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Rayne Brewers


Last Updated: 11/30/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Sign: Aquarius

City: Bytheprickingofmythumbssomethingevilthiswaycomes
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/13/2007

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May 4, 2009 - Monday 

 is because she cant keep her fucking mouth shut!
i ask her not to tell anyone and she goes and tells dad, then hes asking me about whatever i told my mother
then she goes off and talks to her friends about it....then i get calls from them asking me whats going on....
i  DO  NOT  CONFIDE  IN MY  MOTHER  FOR THIS  VERY REASON!!!
thats what my friends are for....thats what my computer is for....if i need to vent....or go on a rant....
I'll type it out or I'll call someone and tell them...but most likely ill type...like now...lol :)


so when i die...or something happens to me...the ppl whom r close to me will know whats going on...and she will be all alone in the dark...with absolutly no clue as to whats going on!!!

and then i will have a video or a written statement just for her... saying "how do u feel not knowing, if only we'd  been closer....i guess thats your own fault isnt it"

May 4, 2009 - Monday 


 shes in the kitchen talking about me to one of her friends...i heard her and i looked at her like "WTF"
then she looks at me and blantly says "yeah...im talking about you", then i said "thats not nice"
my mother said so what
then i said "i dont talk about u to my friends so y r u talking about me?"
she says that its Joyce, Joyce is "family"
now heres the thing...i dont fuckin know Joyce....so rele its not ok!!
so then she said..."ok dont talk to me anymore, cause im not havin a conversation with you..."
so she continues her conversation with this Joyce person....
i couldnt take it anymore so i turned the T.V off and went to the bathroom....
then when i came out....she calles me over and says " i dont mean any 'harm' to you, but i just need you to do your part around here"
then she says come here, i said no, she says come here again, so then i finally said..."i dont want a hug or a kiss"
then her way to handle that was to flip me off and say "kiss my ass, get the hell outta my face"
and shes the person who wants respect from me and she fucking flips me off...HAHAHA
that is soo FUCKING FUNNY I CANT STAND IT!!!!

and she wonders y i dont like here and y i dont tell her things...
 

April 25, 2009 - Saturday 

ppl keep asking me how long to keep a new piercing in for...so heres a list


ampallang    4-8 m.
apadravya    4-8 m. 
cheek           2-4 m.
clit               1-2 m.
clit hood       1-2 m.
dydoes         2-6 m.
ear cartilage  2 m.-1 y.
earlobe         6 w.-2 m.
eyebrow        6 w.-2 m.
frenum           2-6 m.
guiche            2-6 m.
inner labia       1-2 m.
labret              6 w.-2 m.
naval               6 m.-2 y.
nipple             2-6 m.
nostril             2 m.-1 y.
outter labia     2-4 m.
prince albert    1-2 m.
scrotum           2-6 m.
septum            6 w.-2 m.
tongue             1 m.-6 w.

April 25, 2009 - Saturday 

ya know...i got to thinkin...and it funny how some ppl u thought u could call ur "best" firend kinda leave u high and dry...

i can count on one hand how many ppl said happy b-day to me...

but thats not the point...

the point is that the one person i thought would say it...even if she didnt mean it...didnt even bother

i know it a lil late to be saying anything...but it still hurts just as much to know that she has other ppls feelings at heart...

nice to know who ur real friends r...

April 4, 2009 - Saturday 

LOVE



It's getting late. You're stood on a low bridge, overooking a deep river. You're contemplating leaving, when you hear somebody walking behind you.

You turn around, and see Dean, the local emo boy. He spots you, and stops.

"What?"

He says, as if you has no right to look at him, ven though his clothes did draw attention to themselves.

"Nothing."
"Then why are you staring at me?"
"Because you stopped!"

You say, as if it were obvious. It should have been, too.

"You're ______, right? From my class?"
"Yeah. Dean right?"
"Oh, so you know my name? Thats a first... Everyone else just calls me a stupid emo."
"Well you are."

Dean shoots you a look of hate.

"Thats not what I meant. I meant you're an emo, not that youre stupid."
"You think I care if you tnk I'm stupid? Forget about it. Everybody hates me."

He says, and looks solemnly at the floor with his handsome blue eyes. You feel pity for the boy.

"I'm sure not everyone hates you."
"They do. Even on my DA website..."
"Its silly to think that."

You say. You never make it clear that you don't hate him.

Dean looks sorrowfully at the water flowing under the bridge.

"This place... it brings relief. People don't come here often. This place would look beautiful in the moonlight..."
"What was that?"

You said, not quite hearing him. He shakes his head, and walks away from you. You watch him go, wondering if he'll be okay.

Later that night, you remember what Dean said about his website. You manage to find it, anc dlick on to it. Just as you're on, another entry is posted. You click onto it, and read through it.

It's a song, and its full of emo-ness and rants on about how people feel alone in the world and how life is worthless. But then the final few lines catch your eye.

The water she carries me away,
The kiss is colder than ice,
My dying voice I fear to say,
I go tonight

You realise whats going on. You run from your room and out of the front door of the house, bolting dow the streets to the dridge. Under it, you see Dean, wading into the water. You climb down and run into the water, dragging him out before he can put his head under.

"Why? Why id you come back for me?"
"Because people do care. I care. I don't know you Dean, but even I couldn't bare to just let you drown."

Dean smiles at you, and you walk him home.

Over the next few month you become friends, and fall in love. You marry after severa years, and after many years of happiness together you die in your sleep happily.

April 4, 2009 - Saturday 
What Would You Do If:

» I committed suicide: cry

» I said I liked you: say i like u back...cause its true

» I kissed you: i have NO IDEA

» I lived next door to you: who would want to live next funcking door to me?

» I started smoking: EWW...DO NOT BREATH ON ME!!!

» I stole something: steal with u

» I was hospitalized: visit u....DUH

» I ran away from home: try and understand y...w/o forcing it on u

» I got into a fight and you weren't there: i dont rele know....try to calm u down may-b



What Do You Think About My:

» Personality: interesting

» Eyes: idk never rele cn them

» Face: cute

» Hair: nice

» Clothes: okay...

» Manners: idk...



Answer These Too..

[1] Who are you? kida

[2] Are we friends? i guess u could say that..

[3] When and how did we meet? myspace...back in NOV.

[4] How have I affected you? yes...in more ways than one

[5] What do you think of me? cool...and kind of lost...(like a puppy)

[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? dont have one...sorry

[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? as long as we keep talking...that could be days...months...years...it depends

[8] Do you love me? i dont want u to think im weird...so i wont answer this one...

[9] Have I ever hurt you? once

[10] Would you hug me? ive given u air hugs... like NOW *HUGGY*

[11] Would you kiss me? c # 8

[12] Would you cuddle with me? c # 8 & 11

[13] Are we close? idk..r we?

[14] Emotionally, what stands out? how u carry a coversation

[15] Do you wish I was cooler? no..ur fine just the way u are...

[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 7.5

[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. BOMB....u tend to drop bombs on ppl




[18] Am I loveable? sure y not...

[19] How long have you known me? not very long...just a few months

[20] Describe me in one word. carring




[21] What was your first impression? um....

[22] Do you still think that way about me now? depends on the conversation

[23] What do you think my weakness is? alison

[24] Do you think I'll get married? I DONT KNOW

[25] What about me makes you happy? im not answering this either

[26] What about me makes you sad? the thing u say some times

[27] What reminds you of me? my blade

[28] What's something you would change about me? nothing...u r who u r

[29] How well do you know me? not well enough....

[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? plenty of times

[31] Do you think I would kill someone? yes...im sure of it

[32]What are 3 things you like about me? not gonna answer
November 3, 2008 - Monday 

Current mood:  blank

Nevermore

she sits in her room

lying on her bed

singing PARAMORE

he sits perched in a tree watcing as she sings

and he whispers

FOREVERMORE

as she sits singing to her melody's

he whispers

NEVERMORE, my love NEVERMORE

her melody's so loud as she sings PARAMORE

he creeps through the window

and takes her by the hand

FOREVERMORE

NEVERMORE as she screams

FOREVERMORE as he sings

NEVERMORE, FOREVERMORE to the lovers of PARAMORE

and to the lovers of PARAMORE

who sing

NEVERMORE

sit perched in that tree as they sing

FOREVERMORE

 

NOVEMBER 7, 2007

 

~R.B

September 7, 2008 - Sunday 

She's crying, she's breaking,
she's lying, she's faking,
she's hated & taunted
she's wanted & flaunted
she's a puppet on a string,
an angel without a wing,
shes a bird that cant find the voice to sing.
shes missing everything.
shes tattered and torn
her path of life is already worn
shes deep in confusion
shes exausted with pain.
but you cant see her tears in the rain.
shes dying and tired inside.
her heart might explode with the feelings she hides.
shes lost alone and sad.
what a better life she wished she had.

August 10, 2008 - Sunday 

Current mood:  blissful
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Super-toon extraordinaire
Freakazoid! Freakazoid!
Runs around in underwear
Freakazoid! Freakazoid!


Rescues Washington D.C.
Freakazoid! Freakazoid!
Unless something better's on TV
Freakazoid! Freakazoid!


His brain's overloading
It has a chocolate coating
Textbook case for Sigmund Freud
Freakazoid! Freakazoid!


Check out Dexter Douglas
Nerd computer ace
Went surfing on the internet
And was zapped to cyberspace


He turned into the Freakazoid
He's strong and super-quick
He drives the villains crazy
'Cause he's a lunatic
His home base is the Freakalair
Freakazoid! Fricassee!
Floyd the Barber cuts his hair
Freakazoid! Chimpanzee!


Rides around in the Freakmobile
Freakazoid! Freakazoo!
Hopes to make a movie deal
Freaka me! Freaka you!


He's here to save the nation
So stay tuned to this station
If not, we'll be unemployed
Freakazoid! Freakazoid!
Freakazoid!!!

April 18, 2008 - Friday 
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• trust her over everyone else.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• forgive her for her mistakes.

• look at her like she..s the only girl you see.

• hold her hand when you..re around your friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she..s sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she..s sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she..s important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her,and when you tell her, love her like you..ve never loved someone before.