel

2. Never in my life have I: been sure i was going to die

3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always manage to make me smile is: simmy. lol.

4. High School is: awesome, in a very bialik sort of way

5. When I'm nervous: me? nervous? um... i can't think of the last time i was actually nervous. i guess my hands shook or something?

6. The last time I cried was: Hm. um... actually, it's been a while. i randomly got all happy in my room about a week and a half ago and started crying a little because things are going so well for me.

7. If I were to get married right now my bridesmaids/groomsmen would be: Tough choice! 'randa, rachel, jenny? they fit the bill best, but i have more best friends who i'd like to out on *loves you guys*

9. My hair: makes me look like amelie/cleopatra/willy wonka/that chick from cabaret/a vulcan.

10. When I was 5: i had a blonde mushroom cut, so people thought my three year old sister and i were twin boys >:(

11. Last Christmas I: got a gift certificate to old navy. *sarcastic whoop*

12. When I turn my head left, I see: my dad, watching broken social scene perform on conan o'brian

13. When I turn my head right, I see: My other neighbors sunroom and my friends backyard.

14. When I look down I see: my plaid pants. sexy.

15. The craziest recent event was: my head. "go boom!"

16. If I was a character on Friends I'd be: i don't watch friends... you tell me?

17. By this time next year: my hair will look different. i'll bet you ten bucks.

18. My favorite aunt is: um... patty. she's chill. she adopted a boy named 'doubie' from haiti.

19. I have a hard time understanding: How some people can be so stupid.

20. One time at a family gathering: there was a xmas furby that broke so it sang 'jingle bells' straight through the seder. we buried it under some pillows to muffle it, but it was still audible. at the halfway break, my cousin tried to get the batteries out, and failing that, he chucked it down a flight of stairs.

21. You know I "like" you if: i call you 'honey' 'darling' or 'sweetie'.

22. If I won an award, the first person (people) I'd thank is: an award for what? i might thank my producer, or director, or coach, orbest friends, or mother. it's all relative.

23. Take my advice: believe in magic. it's out there.

24. My ideal breakfast is: at noon.

25. If you visit my hometown: you'd think it's the sex. but you better speak french, lol.

26. Where do you plan to visit soon: AUSTRALIA. in college.

27. If you spend the night at my house: you may end up in my bed. ask luisa.

28. I'd stop my wedding if: my fiancee died. duh.

29. The world could do without: organized religion and dill. i HATE dill.

30. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: eat dill.

31. Most recent thing you've bought yourself: fashion show tickets?

32. Most recent thing someone else bought for you: uglydoll. wow, has it really been that long?

33. My favorite blonde is: Yarden. ISRAELI.

34. My favorite brunette is: everyone i know is a brunette, so to avoid awkward questions, myself.

35. And by the way: I'M THE SEX.

36. The last time I was high: was back in '76. hell yeah.

37. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: manta rays. i mean, c'mon, MANTA RAYS. how cool would that be?

38. I shouldn't have been: a girl. i was supposed to be a gay man, i swear.

39. Once, at a bar: this person who wasn't me ordered a drink. then they talked to someone who also wasn't me, because i don't go to bars.

40. Last night: she said, darling i feel so down, oh baby, turn me on MUST. STOP. QUOTING. THE STROKES. AT. EVERY. POSSIBLE. OPPORTUNITY.

41. There's this girl I know who: wears really obnoxious eye makeup and we're all like 'ZOMG WTF EW.'

42. This guy I know who: a) is 6"2 1/2, b) has awesome hair, c) is really really funny d) i think about a lot

43. A better name for me would be: emily sums me up rather well actually. wesley.

44. If I ever go back to school I'll: take off my coat as i say good morning.

45. How many days until my birthday?: a bunch. may 11th. buy me gifts.

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Monday, January 02, 2006 

Current mood:  accomplished
HAPPY FREAKIN NEW YEAR! IT'S 2006! i will now recite a poem that i wrote at three am that i couldn' rremember this morning to commemorate the coming of the Year of the Dog: Confetti in my pockets, confetti in my hair Confetti is my pussy cuz it was in my underwear Party games and hell's flames like fireworks in my head It's only 2 AM and i don't wanna go to bed How long to eat a tootsie pop when you measure it in licks? It's gonna be a GREAT 2006! Times Square is all light it like it's friggin disney world And on the stage (it's all the rage!) are five half-naked girls My friends are all around me, dancing laughing fun It's only 2 AM and i don't want this party done! We'll dance the gawddam night away, we're screaming just for kicks! it's gonna be a GREAT 2006! ... I'm itchy all o'er my body and I smell like gasoline I spent the night with a transvestite, a righteous grand old queen My friends all ran away and left me puking on the stairs My head's a mass, I'm so distressed, so of new years eve beware! I need o hail a taxi and i'd better do it qui-i-i-i-ick! It's gonna be a GREAT 2006! so thats it. then i got changed and filled my room with confetti that fell out of my bra, and went to sleep. i like that poem. at least it rhymes, with is better than i usually do at 3. so, um... list of things that got in my way trying to get home from nova scotia: - bus ticket trouble - engine trouble - covering two routes (including the oneof the broken down bus) - a crazy man trying to get on without paying (attacked a clerk, got arrested) - missed the train - hotel booked solid - freezing rain - spet the night in a motel in moncton, new brunswick - two full days of mcdonalds and tim hortons - rental car spinning of the road and into a snowbank ---> HOME THE END.
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Friday, December 30, 2005 
rant: it was fucking crazy. never see it. it was.. ok, well, its started crap and slowly got better, but for the most part it stayed crap. i will admit to crying when anne hathaway was like "he was fixing a hubcab when it popped off and knocked him unconcious. he had already drowned in a pool of his own blood by the time someone came by" i was like "oh, look, they're going to have a frolick orgy! hey, that's not... OH GAWD HIS FACE! THEY'RE CUTTING HIS FACE!!! SHI-I-I-I-I-T!"

but it was crazy. there was SO MUCH SEX. it was like ok, they're making out in a car. no big deal, right? *blink* OH MY GOSH ANNE HATHAWAY'S BREASTS. SO SCARRED. HOW DID THEY GET THERE? THEY WEREN'T THERE A MINUTE AGO.

oh yes, and the ever popular 'jumping off a cliff' scene. they're going camping! that's so cute! i'd better get ready, though, they coud have sex at any time. ok, i'm ready. DID THEY JUST JUMP NAKED OFF A CLIFF? I WASN'T EXPECTING THAT! OH MY GOSH SO MUCH PENIS AT ONCE! WHY IS THIS MOVIE ONLY PG-13?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

when ever the make out i wanted to slap them. they would like hold eachother's faces and take turns shoving eachother against walls and dry-hump with out ever touching lips. the fist time the were together, they like wrestled and then wham! heath cock is up jake's ass. we were like, but they didn't even kiss!?! it just went, shiver, cuddle, fight, FUCK LIKE FRIGGIN JACKRABBITS.

so, in short, much nakedness. and emotion. except not from heath ledger, at least until the last line of the movie.

SO MUCH SKIN.

actual review and plot summary: i think it was one of those movies that can't get a bad review no matter what. i mean, fine, i hated it, but who do i say that to? if i say it people will tell me that i'm homophobic (UNTRUE!) or that i just 'don't get it' because i'm superficial (UNTRUE!).

i think the first half of the movie consisted of the same two guys with the same setting saying basically the same things to each other, when they talked at all. mostly it was a sequence of short, boring, near-silent scenes that lead nowhere. until that have sex. oy vey, do they ever have sex. LOUDLY. and in the dark. i kept hearing noises that sounded like metl on wood, which people should not make, unless jake gyllenhaal is secretly a robot and heath ledger coined the term "woodie".

which i doubt.

but then again, what do i know about boys having sex? maybe they do do that.

heath ledger was pretty much silent, and even when he did talk i have no idea what he was saying. ok, i get it heath, it's part of the character, but half the friggin plot was lost because you mumbled! jesus, enunciation and projection are the first things you learn in acting school! agh!

jake gyllenhaal was pretty damn good, as usual. not much to complain about there. he made me cry.

and to add insult to injury? NO RUFUS SONGS TO SPEAK OF. THAT WAS LIKE THE WHOLE REASON I WENT. and because i'm too young to rent porn, but that didn't work out very well, now did it?
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Friday, December 16, 2005 

Current mood:  restless
it's been the mandatory six seconds, so of course i have a new haircut. this is cause for a celebration! piccies: Image hosted by Photobucket.com ^ say cheese! Image hosted by Photobucket.com ^ i like the way it curls Image hosted by Photobucket.com ^ look how short it is in the back! anyway so... i look sexy. and so do you.
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005 

Current mood:  bouncy
as in, i heart. he is just too fucking cool for words. he dabbled in both kabbalah and the occult in the 70s. he is just awesome. 'labrynth' was like, my entire childhood. such a good movie. he amuses me. and the fact that i just added some moron pretending to be his character, 'the goblin king' from that movie amuses me even more. so... nothing to be learnt in school today, but i did watch a clash dvd documentary on my laptop during tanach. god bless shawn and his headphones. "the sun is shining/the earth is spinning/emily is happy/there is no other way/no day but today" that little ditty was brough to you by: bialik theatre, optimism, michelle rubin, broadway and rent. sing it loud, sing it proud. goodnight to all you jesus freaks and wannabes, emsily
Currently listening:
Low
By David Bowie
Release date: 28 September, 1999
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