Hope that you guys still remember me... I have been gone for a long time, more than what I would have liked to. However, I am back here and for good. Since Mid-April, my life has been busy, but I guess there's no other way for things to be when working with a rock band. Aha!

I came back on MySpace  with mixed feelings. Joy and excitement were the major, but there was a hint of stress, too. Stress to fail, and to not find back what I expected... I guess I felt like coming back home, coming back to China, after being away for a few years. You expect everything to be the same, but time flies by so fast. You see your family and your old friends, the ones who you laughed and shed tears with, but something has changed in them. You recognize them, you know well who they are, but there is still this little something different that you can't put your finger on. You recognize the places that you grew up in, those places who hold your deepest secrets and sweetest memories, but only to find out that even the trees aren't as timeless as they are said to be. This spicy smell you know by heart is floating in the air, surrounding you, but it is somewhat sweeter than you imagined it, and the sun doesnt't burn your skin as it used to do, leaving you only a warm feeling. Birds are more colored,  trees and plants are greener, flowers smell better, sky is bluer... You can't really recognize anything anymore, yet you know that you are home, because this indescribable feeling is flowing into you, telling you that you are home, and that it is real...

I guess that this is how I feel coming back here, as one of you... It means much more to me than you could ever think of. I have been away for a long, but you were accompanying each one of my steps when I was afraid, when I had the feeling that I was losing my direction, when I doubted I would be able to make such a jump by myself.

I wasn't there when most of you entered or graduated college, but I am here to share the joys of a new beginning with you. I wasn't there when everything crumbled in Sichuan, but I cried with you and I am here to rebuild with you a new life on new foundations. I wasn't there when the Opening Ceremony of the Olympic Games took place, but I was just as proud as you were to witness that.

I am here, I am home, with you, by your side, after several years, or what seems so to me, and I realize that, after all, everything is still the same as when I left. Maybe am I the one who changed, opening my hearts on new horizons and changing my perspectives, on what is the dawn of a new hope for each and every one of us.

I love you,
我愛你
Stephanie, or if you'd prefer, 乐遥

Hey guys!!!

Just wanted to let you know that I created a msn just for you... So hit me up if you wanna know it, and it's gonna be a pleasure or me to talk with you live there!!!!

Can't wait to hear form you again ;)

Wo ai ni
Stephanie