What do you think about my little new baby Xavier?
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He's got amazing eyes like her.... and He's got my chipmunk cheeks!!!!!

these days have been some of the hardest in my life, i've had many people behind me offering support and love, and I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!    I am just waiting for god to put the right person into my life, one who is my age, a girl who is intellectual, and one who is ready to be in a committed relationship, i've never "fooled around" and i dont ever want to. I want to find the one. that's it. I know it's not going to be easy, but i need his guidance. and he's been doing a really good job at guiding me. at the party something told me not to drink, so i didn't, and low and behold there were two drunk girls, not saying any names, hitting on me and trying to get me to blah. but i said no!!!! I'm so happy i have people and friends behind me. they will never know how much they mean to me. and i thank god for every day i get to spend with my family because I dont know right now if that's going to be taken away...... but i want to right my wrongs, mend the wings i've broken, and move on into my own destiny. i know i'll get through this... i have too much behind me to ever just quit, so ill take life as it comes and never look back, because looking back so far has caused more pain then happiness. i want to make my future into what he has planned, so god......... if you have a myspace, you should drop me a line, cus i need you

I've been looking for happiness, but the sneaky bastards a ninja! but i caught him, we finally made some music if you know what i's sayin! It's beautiful and i love it, i didn't sleep more than two hours last night. it was fricken tarded. but i fun though. I cant wait til this all works out. i really feel like we have a weird connection, but it inspires me. but i cant be high and do it, then i'm just retarded trying to figure it out. but eh that's the price you will pay for something you really care about. i cant believe i let pot get in the way. i love you all!

I cannot wait until the day when i feel like I'm ready for you.  I know the day will come. I just hope it's fricken soon.  I've had so many things on my mind lately, and been caught up in so many things. i hope you see i don't try and hurt you. i will come meet your mom if you want me too. i'm actually kind of excited. i'm waiting for the day, in a couple weeks, when i no longer have to think about everything that's been bothering me. i want to get back to who i used to be. i'm sick of being tired, sick of being scared, and sick of feeling like i'm not good enough. but you make me feel like i'm good enough. i like that. i don't have to fight for your attention, you just give it to me. everytime i walk away from you i'm smiling. i've caught my self smiling more in the last couple weeks than i have in the last few months. i know who the real me is, and i know that once i'm comfortable and feel like i dont have to fight anymore, i can just be happy. that's all i want, Happy! one day yes i will be, and i know you can help.I'm done living in the past. the past is the past, and i'm glad that my past has led me to where i'm at now. i know that everything happens for a reason, i believe in god so i know he has control of this, and i know that the reason i'm here, right now is because of the places i've been in the past. don't let the past hold you back, the future has so many beautiful things in store.

JUGGALO VS. FRIEND--
Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs."
Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad."
Friend: Has never seen you cry.
Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on.
Friend: Asks you for your number.
Juggalo: Asks you for their number.
Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd.
Juggalo: Always has your back.
Friend: Runs for help in a fight.
Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help.
Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail.
Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!"
Friend: Will help you move out of a house.
Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house.
Friend: Bums you a cigarette
Juggalo: Bums you his last pack
Friend: Is there when you need them
Juggalo: Is there even when you dont need them
Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet
Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning
Friend: Hides you from the cops
Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the first place
Friend: Lets you make an ass out of yourself in public
Juggalo: Is up there with you making an ass out of themselves too
Friend: Likes you cause your always doing stupid shit
Juggalo: Loves you even though you do stupid shit
Friend: Is shocked to find out your actually gay
Juggalo: Already knew but really could care less
Friend: Doesn't tell anyone if you kill the guy who tried to kill you
Juggalo: Helped you kill that asshole
Friend: Comes with you to your moms funeral
Juggalo: Cries with you at your moms funeral
Friend: Tells you when his parents doesnt want him to hang out with you any more
Juggalo: Laughs in his parents faces for saying that
Friends: Fade
Juggalos: Are 4 Ever