I am writing you this letter not to piss you off or for a response but for me. to let go of my frustrations & say how i really feel about you. i feel if i never write this my anger towards you will never fade & i am to grown to walk around with this anger, this high school bullshit.
You don't understand the impact you have on people & i am not saying a positive one at that. You truely treat people like they are lower then you & that your perfect while everyone gets to be shit. You are not perfect & you are not better then anyone. Just because a person doesn't know something about a band or have seen a certain movie doesn't like the things you like doesn't make them any less interesting. I never apperciated how you talked to me, like I don't know anything & the things i like are stupid. I always felt like i was 5 & you where a grown up pointing your finger at everything i do & critizing me. I'm sorry that I love the idea of going to Hawaii or how i have seen Titanic 25 fucking times since it first came out & how The Wizard of OZ has inspired me since the age of 4. Has anything ever had an impact on you? God knows I would never judge you for it or put you down like you did to me. You may say it was a joke but it hurt, hurt more then you know. I like what I like  because this is me, it is all a part of me & now i realize changing for people is only going to leave me unhappy.
You darling are never going to be happy with your life. You honestly think that designer bags & sunglasses are really going to make you happy? you need a serious reality check. There is more important things in life besides how much money you can spend on useless shit that you are never going to use. What are you going to do when you actually grow up? Move in with Mike & instead of paying rent go buy a $600 bag or better yet run to your mommy to but it for you? Wake up & realize that your mommy isn't always going to be there to hand you whatever you want. Why not be a responsible 22 year old? Your almost 23 & where are you going in your life? Granted I shouldn't be telling people what they should do but I know what i am to be doing with my life & just because I wouldn't be getting paid for it doesn't mean it wouldn't be 10 times more fulfilling then what you might do. Truth is I am not above you nor are you above me but you really need to make a change in your life if you ever want to get anywhere. You are a spoiled brat & you believe that you can live off  your mom forever & i just can't surround myself with people like you. You actually say that your mom won't let you get a job but it is you who won't get a job because you fear you won't get everything you want & that is a sad & i pity you.
You also are a shitty friend & i am surprised more people don't realize this. a friend should never make you feel bad about yourself & a friend, well a decent human being would never take a "break" from people they call a "friend"  because they are bored of them & if you feel you want to continue to speak to them you will. Bored of friends? did you ever wonder if people are sick of your shit? Once you told me you took a break from me that was one breaking point for me. I honestly couldn't understand how a person could do that to another person. this isn't a fucking love relationship, it is a friendship & that hurt me more then you could ever possibly understand. I often wonder if you ever put other peoples feelings into consideration, porbably not right? your to concerned with how you feel to ever notice anyone else & this is why, among other reasons, as you have said, you lose friends within a year of knowing them. don't you understand or see how you are? your never going to be happy with yourself no matter how much you claim to love yourself.
Also i never liked how you one day decided to stop talking to me & elias & then when you have problems with your boyfriend you decide to come running back crying & stupidly I give in because I care way to much. You see what happens when your nice to people like you, you get shitted on. Then you skipped out on both our birthdays when you knew about it for months, but everyone has to be there for your birthday. Your unfair & inconsiderate & you have no manners. I never felt so low around a person until i got to see how you really are. You make me so angry because I was actually close to you, the only friend that was a girl i was ever close to & you fucked that all up. I actually thought that i had someone, besides elias, that i could confide in but i guessed wrong, your just another person i have come across in my life that has let me down in a way that i don't ever want to experience again. I guess my problem is putting way to much trust into people. time to build the wall once more. 
Also you think you know how to handle a relationship but you can't. you may be older but you don't know anything about making things work out. if you did you wouldn't be coming to someone who is 2 years younger for advice, who will you run to now?
you think he is the best thing that has ever happened to you & that he love you so much, why? If he loved you so much he wouldn't want to cheat on you. my dear a loving boyfriend doesn't do such things. I know things & I have decided on never saying a word because you will find out in time, when he turns around & cheats on you then you will know or maybe you won't. maybe you will be so blind to it because you love him. I am not even saying this to stir up a fight but all that i say is true. open your eyes, your relationship isn't right.
You know this letter may be all over the place but these are just a piece of my feelings & i felt i should get it out in the open because if i didn't i would regret it. I think you need to grow up & realize who you are & your impact on some people. You know maybe not everyone is so willing to spill their feelings they might have towards you but I feel this is the right thing to do. You & my brother are the only people I have ever done this with, maybe because in different ways you both make me so angry that i feel the need to write. I guess that is the sting of a Scorpio, & this is the sensitivity of a Pisces.