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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 40
Sign: Taurus

City: cheltenham
State: Southwest
Country: UK
Signup Date: 5/16/2007

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Thursday, July 12, 2007 
I love you unconditionally
I think you are the person I thought I would never meet
You make me feel complete
I feel your presence even before I see you
You don't even realise the power you have over my heart because you worry that I won't give to you as much as you give to me...little do you know that you already have my all
I look at you and admire your beauty but what i truely see is just you
You couldn't list accurately what attracts me to you because it's you that i'm attracted to, your movement ,your aurra, things as simple and natural as the way you draw breath thru your lips,play with hair, the way your clothes sit on your skin.

Tell me, if someone you were attracted to felt this way about you,and told you so,and he meant it,completely,would be you interested?

I don't have to think about loving you, i can't help it ,couldn't stop myself if i tried
EVERYTHING is too small a word to descibe what i want to give you
When we first met, you made me feel like love for us was a blank canvas, that neither of us had ever been in love before and we were truely starting afresh, and you still give me that feeling
There's something about you that I can't put into words,just a knowledge,a sense, that i have to be a part of your life

How would you feel about someone you were attracted to, knowing he felt this way,and was so open about his feelings? would you be interested?

It doesn't matter where we go, what we do, as long as it's together
I love your independance,the way you rule your own life and yet still make me feel like i matter,what i think matters,without you having to say a word.

Yes it's true that it was certain things about how you looked when i first met you that made me take notice, but those things still make me take notice, because it's what comes with the way you look that i fell in love with, what makes up YOU,everything that you ARE, creates how you look.

And what if this is how he thought, if that is why he felt the way he does about you?

When I meet people i might find them attractive, but that doesn't mean i'm always attracted to them! For me beauty, shape, look, call it what you will but however you descibe it , it is important, love is not blind! but beauty has no set formula for me, it takes so much more to have an effect on me, for me to act on an attraction and that is why i'm with you why it's you i want to be with me.

I'm only able to love someone that makes me feel, that i can be honest with them,i can trust them, with my deepest fears ,feelings aspirations ,desires and freely let them in to the most sacred of thoughts.


So .......... can anyone tell me why, when someone finds me attractive, and i them, it ends before it properly starts with the immortal words.....

i'm 38 ,divorced with 2 kids that i share equal custody of.

I find that the people i'm usually attracted to and i attract, are mid20's to early 30's, i can't help that, it's just how it goes,i don't pretend to be something i'm not but i guess my personality, interests etc gives the impression that i'm a 28-30yr old single man.
Because until i tell them, they have no clue whatsover, cos i don't fit the stereotype. Why is the truth so devastating? I don't ever lie,they think i'm 28-30 and single, thats not how i introduce myself when asked, so unless i am prepared to lie,which i'm not, there's no hope, i'm starting to question my future happiness...or lack of it!

everything above...about love ,feelings, is me, thats how i am, how i feel about what and how love is and should be felt and expressed, but it rarely gets that far for me now. i'd really appreciate comments to help me understand why the statement overshadows the rest so greatly.what is it that women really fear about the truth, that doesn't even cross their minds till they know it?
Friday, May 18, 2007 

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