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♥ Alyssa ♥



Last Updated: 2/17/2008

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 20
Sign: Taurus

City: Coon Rapids
State: Minnesota
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/22/2005

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Saturday, July 21, 2007 

Current mood:  happy

This summer is mighty interesting... Matt got married and I miss him so much... Sam is going to the navy and that is just killing me... he also got an amazing girlfriend and it just makes me cry... Sam and I have been best friends since we used to go to our grandparents every summer and we were the youngest back then... I went to camp and completely fell in love with God all over again... God is moving in my life right now and it's so unexplainable... I'm going to Northwestern this fall and I'm so excited to see what's going to happen.  And to top that off, I have fallen for an amazing boy...  God is just using him in my life in crazy ways...  He's just the sweetest, most amazing guy ever...  So this is my life right now... Just to let you know...

Saturday, May 26, 2007 

Lord I know that you're here today

God I've wronged you in possible way

I'm here today to say I love you

I will never know, never have, never understand

Why you love me so…

Jesus today,

I think of what you've done for me

How can I comprehend, Holy Spirit

How you fill me up

Why you fill me with your love and grace

Mercy that flows like a river flowing through me

A river running wild

 

For I know that I have faced many trials Lord

Why, Lord, oh why

Must I have this pain…?

Must I endure this forever?

 

Stay with me forever and for always

Hold me like a little child today

Give me the strength to live

One day at a time, for You...

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 

Current mood:  frustrated
Category: Writing and Poetry

I had a dream last night
I couldn't get you off my mind
I figured out finally
That my dream is a fairytale

You stand outside my window
Calling my name
The stars are shining
Things would just not seem the same
Without you in my life

Please tell me this is reality
Tell me that it's true
Sing to me, telling me you love me too

I step outside in the winter cold
Wouldn't you know, the night is already getting old
You ask me for a dance
What a perfect sight

I cry out in the darkness
Wishing my dream would become reality
But in my heart I know I will never be with you

The flowers bloom in your hand
I can't believe this perfect sight
You know what I like, you know what I love
Who would ever guess that it's you?

I miss you so much
Why can't I get you out of my head
Please kiss me to wake me up from this dream
A nightmere because I know that it will never become reality

Currently listening:
Misguided Roses
By Edwin McCain Band
Release date: 24 June, 1997
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 

Current mood:  drained

I recently wrote this... but don't go off thinking I'm insane... I write because I can, and I love it... not because it for sure what I feel at that time...

 

What do you do when they world has changed so much

That you don't even recognize the palm of your own hand

I wonder if the earth is still spinning

Is that what happens when you're in love?

What do you do when you feel something?

Something stirring up deep inside of you

That words cannot express, but your heart can surely feel it

What happens if I tell you the deepest desire of my heart?

And I tell you that it's you

But your heart laughs at me?

Tell me one reason why you should have my heart

And I will freely give it to you

 

If we were a million miles away

Would you still sing to me?

Calling me in the distance?

Would you still wish upon a star?

Wish that we could be together one last time.

Or is that just my heart stirring inside me

 

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 

Current mood:  curious

Here is my foolproof method for not getting pregnant:

These rules apply to every girl who ever dates and should be followed TO THE LETTER.

1. Don't touch the boys.

2. Don't wear short skirts around the boys.

3. Dump the boy if he dosn't pay for your everything or pick you up.

4. Don't go to the boy's house unless you are on your way somewhere else and he forgot something, like his checkbook which he needs to pay for the date, and his parents are wide awake and talking to you or else you sit in the car.

5. Don't go to your house unless he is picking you up or dropping you off and your parents are wide awake and either talking to him or he sits in the car.

Now for the set time limits you must wait before performing the following actions:

1. Serenading: Anytime as long as the boy leaves right after and does not come in the house.

2. Handshake: after first date if the boy picks you up and drops you off and walks you to your door and has paid for everything.

3. Hand holding: After the six month anniversary.

4. Kiss on the hand: After the 8th month anniversary.

5. Kiss on forehead or cheek: After the one year anniversary.

6. First kiss: After the three year anniversary. (just a peck, now)

7. First kiss that's not just a peck: After five years or marriage. We reccomend after marriage.

8. Being alone in the same place, including a parked car, for more than 3.5 seconds: After marriage.

9. Sex: 3 years after marriage. Just kidding, gosh. Your wedding night.

(In case you didn't catch it, these are noticably severe as a half-serious joke. But seriously, don't touch the boys.)(Oh and the sex thing wasn't severe or a joke a-tall.)

Saturday, June 03, 2006 

Current mood:  cheerful
Storybook Love
Come my love I'll tell you a tale
Of a boy and girl and their love story
And how he loved her oh so much
And all the charms she did possess
Now this did happen once upon a time
When things were not so complex
How he worshipped the ground she walked
And when he looked in her eyes he became obsessed
My love is like a storybook story
But it's as real as the feelings I feel
My love is like a storybook story
But it's as real as the feelings I feel
It's as real as the feelings I feel
This love was stronger than the powers so dark
A prince could have within his keeping
His spells to weave and steal a heart
Within her breast but only sleeping
My love is like a storybook story
But it's as real as the feelings I feel
My love is like a storybook story
But it's as real as the feelings I feel
It's as real as the feelings I feel
Now he said, "Don't you know I love you oh so much
And lay my heart at the foot of your dress?"
She said, "Don't you know that these storybook loves
Always have a happy ending?"
Then he swooped her up just like in the books
And on his stallion they rode away
My love is like a storybook story
But it's as real as the feelings I feel
My love is like a storybook story
But it's as real as the feelings I feel

Monday, May 29, 2006 
Monday, May 08, 2006 

Current mood:  cheerful

Hey... everyone's puttin poems in their blogs... I thought I'd out do everyone... looky looky! 

http://www.freewebs.com/alyssamk/index.htm

BTW... It's ok, you can say it.. i know i rock!

Currently listening:
Nothing Is Sound
By Switchfoot
Release date: 13 September, 2005