TO POLINAJ'S FRIENDS & FANS:

Thank you so much for loving my music!
I will be recording 2 new albums in January 2010 here in Los Angeles. 35 new songs are coming!! Combination of styles: Jazz, Pop, Blues, Scat, Rock, Latin, Middle Eastern, African, Ancient...!! Planning to release new albums summer 2010.
Also new spiritual novel is almost ready!! Hopefully will be published in 2010 as well!
Very exciting time!
Thanks for all your love & support!!
PolinaJ

"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference."

---Eliezer Wiesel, jewish writer, professor, Nobel laureate, Holocaust survivor.

Everything that is new is rarely well-received right away. Some open-minded people accept it, but for most of us it takes time to digest news that are not familiar to our mind, but when time passes we get use to the new material and receive it okay. We have tons of samples: in music, art, science....in everything. Someone is born with the 'progress idea' and people slowly accept progress and follow it. It is all got to do with growth, spiritual growth - everything and everyone's programmed to grow. We are growing...spiritually...only in the opposite direction - egoistic.
We, humans, are all connected and we are all belong to each other and each of us is part of the others. Like cells of the same organism. No cell works for itself taking everything from other cells, each cell works for the other cells and this way the whole organism is working properly and harmonically and this way the whole universe is built.
Ego gives us an identity which is a great thing. And it was a big purpose for making an Ego. But now days all spiritual, mystical, esoteric schools open their knowledge to everyone after so many years of hiding it with only one reason - we already built a vessel - ego - it is developed, it is big enough. We are done with finding ourselves. And now is time to get back to Light without losing what we have found - I.D. And now's the time to finally fulfill our desires with endless pleasure - which makes us Like G-d - and that's why Creator created this whole system in the first place - to give us everything.
We desire - and this is our essence. And we don't have to change it. It is our spiritual and human nature - to desire. All we have to change is the intention. We finally have to become cells that work for each other and make each other better. The only thing that is standing on our way is Ego. Instead of making myself wealthier than others, smarter than others, more powerful than others we should share our knowledge, use our talents and abilities to serve others. People with global consciousness don't need a 'push' - monthly salary - to use their abilities and do something for others. We should be ashamed of ourselves with not being able to make a move without an advantage for ourselves. And if we raise ourselves just a little over our world of tiny desires and problems we will see: as a child I desire small things, then I grow and I desire more, then I get older my desires get smaller and then I die - my desires die. Our life shows us the whole spiritual process of egoistic desire: small, never satisfied permanently and dies at the end. Spiritual desire - with intention to serve others or G-d (which is the same) - has endless pleasure. And intention cannot be to receive this endless pleasure which in this case will make it egoistic again and it automatically sends a taboo to receive as self-pleasure, but with intention to serve others and for the sake of the Creator who only wants us to enjoy everything He prepared for us.
It is time to complete our mission - we were created to become like G-d. And it is impossible to do it if all pieces are apart. We are all parts of G-d, like a pazzle.
Lets start changing the way we think. Serving others, loving others is the key to our permanent happiness with no more pain, sufferings, traumas, tragedies. It is a happy story and lets not make a drama out of it. Because the machine is very strict and will keep hurting us if we don't do as planned. All spiritual books written by different languages (mathematical, sensitive etc) only teach us one thing - how to love. We, humans, don't know how to love. We can only love ourselves in others.
If we start living by spiritual rules we won't need most of the frames our imperfect system has with controlling our minds like religious dogmas, morals, financial stability, fear of lose of job, power of money, jealousy, power of control, police and even government...It sounds like a fairytale, but it is not. Many great spiritual minds are talking about this change right now. And like spiritual and material world built as hierarchy - not everyone has to understand and accept it, but when some people do after awhile the whole planet will follow it.
Lets start changing the way we think and act. All we need is building a strong sense of importance of doing this - to feel that we are part of each other, we belong to each other. Someones pain is my pain, someones joy is my joy. And that's why we can communicate because we consist of same material in different proportion (say one person has desire for money 80%, desire for spirituality 6%, desire for success and power over others 12% etc. etc.,someone else has all these desires as well only in different proportion, but we all have it. And that's why we understand each other.) We are - Desires.
"By uniting, people will have anything they desire", Rav Kabbalist Michael Laitman.
Lets create a better world. After all we are G-d's partners...So lets behave like ones.
...Desires, Creativity & Every Single Moment of Our Existence Must Serve Light, Not Ego. It's damn hard to work and not expect results, but it is worth living for....
P.S. please watch these sites www.kab.tv www.kabbalah.info and www.laitman.com We are responsible for saving our world and ourselves! With love, PolinaJ

In the News (translated from APN): Mikhail Khazin, a famous Russian economist, asserts that the only way to save the world from catastrophe is to implement a “global project” that will renew the public consciousness. Hopefully the world’s most ambitious individuals will then prove their worth by spearheading meaningful social projects. instead of showing off the size of their boats. And their reward will not be another ten billion dollars, but the respect and gratitude of the entire humanity.

PolinaJ©2009
 

Promoting my new album 'Brand New Way'. Cd Release - January 2009.
Songs from 2 hours show. Click on 'video' under the Cover Pic on Myspace.
First song brought me Trophy in Avant-Garde Category, Jazz Singing in USA International Competition in Las Vegas this month, Jan '09.
Hope you like it! And Happy New Year!!
PolinaJ