So I found I have something called a truth box on myspace and their was some pretty nasty comments about me and summer.  all I can say is Sorry if I broke your hart who ever you or you's are. their where years you could of said something well I was single but that time has past.  and their is no point dwelling in the past. you might want to know why I did forgive summer.  well Because I love people I don't want to see them suffer and yeah summer is a person to and I love her and Want her to be happy just as I hope for who ever said stuff about us should deserve to be.  you say I have no self respect But I do.  I respect my self for being forgiving,  for being a loving true person,  and for doing all I can to make the world my self and the people in it better. 

hope you find love and keep it true because its always true.

love

JoElf

Its going to be a bunch of cars crashing in to one another Friday at 5. then a bunch of cars crashing in to one another Saturday at 2 then we play Saturday night.

roman will be playing bass.  I am tuning my guitar 3 steps down changing the vocal style and guitar sound to a 50's marshal sound with fuz distortion.  so we sound like the munsters meets a meat cleaver.  I can't enplane it but it sound reall rad more like the old one caper green but more grone up.   so if you want to head out to lind wa give summer greg or roman a call.  or myspace me.

I have broke some harts,
I have always been alone,
taken your life and called it as my own.
I took gas to that flame,
Burnt your house down
then cried laughing in shame.
I am not free,
I am a slave,
the ones who brake free,
live a life of pain.
I had it all,
and owned nothing at all,
but it matters not,
because if it ends all memory's will fade,
and their will be injustice for all.

if we survive
slim chance hope we all do.
hope to see love
Because I've never seen it truly practiced in the history
of all of you.

A girl offered me some morphine and I said thank you but ill pass and then she was surrounded buy 20 cops and arrested.  summer was almost arrested for having wine in a bottle.  Neamia was arrested for showing his junk in public. Hanna was sent off the sight.  and people I did not know where being arrested.  I herd their was a shooting at folk life last year.  

Next year.

I AM NOT GOING!! Its LAME!!

gaa if their is any show I wanted to see this year its yeah yeah yeahs and nine inch nails.  thought I had enough money then costco said they accidentally gave me two pay checks and I had to pay them back. still kind of pissed. if I known that i would of not put so much money in to my untouchable savings. 

post blogs any more. 

post blogs any more. 

You might need some time to watch it though. You be the judge of it. and remember you can only judge a speech if you heard the hole thing.

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http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

For every one and everything good.

Think about it. when the dinosaurs where on earth their was more oxygen. but all the oxygen got trapped in the dead plants and animals that make oil. our oxygen supply has been slowly decreasing over a long time and if it keeps up with out us burning the oil we will run out of oxygen some day. when we burn oil we make carbon dioxide witch is food for the trees. the trees take in the carbon and make oxygen so the trees grow bigger and their is more oxygen in the air giving our bodies more power. and the plants would give us more food to. not only that the amount of oxygen in the air would once again make the earth the same temperature from top to bottom like a big green house. because it would allow clouds to mass up in to the sky and as the ozone depleted the clouds would replace it making the earth about 60-70 degrees constant. It has been proven that the earth was once surrounded by clouds in and around the dinosaurs time. in Antarctica you can find fossilised tropical rain forests and dinosaur bones.

we may have been burning the oil and Cole to fast but maybe not. it makes you wonder if we are being led mindlessly just to put more oxygen in the air before its to late. if we burn it to fast where screwed if we burn it to slow will be screwed some day.

So it kind of makes you think about when people ask you to go green. it probably wont matter if you do or don't if your being told what to think.


Theory Thought up and created bye Joel Wilson

Vary good movies to see.

The Heath Ledger joker was a incredible performance really reflecting on the true evil humans are capable of. Really glorifying it to a new level. who knows what kind of criminals this guy is going to inspire from this movie. I felt he as made him self in to a legend like Kurt, Johnny, John, the works. The hole movie was the most realistic view of a batman yet made. witch would seem like a hard thing to do.

Hell boy was a grate inspiration to the fantasised wonder of what was really on the planet before we distorted every thing with our weird diseases and over population. The caricatures where a unique twisted view of the fairly tell fairies, Elfs, Trees of life, Mermen, demons, ogres, and ancient mechanics told in Fractals of ancient fairy tails. along with a really well done story line and video direction.

Allot of you known him. He was a good guy. That had an addiction problem. He ended up brain dead and they had to pull the plug on him. If their is such a thing a after, after this, science or religion, R.I.P.





Hope to see him again.

Ok I have not had sex in well forever and I mean a long time and I like it this way. I have never broken up with a Girl or given up on any one. People might think I am a pussy but really its a pussy that runs away. I don't believe in girl friend or boy friend or going out any more. I only believe in engagement and getting married or being alone now. Its a stressful waste of life to be with some one if your not going to be with them. So

I want to be surrounded bye girls I can call my friends as = to my guy friends. a Harvard study showed that 1 out of 3 girls cheat on their husbands in this new age we live in. So I want to be surrounded by girls that can call me friend so I get to meet allot of the 2 of the 3. I don't even believe in looking for a girl any more. the fact of the matter is if you surround your self with people and you are a good person you will meet many good people. if you go out looking your going to find the first person looking.

I am only a open hearted man that loves to say hi and make friends free of any complications.

so lets be honest friends, and live our lives free.

ok So what the hell at the end of the year the TV news has said that gas might be 7 dollars a gallon and airlines might stop working. so I might be stuck in Thai land if I go. My dad seems to think If the air lines went 3 times the price they are still going to be able to afford it and every things ok. But he has a curbing company what happens if they cant afford to move those gigantic trucks full of concrete any more. well then he has no money. and I would be stuck in a 3rd world country. I would have to come back via sail.

and if the gas gos to 7 at the end of the year what about the next year? cnn said Congress has let the oil companies drill in Alaska But I am kind of thinking to my self they are to late. yeah their is enough oil in Alaska to fuel the world for 60 years but its all locked in frozen sand. and thats not cheep and still they might be to late any ways.



What do you guys think Am I going to get stuck in Thailand if I fly their for school?