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Gender: Female
Age: 17
Sign: Taurus

City: WENATCHEE
State: Washington

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02 Jun 08 Monday 

Current mood:  bored
Category: Life
























































Currently listening:
Stars: The Best of the Cranberries, 1992-2002
By Cranberries
Release date: 24 September, 2002
26 May 08 Monday 

Current mood:  adventurous
Category: Friends

1) List 15-20 things that you want to say to people, but never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.

1. you are one of the most important people in my life.i hope that you realize how much i love you because i really do.i think that your kind and caring and you have a lot of love to give,but you let people take advantage of you too often,and you should learn to stop.for the longest time i didn't understand why you didn't bother trying to make yourself happy because it's so obvious that your misserable,and then i realized it was because your too busy trying to make other people happy.if i could give you one piece of advice i would tell you to live life for yourself and stop worrying about pleasing other people.we have a lot more in common than you think.i hope more than anything i never ever end up like you.

2. you are by far the best person i have ever met in my entire life.you honestly mean the world to me,you don't realize how amazing you are.when we met i wasn't sure about you,or what i really wanted out of our relationship.but what i got was more than i could have ever imagined.i hope that your in my life forever.you are a good person in every way.your smart,funny,and above all the nicest person i have ever met.i'm sorry if i have ever hurt you because i would never want that,i would do anything for you.

3. in all honesty,i'm not sure if meeting you was a mistake.we have been friends for a while now and we've been through a lot of shit.i love you,and i think deep down your a good person,but i think that your carrying around a lot of baggage.you treat people really bad sometimes but i think it's because you have trust issues after everything you've been through,and i don't blame you.i think your really strong for going through everything you have.you are the funniest person i have ever met,but sometimes i feel like it's all just an act because inside you have a lot of pain that you don't know how to deal with and making other people laugh makes you feel better about who you are.i wish i could help you,and i want you to know,if you ever need to talk,i will always be here for you no matter what.

4. ohhh girl,you make me so happy :D your one of the best friends i have ever had.your always there for me,always willing to listen to my complaining,and you always have something to say back.you have such a good energy about you,i think you put just about everyone in a good mood.i love talking to you about anything and everything.i hope we never grow apart because you mean a lot to me.not to mention your the only other person who reeeeally knows how to make a good sandwich ;)

5. i will always love you,regaurdless of everything.for as long as i've known you you've always been one of my favorite people on earth and it'll never change.we have a stronger bond than anyone could ever know.in just one year it seemed like the world got turned upside down.so much shit went down and almost all of it was really bad.you really have been through it all,and i can't imagine  going through what you've been through.honestly,you deserve better than what your life currently consists of.watching you fall for him,and staying in that state of euphoria for so long broke my heart,and i've never hated someone so much as i hate him.i would kill him if i could get away with it.i really hope your over him now.i want to see things get better for you.i think you just need to talk to somebody,and let everything out,get rid of all the shit you've been carrying around with you.and you can talk to me,always,even if you don't think i'll understand,i will listen to you,you just need to get it all out.someday babygirl,your going to meet someone who treats you like a queen and realizes what an amazing person you are,and i can't wait for that day because you deserve to find someone who really loves you.i have so much to say to you.i wrote you a letter once,and i never gave it to you.maybe someday i will.

6. you are so different from me in every way.you are loaded with good qualities.you are one of the most positive people i know,and you know how to enjoy life.i think your really interesting and fun to converse with,and i hope someday we can really talk about everything,and really get to know each other.

7. from the moment i saw you i had this feeling about you.i guess i was just intrigued,but i never showed it.once i got to know you and started to be myself around you i realized how much i really like you.i think your funny and really nice,but sometimes you try to act really cool or something,and it's kind of lame.i hope one day we can talk about everything,and be really good friends.i hope everything works out for you because i know your going through kind of a hard time right now.

8. haha,oh mannn.when i met you last year i thought you were ridiculous.funny,and so overdramatic and so talented.you have a lot of potential to be whatever you want to be,and your completely wasting it.it breaks my heart to see you throw yourself away the way you are.we have had some good times together because we can talk for hours,cry and laugh together.you need to get some self respect and stop settling for anything less than what you deserve.i hope you turn things around,and get back on track.i'm sorry we lost touch,even though it was all your fault,maybe someday we can be friends again because i know i'd really like that.your the only person i call late at night just to talk to,i miss you.

9. i miss you so much! the summer we spent together will probably always be my best. you really make my life more enjoyable when i'm with you. you always know how to put a smile on my face,and i love that i can do the same for you.the first night i met you i remember we declared each other best friends. i can honestly be myself around you,and you always forgive me when i fuck up.you are a really good friend and you have always been there for me,even when i was heartbroken and acting like a total bitch to you,you were there for me.i think you make some really bad decisions sometimes,but they are your decisions,and i shouldn't judge you for them.my only advice is just be careful and remember you have a lot of good qualities to offer,and anyone who overlooks them isn't worth a minute of your time.

10. hmmm,well.first of all,your the worst person i have ever encountered.you treat everyone like shit,when in reality your the one who's a piece of shit.your a fucking idiot,and i don't know what the fuck goes on inside that head of yours.you are so selfish,and i wish you could know the pain you've caused the people you supposedly love.everyone knows though,that you really don't love anyone but yourself.you are so cruel,and i can't even comprehend how you do some of the things you do.i hate you so much,and i hope you get what you deserve.

11. you are a fucking bitch.i'm sorry your a saggy,old bitch and nobody can stand to look at you,but you need to stop dressing like a 16 year old and trying to act 'hip' and 'cool'.all you do is cause problems for everyone.i don't know if it's intentional or your just a stupid bitch,but either way you've lost everyone's respect,and you've broken up a family.you and your stupid ass dog can both fucking fall off a cliff for all i care.

12. it's too bad our 'friendship' had to end.eh,no it's not.it was totally worth it.you are such a stuck up bitch.you think it's fine that you treat people shitty,but it's not,and it'll come back to you.you'd be a lot better off if you just let things go instead of holding stupid grudges and acting like an immature little bitch,but whatever,do what you want.

13. wow,i don't even really want to talk about you,it's just going to piss me off.you are such an asshole,and you obviously have some serious anger issues,it must run in the family.the first time you ever told me to fuck myself,i cried my eyes out..the second time too.i wish you didn't hate me,but i guess it's fine.i hate you too.

14. ah,i miss you! your such a funny person, you have a great personality, and it really won me over. the time we spent together was great,for the most part. you were one of the few people in that shitty town that didn't suck. you always put me in a good mood when were together and i love when i get to see you,i just wish i got to see more of you! even though i think your awesome,i'll never be able to really trust you after what you did to me. you were my best friend and you completely betrayed me. i'm over it,forgive and forget right? you seem to have a lot of issues with figuring out who you are,and i hope you figure it out sooner or later or your going to end up a wreck.i know you have problems with drinking and i hope you don't let it consume your life because your too good for that.

15. you've made quite the impact on me :) i know everybody else thinks your not headed anywhere in life,but i disagree.i think that you have a lot of potential,and your a really cool person.i can talk to you forever about just about anything,and you put me in a good mood usually.i hope that you follow your dreams and become a famous artist instead of a drug dealer.i'm glad that you make time to talk to me,and listen to my problems,i'll always be there to listen to yours.

Currently listening:
The Con
By Tegan and Sara
Release date: 2007-07-24
18 Sep 07 Tuesday 

Current mood:  creative
Category: Friends
i maaaaade this,fill it out fools

1) Do you know me personally?

2)Where did we meet?

3)What was your first impression?

4)What song reminds you of me?

5)Who is one person I'm obsessed with?

6)What's one thing I talk about too much?

7)Would you consider me a loyal friend?

8)What's the stupidest thing you've ever seen me say/do?

9)Do you like my hair?

10)What do I smell like?

11)What would you do if I threw up on you?

12)Do you have Verizon?

13)Do I have your number?

14)What is my favourite colour?

15)Sum me up in three words:

16)Do you like my house?

17)What do you think of Kelli?

18)What's the nicest thing i've ever done for you?

19)Said to you?

20)Do you think i'm conceited?
Currently listening:
Riot!
By Paramore
Release date: 12 June, 2007