It's 6 AM and I've been awake for approximately an hour. I went to sleep at 1 AM. I have the most terrible heartburn ever, probably brought on by a previous day of energy drinks coupled by a current rush of adrenaline. Every time I stand up, my legs shake and I can barely stay standing. My arms are bloody, covered in Neosporin, and sting like crazy.

Dresden is behind me, trying to sleep and not quite succeeding.



I woke up just before 5 AM to the feeling of a cat thrashing against my side violently. Dresden always enjoyed cuddling up against my chest and/or arm. He likes to be hugged while he sleeps, sometimes.
I shot up and instinctively grabbed him. He has had seizures before. They only lasted 30 to 45 seconds, tops. They got bad, but they were short. I held him down while he was thrashing in order to keep him from falling off the bed. As I always did, I yelled his name and patted him, trying to get him to come back.

He kept thrashing.

And thrashing.

And thrashing....

Something was wrong, it was more than 30 seconds.

More than 45 seconds.

More than a minute.

He's still thrashing.

A minute and 15 seconds.

This is bad.

I picked him up. He was twitching and clawing, but I held him close and ran to my mother's room. It was empty, of course. I am the only one home for a week. My parents are on vacation four hours away in Lake Arrowhead. I laid him on the bed and held him down.

Not thrashing so much.

Twitching.

Twitching and gasping.

Not out of it, yet.

I grabbed the phone and dialed 411. "What's your city?" My brain wandered away. Masculine voice on the phone.. a recording? "Uh... what's your city??" "Oh! Bakersfield." "Bakersfield, California?" "Yes."

A pause.

Still twitching.

"Okay, what number do you need?"
"I need the Emergency Vet."
".... I don't see 'emergency vet' listed, but I can do a keyword search."
"Oh.. Yeah.. I need the Emergency Vet." I am out of breath.
"Okay, hold on." A pause. "Animal Emergency and Urgent Care?"
"Yes! Yes, that! I need that!"
"Okay, the number is... 661.."
"...Kay..."
"322"
"Three-two-two....."
"6019"
"Six zero one nine. 322-6019. 322-6019."
"Yes."
"Okay, thank you very much!!!"

Click.

Still twitching.

"Hello, this is Animal Emergency and Urgent Care."
"Hi! My cat is having a seizure and it's lasting a really long time!!!"

We talk. I am put on hold.

Still twitching.

Still on hold.

Something happens. A look in his eyes returns. He rolls onto his stomach and tries to sit up.

"Okay, you can bring him in, if you'd like.."
"He just came out of it. And... I don't have a ride there and I can't drive."
"Oh.... Well there isn't much I can do for you on the phone. I'm sorry."

I'm told to call my regular vet. We talk. I am still out of breath and shaking uncontrollably. My cat, though not in a seizure anymore, is disoriented and upset. He's yowling and growling and hissing in protest because I am still holding him and not letting him walk. I hang up, eventually, coming to the conclusion that I should call my regular vet as soon as they open at 7:30 AM.

Still upset. Still growling.

I call my mom. No answer. Call again. Nothing. Again. Again. Six more times. Why won't she pick up?? I go back to my room, cat in hand, and shut my door. I set him down on the bed and grab my cellphone.

"Call me if you need anything," my aunt had said a couple nights ago.

I flip through the numbers on my phone and find hers. I call her. It's 5:15 AM.

She answers.

"Hi Aunt Jai, I'm sorry if I woke you up but I really need to talk to someone." My voice is fast and shaking.

I explain what happened and cry. I explain how long it was. Two or three minutes. I explain how I thought I was going to lose my beloved cat right there in my arms.

She calms me down. I tell her I'd call her back. I just need a ride to the vet, which is a little over a mile away. Too far to walk with a cat in hand.

Eventually, she lets me go, telling me to make sure I clean off my arms. They are hurting so bad. Stinging. Burning.

Dresden circles in front of me, wanting attention.

I call my mom again. It's 5:25 now.

No answer.

I flip my cellphone shut and sigh. It rings. It's my mom.

"Finally...."

I explain what happened. I have no need to cry anymore because I got all of that out with my aunt. We talk. Same conclusion as before. Call the vet when they open. Or get down there at 7 and wait for them to open. Maybe board the cat until my parents get home, so he can get the care he needs and will be monitored by professionals. I cannot get him down there immediately when my parents are out of town, you see. Plus, he is the kind of cat that would not mind. He loves all people. He's okay being in a confined area.

I hang up, eventually. I need to wash my arms.

I stumble into the bathroom and turn on the water. My legs are shaking and it's hard to stay still. I soak my arm and scrub. It hurts, but I don't stop. I have done this so many times. I cannot count how many times I have had to clean out a nasty wound from an animal. One learns to just grit their teeth and deal with the pain until the wound is clean.

Finally, no more blood.

I return to my room. Tired. So tired. Can't sleep.

I watch him. He is the same way. Tired, but not sleeping.

So I do the only thing I can think of to pass the time. I blog.

*sighs* And I had just gotten over being so worried about him. There always seems to be something wrong.



My battle scars:














My other arm got it, too... But not nearly as bad. The scratches on my left arm are actually countable. Three. Two holes and a slice.

asoughaosrhg.  THIS TOOK TOO LONG.

And I know I'm behind on comments/messages... I've been sick.  Blah.  I'll get to them when I wake up tomorrow.  Until then, enjoy this thing I've been working on.. every so often.. for a few days.

Some stuff's traced.  Why?  I didn't want to spend longer than I had to on it.  Simple.

I drew myself a lot.. I ended up making myself thinner than I am.  That's sad.  XD

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Side note.... That isn't the first time Sapph's watched Tekcz/Akzel pr0n ;D *amused*

It started with..

berrystormz (7:59:54 PM): VOTE FOR SAPPH BIATCHEEEEEEEEES

yami no akisu (8:01:11 PM): .... o_o

yami no akisu (8:01:17 PM): am I running for president now?

berrystormz (8:01:16 PM): Duhh.

yami no akisu (8:01:35 PM): Oh.  Kay.

And then...

yami no akisu (8:01:54 PM): Iii.. am apparently running for President.

yami no akisu (8:01:59 PM): Sapphy '08.

Acey Tetsu (8:01:49 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:01:55 PM): democrat?

yami no akisu (8:02:11 PM): Liberal.

yami no akisu (8:02:12 PM): XD

yami no akisu (8:02:14 PM): I don't knooow

Acey Tetsu (8:02:02 PM): XD w00t

yami no akisu (8:02:17 PM): XD XD XD

Acey Tetsu (8:02:12 PM): you can be a republicrat

yami no akisu (8:02:33 PM): YES

yami no akisu (8:02:45 PM): A republiberacrat

Acey Tetsu (8:02:41 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:02:43 PM): wiiin

Acey Tetsu (8:02:48 PM): I wanna draw that XD

yami no akisu (8:03:01 PM): What are the other parties

yami no akisu (8:03:03 PM): XD XD XD

Acey Tetsu (8:02:54 PM): or a sign or something XD

yami no akisu (8:03:13 PM): isn't there a green party for the hippies?

Acey Tetsu (8:03:11 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:03:21 PM): yeah...for the 'hippies' I suppose...

yami no akisu (8:03:50 PM): Greepubliberacrat?

yami no akisu (8:03:59 PM): Nah, I like Republiberacrat

Acey Tetsu (8:04:01 PM): ...

Acey Tetsu (8:04:06 PM): Democrublic? XD

yami no akisu (8:04:24 PM): .. Maybe

Acey Tetsu (8:04:17 PM): that sounds better XDF

Acey Tetsu (8:04:18 PM): ...f

yami no akisu (8:04:43 PM): Limocrublic

Acey Tetsu (8:04:35 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:04:40 PM): that sounds very high class XD

yami no akisu (8:04:57 PM): Yes

yami no akisu (8:04:59 PM): I am classy.

Acey Tetsu (8:04:48 PM): XD

yami no akisu (8:05:04 PM): *is so blogging this*

Acey Tetsu (8:04:54 PM): XDDD

Acey Tetsu (8:04:55 PM): w00t

yami no akisu (8:05:10 PM): hehe

Acey Tetsu (8:05:15 PM): Sapphire 08 for limocrublic president?

yami no akisu (8:05:32 PM): Yes.

Acey Tetsu (8:05:24 PM): w00t

Acey Tetsu (8:05:27 PM): you have my vote

yami no akisu (8:05:47 PM): Will you be my first lady? *wiggles eyebrows*

Acey Tetsu (8:05:38 PM): XDDDD

Acey Tetsu (8:05:40 PM): *dies*

yami no akisu (8:05:55 PM): XD XD XD

Acey Tetsu (8:05:52 PM): I wanna be the VICE president

yami no akisu (8:06:14 PM): .. Fiiine

Acey Tetsu (8:06:04 PM): yaaaay

Acey Tetsu (8:06:10 PM): do I get to use the toilet in the white house?

yami no akisu (8:06:27 PM): Maybe

yami no akisu (8:06:30 PM): If you're good

yami no akisu (8:06:32 PM): and make me win

Acey Tetsu (8:06:26 PM): >>

Acey Tetsu (8:06:34 PM): what if Hillary wins?

yami no akisu (8:06:55 PM): ....

yami no akisu (8:06:58 PM): Don't even joke >>;

Acey Tetsu (8:06:53 PM): "do you smoke crack, daddy?" XD

Acey Tetsu (8:06:56 PM): annnyways...

yami no akisu (8:07:15 PM): The assassination plans are already in action.

Acey Tetsu (8:07:05 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:07:07 PM): yaaay

Acey Tetsu (8:07:16 PM): do I get to hold the gun?

yami no akisu (8:07:35 PM): assass. heeehehe. ..... Yes.

Acey Tetsu (8:07:31 PM): XDD

yami no akisu (8:07:59 PM): How are you with sniper rifles?

yami no akisu (8:08:13 PM): Especially plastic ones?

Acey Tetsu (8:08:05 PM): ...

Acey Tetsu (8:08:06 PM): hmm

yami no akisu (8:08:19 PM): That shoot nerf darfs?

Acey Tetsu (8:08:09 PM): XD

yami no akisu (8:08:23 PM): darfs

yami no akisu (8:08:25 PM): yes

Acey Tetsu (8:08:20 PM): I wanna shoot a darf

yami no akisu (8:08:44 PM): dwarfs.  HOW ARE YOU AT SHOOTING DWARVES AT PEOPLE.  .. Dwarfs..

yami no akisu (8:08:56 PM): Shoot a Dwarf at Hillary for me.

yami no akisu (8:09:00 PM): Knock her out of the competition

yami no akisu (8:09:02 PM): Literally

Acey Tetsu (8:08:51 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:08:54 PM): I WILL

yami no akisu (8:09:21 PM): Goooood Vice President, gooood

Acey Tetsu (8:09:13 PM): do I get to stuff the dwarf in a cannon?

yami no akisu (8:09:29 PM): Yes.

Acey Tetsu (8:09:19 PM): COOL

yami no akisu (8:09:52 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:10:24 PM): ...

Acey Tetsu (8:10:30 PM): what will we do about Obama?

yami no akisu (8:11:07 PM): .... Hmmmm...

yami no akisu (8:11:37 PM): Maybe shoot one of Santa's elves at him.  They're small, but not as painful as a dwarf.

Acey Tetsu (8:11:38 PM): ...

Acey Tetsu (8:11:39 PM): >>

Acey Tetsu (8:12:22 PM): what about a ...

Acey Tetsu (8:12:33 PM): god, what are those other big ugly things called...

Acey Tetsu (8:12:44 PM): hobgoblins...

yami no akisu (8:12:59 PM): ... XD

yami no akisu (8:13:33 PM): Shoot Jareth the Goblin King at him?

Acey Tetsu (8:13:27 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (8:13:29 PM): oh yes

Acey Tetsu (8:13:32 PM): oh HECK yes XD

yami no akisu (8:13:59 PM): He'll probably run away like a little girl.

Acey Tetsu (8:13:54 PM): ...which he XD

yami no akisu (8:14:10 PM): ......

yami no akisu (8:14:12 PM): Good question.

Acey Tetsu (8:14:02 PM): XDDD

yami no akisu (8:14:38 PM): hmmmm...



(Edit)
And thenn....

Acey Tetsu (9:47:46 PM): Barbara questions your duties as a possible president

yami no akisu (9:48:10 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (9:48:15 PM): she wants to know if you will give gay Jonnies the right gay aroubd in public.

Acey Tetsu (9:48:19 PM): ,,b

Acey Tetsu (9:48:24 PM): ...comma

yami no akisu (9:49:04 PM): Of course!

Acey Tetsu (9:49:10 PM): she also wants to know if you watched the tetris video.

yami no akisu (9:49:39 PM): yes. XD

Acey Tetsu (9:50:07 PM): was it the one I sent you?

yami no akisu (9:50:32 PM): yes.  But I watched it again anyway. XD

Acey Tetsu (9:50:25 PM): w00t

yami no akisu (9:50:44 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (9:51:53 PM): Barbara says 'good'

yami no akisu (9:53:25 PM): XD

yami no akisu (9:56:08 PM): "We're happy you're not dead, Miss Rebecca!"

Acey Tetsu (9:57:25 PM): Sarah

Acey Tetsu (9:57:34 PM): Jonny is crying

yami no akisu (9:57:58 PM): o_o

Acey Tetsu (9:58:05 PM): "Gay Tuxedoes: Sapphire 2008"

yami no akisu (9:58:24 PM): XD XD XD

Acey Tetsu (10:04:32 PM): she's still on the phone

Acey Tetsu (10:04:48 PM): trying to make me watch some random video

yami no akisu (10:05:06 PM): o_o

Acey Tetsu (10:05:00 PM): that I don't want to watch

Acey Tetsu (10:05:53 PM): Barbara wants to know if you say no to Tunas...

Acey Tetsu (10:06:14 PM): would you be able kick a Tune forty feet into the air

Acey Tetsu (10:06:19 PM): *Tuna

Acey Tetsu (10:06:24 PM): or

Acey Tetsu (10:06:42 PM): can you punch Tuna over a feild goal?

yami no akisu (10:07:08 PM): ... Maybe.

Acey Tetsu (10:07:27 PM): she says how dare you say maybe

Acey Tetsu (10:08:09 PM): she says everybody should know how to do this

yami no akisu (10:09:29 PM): I say... maybe

yami no akisu (10:09:42 PM): And I counter her statement with this:

yami no akisu (10:09:48 PM): Don't Hassel the Hoff.

Acey Tetsu (10:10:12 PM): she says she could be mean about that.

Acey Tetsu (10:10:32 PM): but she won't sink down to your level

Acey Tetsu (10:10:50 PM): because she wants to hassle the Michael...

yami no akisu (10:11:07 PM): XD

yami no akisu (10:11:45 PM): Oh, Acey.  David Hasselhoff is my vice president now.  You can be the vice vice president.

Acey Tetsu (10:11:46 PM): noooo

yami no akisu (10:12:17 PM): Fine, HE can be vice vice president D:

Acey Tetsu (10:12:35 PM): Barbara wants to make herself the vice vice toilet cleaner

yami no akisu (10:13:13 PM): I'm fine with that.

Acey Tetsu (10:13:36 PM): she says she's not voting for you now

Acey Tetsu (10:13:45 PM): you have lost her vote

Acey Tetsu (10:14:02 PM): Barbara is...

yami no akisu (10:14:16 PM): Fine, she can't be the vice vice toilet cleaner D:

Acey Tetsu (10:14:18 PM): campaigning af=gainst you

yami no akisu (10:14:36 PM): Oh noes!

Acey Tetsu (10:14:31 PM): ...typing with one hand sucks

yami no akisu (10:14:44 PM): Get the Dwarf Cannon ready!

yami no akisu (10:14:46 PM): XD/

yami no akisu (10:14:47 PM): slash

Acey Tetsu (10:14:42 PM): slash!

Acey Tetsu (10:14:58 PM): Barbara's vice president is a duck

yami no akisu (10:15:24 PM): D:

yami no akisu (10:15:33 PM): Myyyy vice president is The Camel.

yami no akisu (10:15:38 PM): Acey, you're named The Camel now

Acey Tetsu (10:15:30 PM): cooool

Acey Tetsu (10:15:50 PM): T. Camel?

yami no akisu (10:16:09 PM): Yes.

Acey Tetsu (10:16:00 PM): w00t

yami no akisu (10:16:23 PM): .... Chuck Norris can be the head of the military section.

Acey Tetsu (10:16:24 PM): good old Carlos Ray

yami no akisu (10:16:40 PM): XD

yami no akisu (10:16:51 PM): He'll teach the army to roundhouse kick

Acey Tetsu (10:16:49 PM): awesome

Acey Tetsu (10:16:58 PM): Barbara has no army

Acey Tetsu (10:17:04 PM): we win

yami no akisu (10:17:38 PM): yami no akisu (10:16:36 PM): I have Chuck Norris

berrystormz (10:16:33 PM): I have Dick Cheney.

yami no akisu (10:17:14 PM): ... Damn.  He'll shoot Chuck in the face before Chuck has the time to roundhouse kick him!

yami no akisu (10:17:15 PM): No wait >>

yami no akisu (10:17:27 PM): Chuck Norris can roundhouse kick faster than a speeding bullet.

Acey Tetsu (10:17:52 PM): wtf... XD

Acey Tetsu (10:18:32 PM): Barbara says to tie one of your hands behind your back.

yami no akisu (10:19:29 PM): What about David Hasselhoff's?

Acey Tetsu (10:19:40 PM): she says no

Acey Tetsu (10:20:05 PM): she says he has to do the funky chicken

Acey Tetsu (10:20:13 PM): can he do that?

yami no akisu (10:20:39 PM): David Hasselhoff can do anything.

Acey Tetsu (10:20:40 PM): can he ly?

Acey Tetsu (10:20:45 PM): ...fly?

yami no akisu (10:21:18 PM): Yes.

yami no akisu (10:21:20 PM): Yes he can.

yami no akisu (10:21:22 PM): I have proof.

Acey Tetsu (10:21:27 PM): do you have to tie him to a rock so that he won't fly away?

Acey Tetsu (10:21:43 PM): Barbara says you're a bad president

yami no akisu (10:21:56 PM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gi2CfuqcUGE

... probably

yami no akisu (10:21:58 PM): XD

Acey Tetsu (10:21:47 PM): urrg

yami no akisu (10:22:04 PM): I have a flying Hasselhoff.

yami no akisu (10:22:05 PM): I win.

And then...

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
ERIN WILL YOU BE MY FIRST LADY?

  erin.  [& the distance will be killer on the nights that we're alone] says:
YEAH

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
COOL

  erin.  [& the distance will be killer on the nights that we're alone] says:
why are you running for president o-o

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
Yes

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
XD

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
Limocrublic!

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
Acey is the vice president

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
David Hasslehoff is the vice vice president

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
Chuck Norris is our military man

  erin.  [& the distance will be killer on the nights that we're alone] says:
that was about the most interesting proposal ive ever received.

.....

  erin.  [& the distance will be killer on the nights that we're alone] says:
excuuse me but you have to add your proposal to me onto your blog.

  erin.  [& the distance will be killer on the nights that we're alone] says:
duh.

  erin.  [& the distance will be killer on the nights that we're alone] says:
im important.

  erin.  [& the distance will be killer on the nights that we're alone] says:
i get to run for president when you cheat on me.
ahem.  clintons.

{ The trouble with poet is how do you know it's deceased?  Try the priest! } ||Sweeney Todd| says:
.. hehehe

The following is Dresden's seizure diary. It will be updated with each episode...




Seizure Diaries

Previous Seizures Before The Log:
~12/22/2007 (somewhere around 10 to 11 PM, I believe)
~Christmas Morning (just before 6 AM)
~12/27/2007 (about 7:30 AM)


Log:

12/27/2007
After vet appt.
6:45 PM seizure, 20 to 30 seconds starting with drooling and followed by spasms of the head. Twitching backward like he's trying to suck up the saliva. The spasms become more frantic; he seems to get freaked out as he's backing up. The throes become more intense and his entire body is involved now. He loses footing and falls over. He seems to struggle to get up, but he's in the middle of violent spasms. When it ends, it just ends. He suddenly stops, breathes heavily, and just lies on the ground. Roughly 10 minutes later, I pet him to see how he's doing, and though he is significantly better, he isn't completely back to normal. Slightly shaky.. He's still out of breath, probably.. He circles more than usual, a sign that he's uneasy still.
About a 6 on the scale. Not extremely severe, and it feels like it wasn't as bad as the Christmas one. Maybe because I was there for him to help him out, or maybe I'm just getting used to them. But it wasn't pleasant.

12/27/07
11 PM seizure
woke up half way through, Dresden under my bed, flailing. I get down and pull him partially out, he seems to come out of it shortly. As I'm trying to wake someone up and write down what happened, I exit the room and return, Dresden gets startled by my presence. This is something he never does. He let out a raspy cry and got up and walked in circles nervously. No one's waking up for us, so I'll just make she he's okay before going back to sleep..
Can't rate this one, since I didn't see most of it. He's having trouble fully recouping. I wonder how bad it was.
This is the third episode this very day.
(about 35 minutes later, he still looks kinda nervous.. He's still circling a lot. He's still freaked out.)

So far they seem unstimulated. They may be caused by the drooling, but what's causing him to drool?
Also I think he knows when they're coming, and possibly when he's having them. It looks like he realizes he's losing control, and he looks terrified. He seems to still have a sense of 'being there' during his seizures, especially if I am with him. So far, it looks like he comes out of them faster if I'm there to hold him and help him out.

12/27/07
11:47
No seizure, but he's still circling more than usual. However, his appetite is up, and I left him eating. Maybe these are causing his mind to degenerate more? He seems fairly normal again, aside from the increased circling. Maybe he was just excited for some food.. I'll watch him.

12/28/07
8:55 AM seizure
Again, in the closet. I heard him flailing and ran into him. How did he get in there?? I blocked it off.. Regardless, he was in there. The seizure couldn't have lasted any more than 20 seconds, and ended almost as soon as I pulled the blanket back to get to him. Though the main spasms had ended, he looked very tired and was still slightly twitchy for some time afterward. It felt like it was a long time, but it probably wasn't. He laid in the closet on a box for some time, not really responding to my calls. I got a wad of toilet paper and wiped the drool off... Which reminds me, there is a balding spot on his chest, under his neck a bit. Maybe from the collar? That'd be my guess, but I'm not overlooking it. Finally, I moved his paw a little bit, and he got up. It looked like he was going to go back into the closet further, but he just circled on the box and stepped out. He meowed a few times.. A raspy, hoarse meow that he only does after a seizure. Much different then his usual high pitched mew. He didn't seem to really know what to do next, so I picked him up. He didn't cry at it this time, so I took him to my bed. After I got him moving again, he seemed to make a full recovery.. Even deciding to talk a walk over my keyboard.
Another not ratable one.. The spasms maybe have been shorter, but I really didn't like how he looked afterward.
Here's Dresden's input on the ordeal: iopl022222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222221./

By the way, I got a closer look at his neck. It looks like the vet shaved it yesterday. Probably to take a blood sample. No worries there.

12/28/07
11:46 AM seizure
He had the fit on mom's bed this time. I was able to rush to his side as soon as I heard it. Poor Hibou was right next to him and looked kinda weirded out.
This one felt like it was longer.. I doubt over 30 seconds.. they seem to be fairly consistent in length. But this one was bad. I held him down so he wouldn't fall off the bed, and tried to talk to him. He kept going, so I lightly placed my hand on the side of his neck. It may have been coincidence, but he stopped immediately. I realized something.. As soon as he stopped, he snapped back immediately. A look in his eyes.. if that makes any sense. It went from blind terror to.. realizing where he was again. He was out of breath and somewhat unresponsive for about 2 or 3 minutes. I just pet him and moved his paws and cleaned him up a little bit. Eventually he got up and responded to my petting. I brought him back to my bed.. Where he laid down behind me and is either asleep or resting now.
That one felt worse.. I'd say maybe a 7.
I really don't like how frequent they're getting...

12/28/07
4:59 PM seizure
He woke up in my lap and started looking around, frightened. He started to drool slightly, and I tried to calm him, but it just kept progressing into a terrible seizure. This one was BAD, lasting about 40 to 45 seconds. I got scared. He was flailing horribly, I could barely hold him. This one was the worst so far, it feels... Just by the way he was convulsing. And I couldn't call him out of it. Then again, I haven't been able to before..
Recovery lasted about 5 minutes, and I'm not sure if he's even fully recovered NOW (it's been nine minutes). He started panting a few times.. I did not like that one bit.
I took him to the laundry room to get some water. He wouldn't drink.
Mom just came home.. Let's see if she picked up his medication.
This one was an 8, bordering on a 9. This one just seemed worse.

9:15 PM
First dose of medication.
Give every 12 hours (self reminder)
That stuff smelled like cherry-flavored-death.. Icky medication smell. Dresden obviously didn't like it, but it was easy to give.

12/29/07
12:10 AM seizure
Even though he got his medicine, I still expected him to get one tonight. I think he woke up into this one (as he was sleeping on my floor). I didn't hear him smacking up his saliva, I just noticed when he started to convulse. He hit my door and was moving toward the hallway, so I dashed over to hold him down so he wouldn't hurt himself on the door, doorway, or wall.
There's not much else to say. They've been consistent in what they are. The spasms don't last too long. This wasn't as bad as the last one. He wasn't flailing as violently (geez, I need more synonyms).
Recovery took about 3 minutes before I got him up and walking. I picked him up and brought him to my bed (and accidentally set him on Rika, who was under the blanket) and he's resting. I don't know if the seizures are really wearing him out or if he's just been sleepy today..
About a 7. Maybe a 6. They're hard to rate.

9:30 AM
Second dose of medication. I feel bad giving it to him. He gags a little.

12/29/07
3:00 PM - 4:00 PM seizure?
I've been checking on him about every hour to see how he's doing (since I'm working on stuff in photoshop and can't be in my room..).. He had a good 15 hour streak of no seizures, but I went in about 3:50 and saw him laying in the corner of my mom's room. He had some drool on his chest and leg, which means that he must have had a seizure. However, there was a minimal amount. Usually he's soaked in saliva by the time he's out of them. I don't know if it was his usual seizure or if it wasn't as bad as usual.. But I'm almost certain he had one. I'll start checking on him every half hour now.

9:45 PM
Medication.
He gagged on it again and had a short coughing fit.
Just like a little kid taking cold medicine.
He's okay now.


12/30/07
2:20 AM seizure
Man, I was having hope that the meds would stop them... It might cut them down, but.. Man..
I think the ones he has when he's in my lap are the worst. Not just because I'm right there, either. He's had them on the floor and stuff and they didn't seem that bad, but when he wakes up and he's in my lap and he's drooling.. He goes berserk. Seriously. Maybe it's because he doesn't want to go into them even more. I could tell he was trying to control it the best he could. It didn't start as quickly as some have before. And I almost had hope he'd get over it, suck the drool back up, and be fine. Of course.. he didn't.. I had to hold him down fairly tight. He kept hitting his head on the wall, though thanks to me it wasn't hitting very hard. If I hadn't been there to hold him as still as I could, he would have really hurt himself. Anyway, yeah.. He tried not to.. Even whimpered like a dog. He tried...
Something interesting.. When he started to go into convulsions, his muscles tensed. His claws dug into my leg and would have drawn blood had I not moved them. And it's difficult to describe the differences in convulsions.. the ones in my lap vs. the ones elsewhere. When he has them.. say.. on the floor or something, he seems to be jumping backward a lot at an accelerated speed. When he has them in my lap.. He's freaking out and flailing like a cat that's trying to escape something.. but.. it's so fast and so... so... indescribable.. There's a difference. I've been there for almost every seizure. There's a difference.
He tried to run to me as soon as he was out of it.
It took approximately seven minutes (give or take) for him to fully recover.. Meaning he was breathing heavy for a while.
He's resting again.
It's so hard to tell how long they last.. It's not like I have a stop watch on hand..
That was a definite 8.

9:50 AM
Medication given. Woke up late.

12/30/07
11:10 AM seizure
In the bathroom.. Mom handled this one because I was still asleep. I got up and was there when he came out of it. It was pretty bad.. Mom wouldn't hold him down because she didn't wantt o get scratched.
Brought him back to my bed. He's resting now.
I'll probably do the same...

9:30 PM
Medication given.


12/31/07
3:09 AM seizure
On my floor, by my bed.. Standard length, though the convulsions are getting.. Well, I don't know if they're getting worse or not. I would say they are, judged on how scratched up I get when holding him down. As soon as he was out of it, he tried to run. I don't think he knew where or why he was trying to run. It seemed like he was just scared... I got him to lay down and comforted and cleaned him up. He stopped being so twitchy only after a couple minutes, but he's still laying where I left him. He'd be tired regardless of the seizure, though, and WITH the seizure, I'm sure he's worn out.
Man.. I was hoping for 24 hours, too. I guess 16 isn't too terrible.
He gets loud enough to wake up my mom, too. He makes weird sucky, spitty, odd noises with his mouth. Almost like he's trying to yowl, but just can't get it out over the throes and amount of spit.
I'd say it was a 7.
Now excuse me as I clean my blood off my arm...

9:30 AM
Medication given.

12/31/07
5:15 PM seizure
Mom caught this one again. I was only there to calm him down afterward. I don't know how it went, how long it was, or how bad it was.

9:26 PM
Medication given.

01/01/08
9:26 AM
Medication given.

9:30 PM
Medication given.
Over 24 hours and no seizures!!

01/02/08
9:31 AM
Medication given.
Dude.. he was being INSANE last night! Running around and being hyper-crazy and playing and stuff..! That's not typical Dresden behavior. It was odd, to say the least.


9:28 PM
Medication given.

01/03/08
9:28 AM
Medication given

10:50 PM
Medication given.
Ack!! x_X;; lost track of time D:

01/04/08
9:24 AM
Medication given.

10:04 PM
Medication given.
Lost track of time again....

Like a stoner ._.;
Or something similar.

I mean, seriously. I'm laying on the floor.. of a room.. with a blacklight shining.. and a strobe light flashing in my face to the right.. and a small colourful disco ball spinning to my left.. and techno music with the bass vibrating my floooor. Well, it was at one point, anyway.

And glowsticks.

Lots and lots of mostly dead glowsticks.


Uhm.. hehe.. I forgot what I was saying..

Mebbe I'm on drugssss nyayahaha.. nah.. no.. be nice, though mebbe ;D

Eventful day. Did lotsa stuff today. Was nice. Watched Borat, too. Nehehe.

My psychologist told me and Alyssa to take a trip to Europe this summer. ... Sweet.

Uhmm.. .. Halloween rocked socks, dude.

I'm tired from it still. No sleep. hehehe. ehhh..


That's all I have to say for now.

Yyyup.  Some of you may know how much I like doing these Art "Meme" things.  I don't really consider them memes.. But they're surveys!  And you know I like surveys, and you know I like drawing, so.. combining them is supah fun for me .___.;;
Anyway, so.. I have a small collection..  So I decided to put them all together.
I'll put them in order they were done.
And the files are REALLY huge D: So I'm sorry.  But I can't.. help it.  I can't resize them, or else you can't read anything .__.;  So yeah..
I'll be linking them.  Bring on the thumbnails! :]




Boring, purple, and chibi.  D:




Take two.  This one's more in depth.. And in colour!  Took like.. seven hours.




New one!  Kinda fun.  Again, colour!  Woot!




SUPER LONG.  But it was super fun to fill out.  I actually did this one a FEW times.




Second time around.. This time with Kholoux!  AND IF IT'S KHOLOUX, THEN YOU KNOW IT WILL BE SUUUUUUPER CUUUUTE!!! <3 <3 <3 <3!!!!




The only thing good on this is the sketch I copied from a comic D: Yeah, it's in my style, but still, it's a copy D: ... but at least that's pretty good.  And you should type in the link and read the comic I got it from.  And then go to the first page and read the whole thing :]  It's supah funneh <3




FULL COLOUR O____O;; This took FOREVER.  And it's huge, sorry x_X; I JUST finished it, too x-x;;  ... Akzel's dream job is adoooooorable <3



And that is all.. for now <3 <3
I hope the huge files of DOOM didn't kill your computer D:

AHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M BAAACCKK!!!
And this is REALLY long...
Oh my goshhh, and I'm like.. SO freaking giddy right now!!
Kay, so like.. I got back from Ani-Magic todaaaaaay :3  And like..  I'm kinda.. wooo XD winding down right now..
It was really fun :3
The first half sucked because I'm insecure and was too scared to talk to people and they didn't really seem to want to talk to me anyway and I felt.. not really 'left out' but more like.. 'rejected'...  So like.. yeah, it wasn't too much fun (aside from watching the cosplayers and pirates XD) for the first.. half.. Day one, just a lot of running around, a trip to the Dealer's Hall (bought me an Axel plushiiie <3) and then went to the Rum Party~  I was all wenched out for that. XD But all I did there was draw.. a few people came by and were like "oooomg" and went through my pathetic sketchpad~  But other than that, I was pretty bummed... so like.. it ended and we went back to our room at like.. 1-something.. and that was it for the night, basically.  And then it was the next day which, aside from the end of it, was pretty damned sucky.  I got sunburned, for one.. and like.. felt TOTALLY rejected by a bunch of people (mostly guys) cuz.. like.. One of them was clinging to Britty and she couldn't like.. get away from him, and so I was stuck following them and their minions and I was like.. really awkward because like.. I was just there.. following.. and totally not a part of the group, but I didn't wanna leave britty..  but like.. it looked awkward like.. "Why is that dumb chick following them?" kinda thing.. and like.. I started falling behind (broken toe, you see) and I had lost the will to follow anymore, so I ducked into a hallway, sat on the ground against the wall, and called my mum and just.. cried.. a lot.  Because I really needed to cry.. and then Britty found me and was like "Kay, now I KNOW something's wrong! D:" so I explained how much I hated myself for not being wanted and all that emo crap that I feel because.. like.. If I ever AM outgoing, I'm totally rejected and shoved down..  So I just.. got to the point of assuming that everyone wants nothing to do with me, which is typically the case...  Anyway, so.. like.. to cheer me up, I guess, Britty posed as a.. marionette.  Because we listened to Coin-Operated Boy (really loud because there was a battle-of-the-bands going on by us) and she was reminded of marionettes~  So she posed and I drew her (I'll scan that laterrr) and.. we got our picture by a con photographer of me sketching and her posing XD mebbe we'll see it! ;D  Anyway, so.. uhm.. after that.. I'm not sure what we did.. wandered around and eventually went back to the room so Britty could get her Scarlet costume back on for the second Rum Party.. And.. I wanted to cry again.. because.. the dude that was being all clingy to her like.. was EXTREMELY cold to me.. like..  He was saying how he could get her into the rum party before it started because he was helping set up and Britty was like "As long as my darling Sarah can come in, too! :3" and glanced back at me.. and like.. he looked at me.. and got this disgusted look in his eye.. and was like.. ".. Oh.. Yeah.. 'darling' Sarah.. sure.." like.. ugh.. man, that made me.. meh.. Like.. my good mood was gone in an instant after that and I just wanted to go back to the room and not do anything.. but I followed.. and.. got in.. and.. the guy was like.. all being around Britty and stuff.. and I was feeling miserable.. so I scooted into a booth that was in the corner and away from people (it was in a restaurant) so.. I was hiding.. and alone for the most part.. and toward the end, this guy randomly slid into the booth with me and he had actually had REAL rum so he was a bit tipsy, but still functional..  So we talked for a while and Britty was with the other guy in the booth behind me and Tawnee and Alex (the other two chickies I was with) were standing by her table, and they were all talking, but I didn't hear ANYTHING until Brittany uttered the word 'Rave'.. and I was like.. "Hold on" to the guy who was talking to me, and I looked around to the other side of the booth and was like.. "I HEARD THE WORD RAVE!" and Britty's like "There's a rave next door! :3" and she KNOWS I love them and Tawnee and Alex were like "Wanna come?? =D" and I was like.. "... Hell.. yes..." so I said bye to the guy I was talking to and ran off with them to this REALLY AWESOME RAVE.  Like.. it was a REAL rave..  And I have never been to one.. but I have been wanting to go SOOOOOOOO SO SO bad.. it's.. indescribable how much I've been wanting to go..  So yes, I attended my FIRST and definitely NOT last rave!!  So we go in and I'm like.. a super shy person.. and Tawnee and Alex started to dance and I was just kinda.. sooorta dancing but not really.. and Tawnee was like "JUST GO NO ONE'S WATCHING!!" and.. I was still like.. neeeh XD  So I like.. we were kinda packed in, but toward the front, it was REALLY open, so we moved up to the froooont and like.. there were a couple people staring at us that weren't dancing, but I didn't really care about them :3  so like..  Tawnee got me to dance XD  Later (today) she said "It's been really fun hanging out with you! :3!  You're like.. one of those quiet, submissive people that I love to.. .. hmm.. I want to say 'break' but that's not the right word.. Oh!  Yeah, 'warp!'" XD XD And I laughed because it was true and I thank her for it <3 So anyway, we were like.. all dancing in our little triangle and then the DJ was like "WHO WANTS GLOWSTIIIIIIIIIIIIIICKS!??!" so I got some money and bought us 6 glowsticks, two for each of us, and we both got one green one and one yellow one and that made it SO much fun to mess around with those!!  And omg XD XD TWICE!!  Twice random guys came and danced with us!!  Cuz we were sort of dancing in a triangle.. all facing each other.. and then this guy came up with a red and a green glowstick and like.. we sorta.. opened the triangle and made it a square.. and like.. he was totally dancing with US because there was no one else around us and he sorta.. like.. wandered in toward us from the crowd.  So yeah, he was there for a bit and left and we were a triangle again and then ANOTHER guy did the same thing!  It was really random and kinda cool.. XD And by this point I was dancing like I dance in my kitchen when no one is home and I've got techno blasting <3 <3  So anyway, yeah, after a bit Alex was sorta wanting to leave and.. I wanted to stay but I would have left with her if she really wanted to right then because I was dying of thirst (we were all drenched in sweat at the end, ickyyy).  But we ended up staying for a few more songs and then Alex REALLY wanted to leave so we went and got to our stuff and then all of a sudden we hear.. "TRANSFORMERS, MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE!  TRANSFORMERS, ROBOTS IN DISGUISE!!!" and I started BUSTING up because.. it was Transformers! Techno remix!  and so Tawnee was like "wanna stay for this song?" and I said yeah, so we skittered back to the dance floor while Alex took a break and we daaanced for the last song and GAH it was SOOOO fun!!  So we left like.. 30 minutes before it ended, even though I could have danced 'til I passed outttt <3  and we stumbled our way back to our hotel, which was right next to the one the con was at, and we needed towels because I like.. really wanted to shower.. So we got towels and like.. attacked the water thing they had in the lobby because we didn't have much in the ways of liquid in our room >>;;  so yeah..  I dozed off at like.. 2:30-ish or maybe 3.. and a while later, Britty came in pounding on the metal door and I was like "O____O; *shoots out of bed and stumbles to it*" because I had wanted to stay up until she got there so.. that wouldn't happen.. XD And so I like.. opened the door for her.. and crawled back into bed.. and rambled mindlessly about the awesomeness of my rave.. and.. yeah..  So next morning, we had to be out of there by 11 AM or we'd have to pay for another night, so my parents came because they didn't mind hanging around for a while with our stuff because we wanted to leave at like.. 3 PM D:  so we got our stuff into the car and hit the Dealer's Hall and I bought more stuuuuff!! Like.. The first day I got my Axel plushie, right? *hugs it again* and the second day I got this kickass kitty ear hat and then I got these really cute clip-on kitty ears..  I didn't webcam them because you can't see their purple plaid <3 ((plaid is my pattern of choice XD Britty's is polka-dots, Tawnee's is stripes, mine is plaid.. XD))  Anyway, so I got thoooose <3 and then on the third day, today, when we went to go blow the rest of our money.. XD So we went to the Dealer's Hall and Britty went somewhere so it was me and Alex and Tawnee all running around :3 they're really cool.. XD Yeah.  Anyway so like.. I bought a couple bottles of japanese soda o_o;  Ramune it was called..  it was good :3  And then I booought.. lesse.. first, I think I bought my necklaces :3 One's the Roxas charm from Kingdom Hearts (Wooo, Roxas~) and the other is the Sora charm.. Again, from Kingdom Hearts (Woooo, Sora~).  So yeah, I think that's what I got first.. yeah.. then the sodas.. and thennn.. I got KITTEH EARS!!  Well, they're actually fox ears..  They're a little longer than the cat ears, but Sapph's ears are bigger, so yeah :3 mebbe next con, I can find something similar and get the smaller ones ;D  And then I got a keyblade keychain for my keyssss and then I got a halloween sora phone charm for my cellphone!  Yay!!  Oh, also in the dealer's hall, the guy cosplaying Lieutenant Hughes from Full Metal Alchemist came in with a wallet full of pictures of Hughes's daughter in the anime.. And he got on a speaker.. and yelled "ATTENTION DEALER'S HALL!  I WANT YOU TO LOOK AT MY DAUGHTER, SHE'S SOOOOO CUTE AND SHE JUST TURNED FOUR YEARS OLD AND..." and he just kept going on and it was SOOOOOO funny XD XD You gotta watch FMA to get it, though..  Oh, also he referenced 'losing the game' XD Which originated at the first Rum Party.. a guy that was in a pink tutu and calling himself Susan wrote "YOU JUST LOST THE GAME" on his chest..  and when people would walk up to him, he'd flash open his vest and say, "You just lost.. the game!" XD And eeeeeveryone was referencing it afterward.. XD And then we went and watch a few episodes of.. The Melancholy.. Life of.. someone.. or.. something.. some anime and it was in japanese with subtitles and it was.. interesting.. but yeah, there was a movie room so we spent a couple hours in there..  so yeah, after that, we pooled our money together.. We being me, Tawnee, and Alex.. and found that we had.. $10 in dollar bills and $5 in change, so we went to the restaurant (which was deeead) and ordered something to split three ways :3 We mostly went for the free water, though.. XD XD  And bread! Yaaay, food.. So yeah, we had pasta.. and there was a LOT, so there was enough to feed us all.  I haven't eaten since then.. and that was like.. 9 hours ago.. XD  And so after that, we went to the van cuz it was like.. 2:30-ish and then we drove around for forever after Britty showed up and found a starbucks!  So I had a $30 starbucks card and bought me a green tea frap <3 <3 and got Tawnee and Alex some stuff.. and then we watched Chicago in the car on the way home and it was wonderful.
And there you go.
A HUUUUGE blog about my kickass (for the latter half) weekend!!! =D

Berry: Blazing Purple Lilacs. xDDD -snorts- I'd totally watch your soap operas, Sapph. And probably cry.

Me: XD XD XD

Me: I'd cry while writing them

Me: ....

Me: I should write one

Me: >>

Me: <<

Me: >>

Me: like.. totally write a screenplay..

Me: XD

Berry: You should write one.

Berry: Then sell it to some big movie industry...

Berry: And you'd be rolling in dough! ;D

Me: XD XD

Me: the catch phrase would be "OH NOES"

Me: ... the TITLE would be "OH NOES"

Me: No..

Me: It'd be.. "OH NOES D:"

Berry: xDDD

Berry: "ONGZ GUYS!!! OH NOES D: COMES ON TONIGHT :D"

Me: "Tune in next time for 'Oh Noes D Colon!'" ".. Unhappy face! >>;" ".. Oh.  Tune in next time for 'Oh Noes Unhappy Face!'"

Berry: Hahaha. xDDD

Me: It'll be.. Oh Noes Dee Colon Unhappy Face.

Berry: ... Sounds like a health show kinda.... xD Only cause of 'Colon'.

Me: XD XD XD

Me: It'll be based in a hospital

Berry: xDDD

Me: But there's a twist!  All of the doctors are.. NINJA PIRATES.

Me: Yeah

Me: vampirates..

Me: XD

Me: ninja vampirates

Me: yes.

Me: and all of the patients are..

Me: uhm..

Me: wizard monkeys..

Me: OH THE SHANAGINS

Me: Shananagins..

Me: sha.. na.. nuh.. gins..

Me: ... yeah

Berry: What the hell?? xDDD

Me: That'd be more like a sitcom than a  soap opera..

Berry: It'd be both! ..

Me: A SOAP SITCOM

Me: Because..

Berry: Hell yes!

Berry: xD

Me: ALL OF THE WIZARD MONKEYS ARE DYING OF AIDS!

Me: But they perform in a circus!

Me: and the ninja vampirates are all savvy and smooth.  BUT ONE OF THEM GETS AIDS, TOO

Me: and everyone cries

Me: but laughs at the same time

Me: because the ninja vampirate with AIDs is such a strong fighter and tries to keep everyone's hopes up that he'll make it through ;-;

Berry: That'd.... be the mostly weirdly sadly funny soap sitcom ever. xDDDD

Me: .... yeah

Me: I should make it a comic

Berry: OH NOES DEE COLON UNHAPPY FACE

Me: oh, and one of the monkeys gets parvo

Me: XD

Berry: xDDD

Me: Yyyyup.

Me: You know this is going to be blogged, right?

Me: XD

Berry: Hahaha. xDD -snorts-

Me: GOT YOUR MOTHER IN A WHIRL CUZ SHE'S NOT SURE IF YOU'RE A BOY OR A GIRL.  ... there shall be a hermaphrodite.

Berry: Oh geez. xDDD

Just got back from seeing Boys Like Girls and Plain White T's in the Walmart parkinglot on Rosedale Hwy.  ... Yeah.  Boys Like Girls were alright, but I didn't get to hear much of them.  And Plain White T's took FOREVER and almost got canceled because people in the front were getting squished and no one was moving back when the authority figures were saying to back up >>;  and I was somewhere in the mid-back section and I was being squished, too!  Argh, and there were SO SO SO SO MANY PEOPLEEEE. X_X;; it was insanely crowded and made me feel terrible, but... Plain White T's were.. you know.. good.  I didn't know most of the songs they played, and.. they didn't play my favorite one (which is Sad Story) but they played Revenge, Hate [I Really Don't Like You], and Hey There Delilah.  We left right after Hey There Delilah in order to beat traffic, because it was the second to last song >_o;;  So yeah.. I guess it was alright.  I had people bumping and pushing me allll night, though x__X;; So I talked to Berry and Cheeseface over my cellphone's IM the whole time XD

Also..

HEROES IS ON.  NEW EPISODE.  OMGOMGOMGOMGGGGGGG *runs to the couch to watch!!*