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a few days ago, I had a phone call from Japan.

my ground pa (the grond ma(who went different world 99 days ago)'s hasbund) is in Comma. not moving and anything. felt like finaly my grand ma is inviting him to her world now. It happen in Nov as well, so I went back to Japan for the time, and remember the story here on blog, when i came home he WOKE UP! and started movin, that story.

Well, I was really sad to hear that he is in comma again, then thinking should I go home or what. It was just bussiest week, and also few thing i could not miss other wise KOOan won't be in US anymore for a while sort thing was gonna happen.

But, anyway, my gran pa like this Japanese baseball team called "Hanshin Tigars" 

well, he was on bed , comma. and TV was on, when this baseball game came out, he woke up. Helloooooooooooooo!! and he is getting better cause they winning!!

So Im here in US. My shows are on May in NY and Aug in Gaiana (south America) so im excited! and go to Japan maybe ealy may or June. wanna come with me-----!????

Lets go to japaaan with KOOOOOOOaaaaaaaaaan!!!!!!! Please!!!

now im happier, i can think right. If im not happy enough, i cannot act right, gets really wired KOOan. like Crazier... unfortunatly, and people got a handle it, so its no good for anyone. But now is better----!! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

And seriously, this my gran pa is reeeeally crazy artist who paints and sings, but he stoped it because people were crazy and he was Crazier. things happen, but his plesure is for the baseball team "Hanshin" to win, so cross finger for them to win please (there is actually organization who support this team in NY too! called "Tora Tora Kai NY brunch" Tora means TIGER!! Hanshin Tigers! yai!

and when this team lost, he went comma on Nov.... they were keep looseing game for real....... its unbeliebable how Life is. But it also proves that Happy Makes Healthy!!! and helps your life!

World Smile Project leader KOOan

 

I love Dancers! They always make my clothes and imagination alive when we work well together and happy!

April 8th, it was an event called "Carnival NY"  @ Hiro "Matsuri"

It is Top NY choreographer's sort of like conference, sort of festival, to me this is big concert!!!! I always try to make it if I can.

Since last Carnival NY, i joined as a fashion designer and styist, last time I did with JONTE' with another Amazing Stylist Ramon!!=Moni--!!! he is also choreographer of JONTE' as well. We did something soooo happy and fun and perfectly choreographed and danced by so great dancers.

And, This time, I was able to work with choreographer Jermain Brown and Karon (it was his deview stage as choreographer)

It was actually reeeeally interesting experience and I had a soooo much presure working with the choreographers and also their dancers.

2 of the choreographer's contrast was soooo strong, so it was soooo much fun to do 2 completly different theme shows at the same event. 

Jermain was very mature sexy with his interesting concept, and We choraborated with my hair (Choco) and make up (Kumi) team, it was almost like Chicago VS Kill Bill. like America VS Japan, and i was able to make a red hoodie dress and just soooooooooooooooooo cute. I just got pretty much touch with his work ethic and creations. amazing!!!! And my lovely Yuko Yuko killed everyone at the end on stage! It was soo emotinal show for me.

Karon team were soooooooooooooo cute. We were able to make everyone like came out from Cartoon world, so as his choreography, lighting and outfits and hair and make up, everything run soooooo perfect. He is soooo young. and I met him when he was younger!!!  It gives me so much power when younger people doing and trying their best to create something what they want. all the dancer's power full energy was so much fun, and we play with outfit make up hair like We just had fun in it

And i just wanted to say to all dancers "Congratulation! and Thank you always to give me pure energy!"

I wanna see the video---- it was so cute.

KOOan

 

 

 

these day, i had a time to think how lucky i am to be around the people who choose to be around me in every single way. and wanted to thank everyone here. i have re_recognized that so many people love me, and it is really apliciate that fact that my personality and talent has been loved. And thought i have to learn more what i need to learn from experience in life to make what's been loved even better! so you can like me more more more! woo! I was sooo home sick for like 2 weeks, the biggest reason i can think of is that my grand mom has die January 5th in japan, next day she receaved the NY LookBook that i was in. I have talked about my grand mom story before here, cause i felt soooo much power from her. Although she was in coma (for half a year) she had power to bring me back to japan with me chancelling the big fashion show (july), but still it was and is hard to accept the person's death. I knew that i don want to accept it, so i didn wanted to talk about it here, but it is also important to let you all know that she left to another world. i feel like she brought a lot of people i feel like... with her, i mean..it was many people dieing the half year specifically at the place that she wanted to go, NY, Brazil, etc. its creazy to believe some of the thing happen that makes me think that these things happen in a reason, but who knows these thing, u know? what the hell. However, i believe in a power in each people, and that make something possible to happen or you bring ur "life road" to where you want (im just trying to say her power didn kill anyone but she is around some crazy shit u know? what the hell. and aslo it was very sorry to know people die any where always but you will die some times in your life right? so enjoy till it last! woo!) when i feel power of people, thats when people feel my exsistance, and it could be any way, when you like what i do, that is big apliciation, when you see me on the street and wanna hit me, that is still apliciated because they recognizing my exsistance. and when especially positive power comes to me, that brings me to next level. I live for that. do u think u can live in Mars by ur self? no. but i can live there with my friend. i love ppl! but im not good at composing sentence, so i came to the point i don know how to finish what im talking about, but all im saying is that thank you so much everyone who knows and will know me at this point and in the future. some like that right? hehehe. and please try to pronounce my name right. (oh well, its too bad that i miss spell it but i love it! so im keep in it, so you pronounce like KO O a n (KOOan), well this douesn explain well, isn it? what the hell? im gonna tape my voice soon and link the pronouceation or something.... maybe if u use it as ring tone, i will annoy ur life.. hahah, so KO O a n! However, at the same time, i love the fact many people pronounce KOOan in their own way. its like " thank you for new version!" myoooo

yeahhhh!! fusion 2008 this is a fashion show competition among FIT and Parsons well more like FIT vs Parsons. yes! FIT won! and winner of FIT is..... A japanese girl! woo! im gonna report her full name here later but, since 2005 motoomi baba 2006 meeee kosuke okawa kooan 2007 atsuko(parsons) so 4 years! winner is japaneeeeeseu! i was just so happy, so wanted to sare my happinesuuu

i went to Broadway Dance Center yesterday. I had a special lesson By Joanna and Dana! woo! it was sooooo Hooooot! (although, i wasnot do shit!) and my body hurts! woo! when i dance, no matter how bad i do, how many people make fun of me, i get soooooooo much refresh. and actually that let me sew sew sew sewoooooo!!! so, fashion designer should take as many dance class, so we get more energy from dance and can sew more! now im at Karon's reharsal with Meeka. its soooo fun just to even watch them. its like TV show for me. u know?