"ENEMY OF THE WORLD"
Guilty by my own admission
I look to the sky but no ones listenin',
The aftermath of years of sin,
but I don't regret a thing its just the way I'm living,
The enemy in the eyes of some
A menace to society, a bastard son....
Of a world full of anger, try to rise above,
But when you live like an animal, you die like one
Life aint no test, aint got no one to impress, its just a series of breaths, as we inch closer to death,
I refuse to live in fear, sympathetic words fall on deaf ears,
There's no hope for me, but I aint scared,
'Cause now I'm finally seeing clear
Though destined for failure,
I bow down to no one,
Please save me from this living hell,
I'll never know peace til life is done
An empty feeling inside my chest so
I look inside to see what's missing.
Lack of conscience, morals don't exist,
A twisted point of view..its seems my heart is missing,
With the path of destruction I'm leavin, I'm born just to die aint no need for deceiving,
Still im plagued by my inner demons, I'll never know peace til I cease breathin',
Life aint no test, aint got no one to impress, its just a series of breaths, as we inch closer to death,
All the rules I'll disregard,
Live for the moment, I don't care who gets harmed,
I always said that growing old was never in the cards,
So I'd rather call it quits since I made it this far
Though destined for failure,
I bow down to no one,
Please save me from this living hell,
I'll never know peace til life is done
Life is done!!!!!!
Life is done
Looking back on the life I've lead...
(Controlled!!)
Thoughts of remorse don't run thru my head..
(By hate!!!!!)
And though decisions I've made have been poor.........
I've accepted my fate as an enemy of the world......
Don't you ever pray for me, its the end of the line and I just want peace,
I'm my own worst enemy, and I await my release to eternal sleep.
"STILLBIRTH"
Wandering, whereabouts unknown,
The concrete starts to look like home,
No hope in sight, can't see the light,
No drive to change, cant live life right,
I waste away, gettin high for days
Everythings okay, but someday I'll pay
Steady fuckin up til the time I'm done
But I rest well knowing that I might not wake up
No name, no face,
I burned my bridges for a taste,
Lost soul, no faith
Is this street my final resting place?
Time is up, this is my life, this haze must be my destiny it seems
Dead since day one!!
Given everything, I traded all that in for one more fix today
Dead since day one!!
Dead since day one!!! x6
The overpass where it all began
Where I used to drink 40s with my friends
Has become the place where each day ends
No one in sight, not a single friend
Just a lonely man, sittin on concrete
People pass me by, but they don't see
Just a worthless fiend, dead where I stand,
I sliced the wrist of a helping hand
Realize, open up your eyes, there is more to the world than a life of crime, backstabbing, lies, pushing friends aside, living on the streets, just to get high.......
Well fuck you, bitch, Im gonna do my thing,
nothing you can do and not a thing you say, will ever change my mind, and now I've drawn my line, this is where I stand and this is where I'll die.