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Last Updated: 8/25/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 27
Sign: Sagittarius

City: Denver
State: Colorado
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/2/2007

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Saturday, March 07, 2009 

Current mood:ambitious!
..........................In attendance: Jen, Rachel, Amber, and myself (Dan).

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I discussed how I am opening these meetings up to all
Iraq/Afghan veterans as well as to anyone who supports IVAW and to anyone that wants
to volunteer in any way. I believe this way we'll have even more support to get
larger goals accomplished.

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I touched on the subject about how the IVAW as a whole
isn't doing too well with the national office and this is why I can't seem to
get anyone else's participation right now. Hope that will change in the coming
months.  If however, it doesn't, we need
to keep in our mind how and to what to change our organization name and also to
be thinking of a new logo.

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We’re going to try to collect email addresses and physical
addresses of past members in Denver/Colorado Springs so we can encourage more
vets to volunteer.  We'll also use the
existing MySpace profile to its full potential to track down volunteers.

.. ..

I now have access to the IVAW and Fight with Tools MySpace
profiles. Jess is going to make a Facebook profile and be in charge of keeping
it updated. I also put Rachel in charge of the IVAW MySpace profile. She is
going to help organize our friends into categories and try to find all the vets
in ....Denver.... and
message them and let them all know that the Denver IVAW is back up and running
full speed ahead.  She and jess will then
both collaborate on helping to advertise and post events and meetings.  I will of course oversee these projects to
make sure that both profiles are being managed effectively.  I will also keep the Fight with Tools profile
updated.

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I will talk with Seth, the Fight with Tools manager to see
about getting an IVAW Denver Group started. I will also brainstorm with him the
logistics involved in generating fundraising for IVAW Denver.  We discussed the possibility that any
donations made by check could be made out to “Fight with Tools” and specified
by including “IVAW Denver” in the memo section. 
This is an idea in progress for
generating funds; it hasn’t been approved yet.
 

.. ..

Amber wants to do a fundraiser concert as soon as possible
(potentially in late March), which could generate cash fundraising options.

 

IVAW ....DENVER....
IMMEDIATE MAIN FOCUS: To help spread awareness of all the IRR MEMBERS getting
called back to duty.  We need to help
spread the message and let those people that are getting called back know they
DO NOT HAVE TO GO and they do have alternate options.  Jen agreed to make a few hundred copies of an
informational IRR pamphlet to hand out.  This pamphlet outlines IRR members’ options
should they be called back to service.

 

We have been offered an office in the AFSC building on
Speer and 14th, so we will have office space, a main phone line, and
voicemail available.  We will also begin
holding weekly meetings there. 

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I have also told sarah that I want to go to the Truth in Recruitment
conference in July. I would like to combine IVAW with Truth in Recruitment.

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We discussed making our own welcome packets for new
members, which will be sent to both vets and supporters instead of just to
vets.  Jen agreed to take charge of
putting those together when we have the needed supplies.  Also, I will make DENVER IVAW vet shirts and
Denver IVAW supporter shirts and I'll either sell them AT COST, or if we could
use some money from fundraising to pay for the shirts.

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Fight with Tools will be setting up several booths at
several events this spring and summer. 
My goal is to have an IVAW booth set up right next to them each and
every time.  We’ll direct interested vets
and supporters to the Fight with Tools website to get signed up and added to
the IVAW Denver Group. I'm not directing them to IVAW.org this way I can track
every new member myself. To make sure they get a welcome packet and can stay in
touch with all the upcoming events. At these booths, I want to provide
information about the Truth in Recruitment campaign as well. We can also set
this booth up at every Fight with Food event. 
I’m also planning to set up booths at as many local shows as possible.

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Amber is setting up our first fundraiser show I was hoping
to do this on March 20th, the day of the rally downtown.  She hopes to host this show at either the
Larimer Lounge or the Walnut Room.  She
may only be able to secure the show on the 22nd or the 24th,
but she’s working out the details.  She
and I would be the primary overseers for this project.  We’re also discussing postponing the show
till next month if need be.  We’d like to
plan on hosting a fundraiser show each month. 
 


Friday, June 15, 2007 

Current mood:  distressed
Dear Sir,
    When we last spoke I told you what your son's last words were. In time I will be able to understand what they meant. In time you will be able to heal these wounds you have suffered. At no point were we seperated; no physical distance ever severed our mental bond. And even as he was bleeding to death and his lungs collapsed, he did not have to say it. I already knew what he wanted me to tell you. That he loved you very much. He did not have to say it, but he felt bad that his relationship with you had been splintered. He apologizes... a tear ran down his cheek and I knew then, he wanted it to be you who was holding him there. Just like you used to hold him high in the air and you'd convince him he was flying as a baby boy...he wishes he was flying now. He wishes he was back in Oregon fishing with the "old man" and knockin' back a few microbrews discussing 1940's movie trivia. You see I know these things without being told because your son saved my life, and like anyone who would have the courage to save a life, you want to know everything there is to know about them. I wanted to pay him back...with loyalty, with honor and trust. Your son was the greatest man I have ever had the privelage of knowing. He was more of a statue, a representative of virtuosity to me than anything else. I wish I could have kept that statue from being destroyed...I wish that with every ounce of my soul. He was the ideological hero that society spends so much time creating. He was the only true hero I've ever met and will ever meet. This grief, sadness and shame that I live with about his death consumes me with the force of a thousand knives stabbing my heart...like a vault in my mind filled with bricks and the weight is crushing me. You see your son saved my life. Not because of heroism or valor, but because it was his duty to do so; his job and he took it seriously. Well... I did not repay him. Instead I was too fucking busy lighting my cigarette to see the RPG being fired at his humvee, speechless...that fucking cigarette! He always told me "those things are going to kill you someday you know". Well I fucking wish that had sooner. That fucking cigarette! That split second decision to prioritize an amonia and carbon dioxide filled selfish addiction; I killed your son... I failed him. I failed you. I failed myself. I will never get to repay him. Please forgive me.

Sincerely,
Survivor's Guilt

Currently reading:
Fiasco: The American Military Adventure in Iraq
By Thomas E. Ricks
Release date: 25 July, 2006