Women Say The Darnedest Things! JUST LIKE CHILDREN OR KIDS!

These were all funny conversations... may be a mind fuck for men that believe women are the Poser Child of Chastity and Virtue. If you're afraid - do not read. But, it's women just being women. That's why we love them!

The Shoe Analogy

A month ago, I had a conversation with a married woman. Yada yada, "You look like Jon Bon Jovi..." Typical. Then she said, "Men are like Shoes!" I said, "Ok, how are men like shoes?" She says, "Well, you really like a pair of shoes when you first get them... they are new fresh but sometimes they just don't seem to work with many of your outfits." I said, "Ok, continue..." She says, "Then you find a pair that goes with a lot of outfits, you can wear them to the store, to your parents house, and they are SOOO comfortable. You wear these shoes for years." I'm still listening lol... And she says, "Well those old shoes that are so comfortable that you would never get rid of... well, they get too comfortable. And then you start shoe shopping." Sees where she is going, kind of listening still. She explains, "AND THEN THERE ARE THOSE EXOTIC SHOES, THE REALLY HOT SHOES. ONES YOU ONLY WEAR ONCE CUZ THEY ARE SO HARD ON YOUR FEET BUT SOO SEXY!" At that point, I kind of smiled and laughed, took a shot with the group of friends with me. Quite an interesting analogy... and funny. Better than the parking space analogy by a mile lol!

The Girl with a Boyfriend

This was some time ago, not sure when. Anyway, talking amongst a group of people and start talking with this one girl. Well, she at some point out of know where, "I have a boyfriend." This is typical usually out at bars and clubs as it can have two meanings: 1.) I have a boyfriend and I love him dearly. 2.) I have a boyfriend, and I'm not responsible for what happens if I get drunk. This was not the important part, but what happened next.

So then she asks me, "Have you ever felt torn?" I say, "Of course, what do you mean though?" She says, "Well, he takes care of me so much, and is there for me, and he buys me this, and is everything I ever wanted." I say, "He sounds like a nice guy, you're lucky to have met someone so generous and nice." She states, "Oh, but it's just so boring! It's all so... I don't know, we argue and he gives in to me ALL the TIME." I just kind of listen. "I just don't feel the same..." Then she starts chastising him even further, don't remember the exact words but mechanical problems in the bedroom, not attracted to him, etc... Like he was a spineless human being; kind of terrible actually, though honest.

So I asked, "So when do you like your boyfriend?" And she says, "When he is not with me..." And I ask, "How is that so?" And she says, "Because then I can believe he is the man of my dreams."

LOL... what a mind fuck that one is - but, if you are acute to listen... it says more than what she said.

I will add more to this blog! Cuz WOMEN WILL CONTINUE TO SAY THE DARNEDEST THINGS - TO ME!

-Chris Korruption

So I'm setting some goals for myself in regards what information I'm jacking
into my head these days. I read a lot, and I plan to improve my reading and
upgrade that little filter the information flows into my mind through. Lets face
it... a lot of it is for the most part garbage and extremely negative.

1.) NO NEWS! Period! This will be TOUGH! But the news in general is
so negative and I figure if something important takes place, I'll hear about it
anyway through my friends. SIMPLE!

2.) Make it a point to dig up whatever books I've partially completed and actually
complete them. THIS IS A HORRIBLE HABIT - I plan on fixing now.

3.) Books I will start reading and finish by the end of December:
The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle
The Way of the Superior Man by David Deida
Some good fiction....

4.) Books I plan on completing by the end of January:

Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand
Driven from Within by Michael Jordan
Fire in the Belly by Sam Keen
Again... gotta get some fiction in there!

Gotta keep focus to stay consistent. If anyone has any book recommendations,
let me know as I'm always looking for something to blow my mind and open
it up to more possibilities.

-Chris

2 Years Ago - This Very Day.

I was on a jet plane out to Los Angeles, California. For adventure, new friends
on a rocket ship full of dreams. I was flying high on life. It was an exciting time.

People thought I was some celebrity when I jumped on the plane.
Shit, I found out eventually I looked more Hollywood than most people
who lived in Hollywood... at least what my naive little mind thought people
would be like there. Pretty amazing; and ironic.

So when I stepped off that plane; I was ready for anything. The people at the
airport were rude, but I didn't notice a thing. They or a nuclear bomb could
have dropped beside me and the show would have gone on. It was really
a beautiful thing.

I ended up meeting some of the coolest people that weekend. Having
one of the craziest adventures ever. And finding a lot about myself.

YES... sometimes even one sentence from someone can change the world.

MY WORLD!

I thought I was ready to go. I thought LA was the ticket to success, fame,
happiness, music/entertainment career.

It never was. Ha, no city, job, set of friends, car, house, whatever makes things
better... IT'S FINDING YOURSELF WHEN THINGS DON'T WORKOUT!

Because I found what didn't work out was me, and that something was missing.
I wanted to leave Maryland because I felt I had nothing... I was angry and
thought my past here was just a 600 lb ball and chain tying me to the hate the
mental storm of trying make sense of my purpose in my mind.

So reflecting on the last two years of my life. I got a lot of shit figured out; from
things not working out as I expected or wanted when I flew out to Tinseltown
two years ago.

Thank god for things not working out! I would not be who I am today!

Blood has cried, and eyes are bleeding mascara.

And just running into people I have not seen in a year or years makes me feel
awesome. Hearing and seeing in their eyes that I have changed... amongst a
world that is against change has really meant a lot to me. Let's me know that I'm
doing something right in the maze of my korrupt mind lol. I'm a mere shadow of who I was even a year ago. In a year I'll be sure not to disappoint.

Good things are coming to all of us. I really believe that. If we put ourselves
on the line... all the time! If we truly bleed for what we desire.

We find happiness just being in the now.

Learn from the past, Live for the now, and Last til the future...

-Chris

Set backs, fall backs, short comings, and those all time stunning
events that leave you gasping for air as you hit rock bottom.
Clawing to find your way in the dark, screaming fuck the world.

To the times when we thought that today could be the last,
and tomorrow was just another day of the universe sucking
the wind out of our worn and tattered sail.

To those that survived. Lived to tell another tale, shit, a better tale!

To know that to stop pushing, meant to be content with the
scraps and the what the hand of life "dealt" us.

To keep hitting the reset button, and becoming your own
self-help master, writing your own program, the one that
can only work for you. And re-writing it every breath you take,
to write your own chapter in this ever so short history.

To those that recognize the struggle is the breakfast of
champions, legends, and people setting the world ablaze
with their passion.

To Those That Keep On Livin’

I write this to you.

-Chris Körrüption

In 1910, the world saw a dramatic increase in the polio virus. It spread, multiplied, and left thousands of children in paralysis. This epidemic led to the "Great Race" for the cure and vaccination of this terrible disease. Wouldn't you know it, by 1952 Jonas Salk had developed the first vaccine for polio. An insurmassable success for children and mankind.

I think that speaks to people in general. I think we are in a "Great Race" everyday of our lives. To finding the cure, to making our lives better. Whether it be for money, power, love, passion, sex, acknowledgement, or to just be happy; we're in our laboratory of life, trying to find the answer.

From the model with star contacts, to the guy alone drinking a six pack; accept them, because they are finding their cure. Their way, will always be different than your way. Because there is no right way, and there is no wrong way.

We are all significant. We all choose what we want. Whether to run fast in this Great Race to live it all, or to sit idle admiring and enjoy the little things along the way... be it and live it how you see fit. Because neither money, power, love, passion, sex, acknowledgement, nor happiness individually are the cure...

But acceptance.... acceptance of ones self and others is the secret formula that brings everything together. Its the breakthrough to finding your cure.

Lots of love to all my friends here and throughout the world. Heres to helping each other along the way, and making each others lives better every day.

Chris

*This is dedicated to the girl that lost that spark, and that guy that lost that loving feeling for life*

We get together cuz opposites... WAIT a minute, this isn't
a Paula Abdul video! =)

Something has been bothering me for the past six months.
A question that has been slobbering and really chewing
at my brain.

That question is, when you've got it, should you slow
down to enjoy it or be prepared to keep pushing for
new heights and play roulette willingly risking everything?

I've learned that, if you do in fact stop pushing yourself,
you will lose it regardless. Even worse, you realize that
you got lucky... and you took what you  had worked
for and the work put into it for granted.

You can then A, succomb to the state that you are in,
give up hope and basically hold onto the step that you fell
down to and probably fall a little bit more. Maybe too
depression, maybe too suicide. (Please if you are in
either of these states, contact a professional who can help you)

Or you can B, learn that becoming a man/woman of the
highest value is about taking Two Steps Forward... and One Step Back.

When you take that step back, just know that it's only to
separate the weak from strong. You then have to push
through all the tests and bullshit to get to the next level.

And all the pain, tears, and scars were worth it.

-Chris Korruption

The North Shore on Waikiki in Hawaii...

Waimea Bay... Friday night.

The place of big wave riding legends.

"The Original Big Wave Spot"

The debate is on about whether I can take

the insane leap from 10 to 12 foot

Ocean City waves during Hurricane/Tropical

storm conditions to 25 foot to 30 foot waves.

Some of the biggest waves on the planet.

It sucks cuz; I'd say there are only a handful

of people on the east coast that have ever

ridden that wave. But, I want to do it to

face death head on and because I really

do love riding waves. The ocean is so

beautiful and pure, it runs through our

veins, it bleeds when we cry, yet in it's

most unforgivable moment in time... it

has the power to destroy everything

in its path. And at Waimea, a human is but

an ant in a turbulent washing machine.

I've heard that taking the step from 15 to 20

foot waves to big wave riding which are 25 to

30 foot and beyond is a huge step... Most

in fact never do it.

Any opinions, advice, last words lol?

-Chris Korruption

 

Gather ye rose-buds while ye may;
Old Time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying.
~Robert Herrick

It's 4:00 AM, can't sleep... I'm excited yet at the same time fucking exhausted.

Just some food for thought.......

A lot of people out there are tied and bound to what they know to be reality. Their security blanket, their safety zone filled with the same people, same friends, same places, all familiarities that give them the feeling of warmth without having to step outside of the "circle." I know people like this, both family, friends, and strangers I see afraid to slide into destruction. Welcome it, because failure breeds sparks of life and success from the ashes.

The line between the known and the unknown will always exist. Everyone has it, they know where it lies.....

People need to cross it and break it. Forget what they know... or what they think they know.

Every new experience whether big or small is another life changing event that is a chain reaction for other events both big and small. Everyone has a story to create... the chapters and pages are yet to be written. So when your story is told, be a hero... be something great. Everyone dies, and empires will fall, but legends live forever.

Live for this... nothing lasts forever.