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Aaron Horton


Last Updated: 12/4/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 38
Sign: Aquarius

City: New York
State: New York
Country: US
Signup Date: 5/12/2007

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008 

Current mood:  fascinated
Category: Blogging

What happens when you wake up one day and realize that "normal" is just not good enough anymore?  What if what was "OK" yesterday, just isn't "OK" anymore?  It's not at all that I am ungrateful for yesterday or all of the wonderful things that have made up my life to this point.  It's just that...  I want more.  I wrote a song a while ago called, "All I Want is Everything."  Yeah...that's pretty much it.  I want it all. 

The crazy thing about all of this ranting is that I am getting it all by totally resting in Him.  It makes no common sense whatsoever.  One would think that I am having to strive and put all of this pressure on myself to measure up, in order to receive all He has for me, but on the contrary.  The hunger inside of me is like a growing inferno.  I must have His Presence...His Glory...His Face...  I can't live without it.  And even better than that...  I can't keep it.  I have to give it away!  And again...the crazy thing is... The more I give it away, the more Jesus just pours Himself into me to a greater degree. 

I am one HUNGRY and HAPPY girl who is absolutely consumed with wanting more!!!

Anyone else experiencing this?

 

Saturday, May 03, 2008 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Blogging

There is a mighty outpouring of the Glory of God taking place in Lakeland, Florida right now.  I have personally never seen anything like what I experienced there last week.  It began with a 4 day meeting in a 700 seat church, and then moved to a 3,500 seat church, and now to an 8,000 seat civic center.  Last night they had 12,000 people in the Lakeland baseball stadium.  They are now heading into the 6th week of services everyday in the morning and in the evening. Thousands of people are pouring in to Florida from all over the world, with even more watching on God TV and online.

The miracles are absolutely amazing!  There are actually confirmed reports beginning to pour in from physicians, documenting the supernatural Hand of God in healing people's bodies.  Jesus!  With my own eyes I saw the deaf hear, the blind see, people leap out of their wheelchairs, children with horrible disease and pain TOTALLY healed.  It's real!  Please don't miss this historical moment God has let us all be a part of.

The amazing thing about what God is doing is that it is not stopping in Lakeland.  People are actually making a choice to believe what God said is true!  This is not just for Todd Bentley, Pastors, or other Spiritual leaders.  As my Pastor here in New York said, "God wants to use YOU to bring people to Jesus, to heal the sick, and to give hope to the hurting people all around you. Even if you think that you are unqualified, I want you to know that you will be used by God!"  Todd Bentley was, in the natural, the least qualified (has an 8th grade education and spent most of his teen years in prisons) to be used by God, and look what he is doing.  Smith Wigglesworth was an illiterate plumber who was afraid to preach until he was filled with the Holy Spirit at age 57.  God delights in using those that the world least expects Him to use!

My prayer is that an ALL CONSUMING HUNGER for more of Him and for His Face, will touch your hearts.  Believe God for more than you are and more than you've ever even dreamed of.

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/great-florida-healing-revival
www.god.tv

Thursday, April 17, 2008 

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Religion and Philosophy


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkocKzgW2cY



What a concept, that at least for me, has been hidden for a while. It was there all along for the taking, but I suppose I wasn't ready yet. The thought of truly living life as if Heaven were here on Earth has changed me completely. I am in constant pursuit of a life of believing God will do what He has said He will do, way beyond what the "natural" might look like. God began invading every part of my thinking and dreaming when a dear friend gave me a CD series last October by Bill Johnson called, "Dreaming With God." I will never be the same!
Friday, February 29, 2008 

Current mood:  confident
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
I recently heard someone say, "The air is pregnant with possibility!"  What is going on - can you feel it?  With possibility comes great responsibility.  My question to you and to me is - Is it worth it?  What I do know is that it is impossible to remain unchanged when you begin to get a glipse of the Face of God.  How can you resist that tug to go deeper in Him and not just stay stagnant in the safety of what is familiar?  I can't resist it...not one more second!  In looking back to those who have gone before us and have given up everything in exchange for ALL He is, I am humbled, to say the least.  Dying to "everything Aaron" is such a small price to pay for gaining "everything Creator of the Universe."  Ya know?  Mary gave up her dignity, living with the stigma of having an illegitimate child to those who weren't blessed enough to have an "Angelic Visitation," but gained the awesome privilege of being the Mother of Jesus.  It was a small price to pay for such a great gift, but a price nonetheless.  Once again, I ask...Is it worth it?  It is....and I want more than anything to have the guts to give it all!
Saturday, February 16, 2008 

Current mood:  peaceful
Category: Religion and Philosophy
Me and my "sometimes you need to reinvent yourself" statement.  I mean, seriously....did I really know what I was getting myself into?  Then...once you start the process... You can never really go back to what was, even though you know you would never want to, because what "was" wasn't really cutting it.  I just made my own head spin with all of that introspective "goooo".  LOL!  All that to say - Life is a daily adventure for me.  I have chosen to not be satisfied with settling in to what has come easy for me in the past.  I made a commitment to go WAY oustside of my comfort zone and natural abilities and pursue the impossible.  Honestly...it is by far the scariest thing I have ever done.  I have spent many nights recently speaking the truth of the Word out loud, through the tears, so that my mind and spirit would hear THAT louder than what was going on in my head.  I will never forget Joyce Meyer saying, "Sometimes you gotta do it afraid."  God doesn't want us living with the arrogance that says, "I am in control of the destiny and direction of my life." That arrogance is in conflict with the nature of His Kingdom.  If you actually got beyond the first few sentences...be encouraged today.  God is trustworthy and sees what is going on from a much better perspective than you or I, and He says, "It's all good and I am DEFINETELY big enough to do this thing!"
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 

Current mood:  adventurous
Category: Blogging
In this walk of  "getting out there so far that without God, you will completely fall on your face", there are daily opportunities to remember that YOU actually commited to do that.  No backing up... No getting "wigged out"... No tiptoeing into it slowly... No looking for an easier "option B"...  We all have an extraodinary opportunity to choose between living normal and "natural", or giving up and letting God touch our "natural" with His "Super" to walk in the "Supernatural". (Thanks PJ)  On my very best, most "spiritual" day, I was, and am, in need of the cross and in need of His hand.  Cool thing about God is that HE is always faithful to be God, no matter how "flawed" I am.  It is absolutely NOT possible for Him to not show up on my behalf.  This is the season to believe and expect Him to work miracles, to seek His face for "the plan" that is WAY beyond me and you, and to guard the seed He has spoken over our lives.  This is the time to get beyond what we see around us and focus on what He has said, and nothing else.  It's a daily walk for me.  I trust Him and look forward to the miracles, signs, and wonders that you will soon read about that are taking place here in New York City.
Monday, December 03, 2007 

Current mood:  excited
Category: Blogging
"Walking on Water" takes on many different forms. For me, at this moment, it represents 2 things. A number of months ago, I felt the inevitable "stirring" inside of me, which I have come to know means - change is comin! I heard God say - "Go finish what you started in New York City", so that is exactly what I am doing. I am starting completely over at 36 and diving in to my "next", absolutely by faith...knowing that He will tell the what follows that step when I need to know. Cool! Secondly... I am finally starting to get this whole "why am I here?" thing. I have spent a long time making "life" really difficult, when, really, it just isn't! I am here to know God and make Him known. What does that mean? Pretty much...just make the choice to believe everything God says is truth, no matter what it feels like, looks like, or sounds like. "Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven..." Is there sickness in Heaven? Is there poverty in Heaven? Is there loneliness in Heaven? Is there lack or any missing thing in Heaven? Pretty much - NO! It's just NOT there. Then, why have I allowed all of those things to be part of my world? Seriously...It's time to walk on water towards the ONE Who brought Heaven to earth and really believe what He's said. I believe it! I am ready to walk in it! I am ready to fully embrace the dangerous life of doing what is infinitely BIGGER than me! Frankly...I am just stinkin' excited about it!
Monday, November 19, 2007 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Category: Life
So...here I am watching the AMA'a tonight on TV, being thoroughly entertained, while really challenged at the same time. There is so much amazing talent in this world. There is so much passion. There is so much life. There is such excellence. There is so much creativity. There is a life we see on this "silver screen" that tells us how to feel, how to look, how to love, how to dream, and how to live. There are people doing whatever it takes to "touch their world" and make sure they leave their mark. But...what happens tomorrow when "life happens?" What are we doing to touch our world? Are we living life to the fullest for ourselves or for something greater than ourselves? What can I do right here, right now to touch my world? Who is right next door, next to me in line at the grocery store, or even sitting next to me on the church pew who needs the light I carry inside of me? I may not have any awards to put on my mantel, but what I know is that I am a carrier of the Presence of God, and that is BEYOND huge.  
Sunday, November 04, 2007 

Current mood:  excited

I will keep it short, since this is actually my first "blog" experience. Do you ever feel like you are standing on the edge of a cliff, where you can't see the bottom and know that you have to take the next step without a net? You're pretty sure that you will either have a "walk on water" experience or at least land in the arms of Someone bigger than you are. There is no doubt that He is there and absolutely trustworthy, but YOU still are required to take that first step. I have to admit...it's kinda fun. Time to do this!