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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 19
Sign: Gemini

City: Hamilton
State: Alabama
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/19/2007

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November 13, 2009 - Friday

Hard to Think
Current mood:10 Years - So Long, Goodbye

And to begin, today has been a good/bad day. Some details will remain unmentioned, however. I think every day is a "good/bad" day, but the goods and bads of this particular day were a little bit more extreme than normal. I had a complete lack of sleep because I stayed up all night working on a PowerPoint presentation for Western Civilization on Alexander the Great, and the roundabout two hours I had left to sleep were wasted in an unsuccessful attempt to sleep. I just knew the day was going to be horrible because it's so hard for me to take notes/tests when I can hardly hold open my eyes. But the good things that happened overwrite the bad by all means.

I have this deep down urge to show the ones that I care for that I really care for them. When I care about someone, I really care about them. Of all the passion that resides inside me, I think love is what I have the most. It probably far exceeds any love you could ever have for anyone, haha. That's real...

I've been feeling all kinds of emotions in the past couple of months. I wonder if I am going through another mental evolution like I did in 10th - 11th grade. It was far more clear then because I knew what my goals were so it was easy to adapt to meet those. Now, I think my mental evolution involves deciding what I really need and want in my life and how to all of my situations to the best of my potential. I have this feeling that I have some sort of potential something buried deep down inside me in a metaphorical treasure chest & I am on the journey to find the key to unlock it. I can't wait to find this glimmering golden key, and conquer worlds unvisited. This gift I am searching for might be something that will truly allow me to express myself, because I have yet to find a way to express my innermost thoughts and emotions in a sufficiently satisfying nature. I think I will continue to experiment with forms of art such as drawing/painting/photography/music/etc. Maybe I will hit the jackpot soon, and then I will master it.. and conquer. Forever.

Here are some songs that have been the soundtrack to my recent state of mind; I think each of these explores at least a small taste of the emotions I have been experiencing:

In Flames - Disconnect
In Flames - Free Fall
In Flames - The Chosen Pessimist
Miami Horror - Sometimes
10 Years - So Long, Goodbye
10 Years - Beautiful
10 Years - Actions and Motives
Mellow - Shinda Shima
Brand New - Daisy (entire album)
30 Seconds to Mars - Kings & Queens
30 Seconds to Mars - (R) Evolution
30 Seconds to Mars - The Fantasy
August Burns Red - Meridian
Haste the Day - Autumn
Parkway Drive - Carrion

Dream on.

11:16 AM

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November 11, 2009 - Wednesday

001.

I don't remember the last time I wrote a blog/journal entry via internet, so I think I shall do it here & now. Let us see how this goes.

In the meantime, listen to: Mellow - Shinda Shima.

Constantly, I am exploring my own mind & soul. Always I'm amazed at what I realize just by simply thinking. There are so many things to think about.. I am so curious about so many different things. I wonder what I actually should be thinking about.. I wonder if I should be figuring out a way to be happy with everything I have and be prepared to lose it all and still maintain composure, or if I should strive to have the best and achieve the most. Maybe striving for the best & most while being mentally prepared to hit bottom at any given moment would be the best. As long as passion + optimism + curiosity + love reside in me, I'll make it.

Also, I have recently discovered something that seems to be quite life changing to me. I've always heard about it and I've done it so many times, but when you truly grasp it.. it can be life altering. It's a simple concept called appreciation. I have not mastered the art of appreciation, but I every time I have consciously applied it, it has done wonders unimaginable. Imagine a colossus masterpiece of artwork, or a beautiful song that you love. Think about how much you appreciate it, and how it makes you feel. Now, what if you could achieve that feeling from everything in life? If you try, you can. Appreciating small things in life that would otherwise go unnoticed can be pretty rewarding. Everything that you see every day.. someone has put forth some sort of thought and effort for it to be there. Even in nature, things that can't be explained without great scientific study.. like works of art. Paying attention to things/people/ideas that you don't normally pay attention to can open your mind up to worlds you never knew existed.

Yeah.. that may be kind of obvious and stuff, but yeah I wrote about it anyway. ;P I plan on writing more of my thoughts on here so... KEEP UP.

Also, there is this girl, Julia.. she's freakin' amazing. I have never felt happier having a conversation with anyone in my life. I love everything about her. This doesn't happen every day ;P

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10:46 AM

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August 25, 2008 - Monday

"Here"

Here

The familiar glow
You're face will show
Where we'll start and where we'll go
You're eyes to guide
To what I call mine
A place we'eve been
Time and again
A place with peace
No fear and no disease
In our mind, there every time
No need to go
If we're already there
Not in the house
Not up the stairs
Just right here
This is there.