June 26, 2005

Its been a long day after my daughters birthday. Me and wifey can finally sit down and relax while I smoke me a fat blunt. 11:45 pm there is a knock at the door, i wasn't sure who it could be when it just came to me that it might be othere guests for the party. I go to answer the door and tell who ever it is that the party is over. My light is out so i can't see who it is so i open the door with my left hand and swing it all the way open. There someone standing there just looking at me not saying a word, i start to think its a joke but then something else happens to be in his hand thats pointing directly at my head. As i get a good look at what it is I notice it is a gun and its pointing right at my head. I see in his face that he got it on his mind so i reacted as fast as i can with no words said or panicing i close the door in his face. I reacted so fast that my left shoulder could not keep up and i dislocated my shoulder instanly. The intruder now trys to come into my house by forceing his way into my house and i can not keep him out with my shoulder out of place. He pushes the door open and im behind it, he positions his self to aim fire at me behind the door and thats where i took my life in my own hands and not at the mercey of this hoddlum that tried to rip my life from my family but thats not happing tonight.

    Down but not out i lunge foward towards the gun and grab his arm with the gun but could not gain control of the gun . My shoulder just did not allow me to raise my arm passed my head. As im holding him back he raises the gun over my back and begins to let shots peirce threw my back like a hot knike threw butter. BANG...BANG...BANG...BANG...2 went in and out of my back leaving 4 big holes and one came in and traveled to my stomach but never came out. I throw him across the room and against the window. I fall to the floor walking towards him. He is scared shitless that i pushed him half way across the room and he just let out 4 shots on me. Like the coward that he is, he tries to let out the last shot when my wife scares the shit out of him with a screem and BANG he lets out the shot but he misses all together. He runs out while im on the floor thinking to my self fuck i just been shot. No crying, no sharp pains,  it just feels like a ton off hot bricks on your back and your movement is limited.

Fast foward to present:

    I still remember that feeling and my mind can actully put me in that place if i really think about it. Im sharing this with yall because today im checking myself to the emergency room to get  that bullet removed from my belly. I have had this forien object in my body for a little over a year and its time for the bullet to come out.